Dear Terra,

This is my last letter. I have only one other piece of paper left, and I am keeping it for a very specific purpose. These words might be the last ones you will ever read from me.

Funny how these words now sound really important, and yet I can't find the right ones to pick. I don't know how much I should tell you. I don't know how much I should keep silent. I don't know which feelings I should let you know and which ones I should keep to myself.

I am tired. I am scared. I am sad. I am angry. I am alone. I am worried. I am hopeless. I am done. And soon, I will be gone.

How many days have I spent there? How many months? How many years? Will you be grey and old when you read these words? Or will you only be ten minutes older? Will you ever read them? Will you even know who I am? Will I still be alive?

But I want you to know that I am also happy. I am grateful. I will not give up. I still pray that one day, I will find my way to you. Our Wayfinders aren't called that way by coincidence.

I will always cherish my memories of you. The good ones, the bad ones, the happy ones and the sad ones. You are the reason I keep fighting. You are my goal. I am not a quitter. I have many things to tell you and I intend to tell them.

Dear Terra, I have no idea what words should be the last I might ever write. There are so many words, so many possible combinations, how could I be expected to know which ones are the most fitting ones? I would like to find some that would make you happy, and not sad.

Do you remember that day when we were kids, and I got lost in the forest? The Master and you looked for me for hours, while I was trying to find a way out, going deeper in there instead. When you found me, I was crying and said I feared I would never find you again, that I would die in there. You took my hand, shrugged and said that was stupid, because no matter where I was, I would never be lost, because you would always look for me, and you would always find me. I still believe in these words. And do you remember that big nightmare Ven had? He woke up screaming, and he told us that he dreamt we had abandoned him. We promised we'd always be there for him, because we would never leave our loved ones behind, and we slept together in his tiny, one-person bed. Everyone had sore backs and necks in the morning, and yet it was the most peaceful night we had in months.

We are a family. The Master is gone, but you and Ven are still my family, and I won't let anything or anyone stopping me from finding you. Our lives are connected, and this is something I want to believe from the bottom of my heart.

I may be scared, I may have doubts, and I may not use the right words, but be assured that I strongly believe that one day, we shall meet again. These are the last words I'll ever write to you from the Realm of Darkness. But there are many more that I am to write once I'll be out.

My story isn't over, and neither is yours. Our story has yet to be written.

This is goodbye, but this isn't farewell. My most important feeling isn't written on this letter, so if you are curious about it, you will have to ask me in person.

I can't wait to let you know.
Always, always yours,
Aqua.


As she said, there is one last letter to come.
Also, let me talk a bit about my life: I might have the chance to play KH3 this week if I'm lucky enough, as the game will be featured at Japan Expo. Wish me luck! (I am so excited about this!)