This is the last chapter of the story, it's been quite the ride and I'm so glad you've all liked reading this. Thank you to everyone who has favourited, followed, reviewed, and those who've just read it; you're why I post :) I hope you enjoy the chapter!
"I still sometimes don't think it's really happening, that you guys are dating," Izzy said as Alec watched her walk over to her bed, laptop in hand.
"It's been almost a month since we got together, how is it so hard to believe?" Alec asked, not sure if he should be insulted or not.
"I don't know, I guess 'cause it's you-"
"Wow thanks Izzy," Alec interrupted.
"No I didn't mean it like that," she said in a rush. "It's just, you were always so quiet and in your mind, you never wanted anyone to catch you liking someone. Which made sense, but I always felt bad that you couldn't be yourself. Now here you are with a boyfriend after only being away from home for almost a year. It's just crazy how fast everything changes."
"I guess, seeing it from your perspective. I'm just glad I don't have to hide who I am here, it was relaxing," Alec said laying down.
"I am happy for you and Magnus, definitely the cutest couple ever," Izzy said. "He may have sent me some photos of the two of you."
"Oh god, I can only imagine what those must have been like," Alec said fighting a blush.
"Obviously of you two naked," Izzy teased.
"So funny," Alec said sticking out his tongue.
"Though now I'm wondering if you actually have some of those laying around."
"I never strip and tell," Alec teased.
"This has gotten into weird territory, time to switch the subject," Izzy said. "So mom and dad took Jace and I out for dinner last weekend."
"What, really, why?" Alec asked, he didn't remember any holiday or special event happening. And even if there had been, a dinner with the parents wouldn't have been something to happen.
"I thought it was weird too, but apparently something with the business came up. So they're going to London for the next few months to sort some stuff out. I don't know, I stopped paying attention halfway through."
"Still weird that they took you guys out for dinner for that, instead of just calling," Alec said.
"I know, I guess they felt obligated to since we're still in the city. It may have looked bad just to up and leave without telling us," Izzy said. "Have they not called you about it?"
"No, but I mean I'm sure I'll get a call once they're at the airport about to leave. Or an email, which seems more likely," Alec said. He knew he was never their favourite child, with him wanting to pursue a career in the arts rather than take over the business, as their oldest son should be doing. He just never thought that they would move without letting him know, it definitely stung.
"I hate how they treat you, it's not how parents should treat their son. I mean they don't treat Jace and I all that better, but at least they acknowledge our existence."
"Maybe I should tell them I'm gay, they would notice me then that's for sure," Alec huffed.
"I actually support that, screw what they think. You should be allowed to love who you want without their so called approval looming over you," Izzy told him.
"Yeah, but being disowned wouldn't be so great with having to pay for school," Alec commented.
"I really don't think they would do that. I would look too bad on the family name."
"Worse than having a gay son?" Alec asked, not quite sure which they would see as the worst option.
"I'm sure they have some human compassion beating under their robot like exterior," Izzy said.
"Anyway, I don't want to talk about them anymore. As far as I'm concerned they're people paying for my tuition, and that's it," Alec said, making it clear that the conversation was over.
"Sorry, so what are your plans for the day?"
"Probably studying, and finishing up some photos. Exams are a coming, and it is not fun around here."
"Really, no even with Magnus ready to relieve your stress," Izzy said winking.
"Is sex all you can think about?"
"Yes, yes it is. How can you not think about sex, you're dating one of the hottest guys to ever touch this earth. You are lucky hon," Izzy said sighing.
"Stop dreaming about my boyfriend, it's weird," Alec said laughing.
"Well then you better nail him, how you haven't yet is beyond me."
"We agreed to take things slow...ish. He didn't want to rush this," Alec said, he didn't want to admit he was nervous as hell about going that next step with him. Of course he wanted to, if he was being honest he thought about it nonstop, but he would have no idea what to do. He didn't want to mess it up.
"You're thinking way too hard about something, and I can only guess what that is," Izzy said. "I know you're nervous, all first times are scary, but it's Magnus. He's going to make it amazing, and he's going to make sure you have nothing to worry about."
"Wow, that was actually pretty insightful," Alec said. "And I know I don't have anything to be worried about with him, but still it's nerve-wracking."
"I think you're looking for ways to drag it out, I can see it written all over you face how badly you want him. You need to stop thinking so much."
"Oh shut up, and lets stop talking about my sex life, it's kind of weird," Alec insisted.
"Okay, okay. I should go anyway, I have a bunch of reading to do before class tomorrow."
"Have fun with that," Alec teased. After saying goodbye he was about to shut his computer off, but then figured he might as well see if his mom left an email. He scoffed when he saw a new one from her in his inbox, she didn't even have the curtesy to call him.
To: aleclightwood
From: maryseLightwood
Subject: Business in London
Alec, your father and I suddenly had some urgent business to attend to in our London offices. We're going to be gone for a few months. If when school ends you want to come home for the summer that's fine, the staff will still be there, along with your siblings of course. If not we've sent you some money so you can find your own place in California. Talk later.
Alec sighed and shut his computer off, but not before taking a peak at his bank statement. Of course his parents thought everything could be made better with money, not that he was complaining about his new balance. He was feeling too hyped up to go back to studying, so instead he changed into his running gear and headed outside. He needed to move, if only to clear his head and get rid of the anger her felt towards his family.
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Alec was walking back towards his dorm, downing a bottle of water. He felt better, more relaxed than he had before. Running was good like that, you always knew you would feel better afterwards. That thought quickly stopped though when he caught a glimpse of David walking in his direction. He was debating whether or not to hide behind a tree when he was spotted.
"Alec, hey."
"Oh, hi, David," Alec didn't know why he was feeling so weird, he was the one who broke things off in the first place.
"How've you been?"
"Oh, I've been alright. Busy with school, exams coming up and all," Alec mumbled out, he was not good with this.
"I see you and Magnus have finally gotten together as well," David commented on.
"Oh, umm, yeah. How did you know?"
"I've seen you two around, you're actually really cute together."
"Oh, thanks," Alec said, not really knowing what to say to that.
"Look, I'm not upset about us ending. I knew you liked Magnus, and I was just there as your way of trying to get over him. I'm not mad at you, I'm not one to hold grudges," David explained.
"Oh, well, that's good," Alec got out. Why, why did he have to be so awkward?
"You can breath, I'm not going to hit you or anything. Really, everything is fine," David reassured him.
"Okay. Sorry, I'm really bad with, well apparently human interaction," Alec said laughing a little.
"It's alright, I knew that already," David joked.
"Hurt," Alec said.
"As you should be, but I should go. Some of us actually go to class around here," David said.
"Have fun, and, you know, see you around," Alec said nodding as David headed towards the photography building. Alec sighed and chucked his bottle into the garbage bin as he past it. That didn't go nearly as bad as he thought it would.
"Ugh, I don't know what to do," Alec sighed, flopping down onto Maia's couch.
"Well, Magnus is who you want to do," she said, pushing Alec's feet so she could sit down.
"Ha ha, so clever," Alec said sarcastically. "But seriously, I'm going to mess this up somehow."
"Alec, you don't give yourself enough credit. I've seen you two together, Magnus wants this just as much as you do. He doesn't want to rush you into something you're not ready for, so you're going to have to tell him you are. That's the only way you'll finally get some," Maia told him, reaching for the bowl of popcorn.
"Ugh, I know. I'm going to make it so awkward," Alec said covering his face with his hands. "If you haven't already figured out, I'm not the smoothest guy in the world."
"Well you could have fooled me," Maia teased. "But, in all seriousness, even if you do make a complete fool of yourself Magnus is going to think it's cute. That's how you are Alec, and Magnus is dating you for all of you."
"You really are a great friend," Alec told her. "I love how I can talk to you about anything, and you always know just what to say."
"Yeah, I'm special like that," she said moving to give him a quick hug. "But now lets get to the movie, I found something that I think will help with moving things along with Magnus."
Alec almost chocked on the popcorn he was eating when the movie started.
"Porn Maia, really," he said exasperated.
"It's educational," she told him.
"I take back what I said before," Alec said, moving further down into the couch. He didn't tell her to turn it off though.
Alec and Magnus were curled up on his bed watching a movie, a movie that was currently showing two people going at it for lack of a better term, quite intensely. Alec was finding it hard to breath, or move, or do anything but lay there willing the blush covering his face to leave.
"Are you okay?" Magnus asked.
"What, yeah of course I am."
"Really, 'cause your face is the colour of a tomato," Magnus remarked.
"Oh, well other than that I'm alright."
"You know you can tell me anything, right?" Magnus said pausing the movie. Alec let himself breath again and turned to face his boyfriend. Was he really going to tell him what he'd been thinking?
"I want to have sex." Apparently he was, why did he blurt that out.
"Umm, you…was it because of the movie?" Magnus asked, not knowing what to say.
"Ugh, fuck," Alec mumbled. "No, it's just-well…I've been thinking about it for a while."
"Really?"
"Well, yeah. Haven't you thought about it?"
"Of course I have. When we…I've thought about it a lot too," Magnus said, moving the laptop onto the desk, then rolling onto his side. "But we don't have to rush anything."
"I know, and I know you're waiting until I'm ready. Which is so sweet, but I'm ready now. I'm not going to break or anything, you don't always have to be so careful around me," Alec said moving on top of him. "Just because this is my first time, doesn't mean I don't know that I want this, badly," he whispered into Magnus's ear, kissing his earlobe to punctuate his words.
"I know you're not breakable, I just didn't want to mess this up," Magnus told him, sighing as Alec kissed his neck.
"You're not," Alec reassured him, moving to kiss his lips. "I want you." Another kiss. "Please?" Magnus nodded as their lips met again, groaning as Alec rocked his hips down onto his.
Alec then began tugging on Magnus's shirt, willing it to come off so he could be closer to his warm skin. Magnus smiled before flipping them so he was the one on top. He swallowed Alec's noise of surprise by connecting their lips once more. He finally lets Alec do away with his shirt, throwing it somewhere into the corner of the room. He then pulls back, taking a moment to admire the guy beneath him. He takes his time undressing Alec, lavishing attention on each inch of newly revealed skin. He slowly moves down Alec's body, stopping to place a touch, a lick or a bite in the spots he know will make him fall apart. He's rewarded with a sharp gasp when he scraped his teeth along the bottom of one of Alec's ribs, and mentally reminds himself about that spot for the future. Alec pulled him back up with an insistent hand in his hair, pressing his mouth to his in a passionate kiss. Magnus shivered when he felt Alec move his hands to his chest, slowly exploring him.
Alec's hands aren't as sure as they were before, he's hesitant knowing where this will lead, and he looks up at Magnus with bright eyes. Magnus caught his shaking fingers as they fumbled against his jeans, he brought his hands to his lips to press a gently kiss on them before returning them to the button on his pants. Alec grinned and finally released the button and zipper, pushing his jeans and boxers down as far as his arms could reach. Magnus shuffled them off the rest of way, kicking them off the bed. He then turned his attention to Alec's boxers, pealing them off of him eagerly. He then rolled them again so Alec was the one on top.
He settled his hands on Alec's hips, pulling him down so they were flush together and moaning into his neck as their cocks slid against each other. Alec grinds down again, whining a little as Magnus squeezed his ass, letting one of his fingers trial into the crack, lightly stroking back and forth, moving further each time. He felt Alec tense as he ghosts the pad of his finger across his entrance.
"You okay?" Magnus asked, and Alec squeezed his eyes shut for a second before opening them and nodded.
"Yeah," he said, his voice a little deeper. Magnus brings his free hand up to cup Alec's cheek, pulling him down into a sloppy kiss as he rocked his hips up and he finger rubs in small circles, just getting him used to the feeling while Magnus tries to reign himself in. He wants nothing more than to press in, work Alec open and slide inside; even the thought of it has his ball tightening.
"Hold on," Magnus said, he wraps his arms around Alec's waist and rolls them smoothly so he's on top again. If he doesn't keep things moving they're going to come just like they were, which would be wonderful, but that's not what he wants now that there's a chance for more. He quickly reaches over to open his desk drawer, pulling out the bottle of lube and box of condoms. He throws them onto the bed beside them, smiling sheepishly down at Alec. He kisses him before sliding down his body, mouthing along the lines of his stomach until he reaches his dick. He sucks the head into his mouth as he reaches up for the bottle, flicking the cap open and pouring some onto his hand, bobbing his head with the movement of Alec's hips.
Magnus traces his slick fingers down the base of his cock, across his balls, stopping when he reaches his crack, massaging a little as Alec chokes above him, his hips giving a sharp thrust into Magnus's mouth. Alec tenses again when Magnus reaches his entrance.
"Can you—" Alec gasped, pawing at Magnus's shoulder. Magnus pulls off his dick with a parting kiss to the head, resting his chin on Alec's hip and looking up at him.
"I was going to…" he trails off, brushing his lips across the head again. "Distract you. It's going to hurt a little."
"Distract me up here," he said, pulling Magnus shoulder, and Magnus slides back up again.
"Bend your knees," he said gently. Magnus rubs across his hole, more pressure and longer strokes this time, and soon Alec is panting into the air. He pushes in slowly, stopping at the first knuckle when Alec clenches around him.
"You have to relax, don't worry, I've got you," Magnus leans down and kisses Alec again until he feels him relax under his lips and around his finger, so he starts to push in again. He focuses on kissing Alec's face, and tries not to focus on the heat enveloping him. He's so tight, and that's just one finger.
Alec sighs when Magnus's finger is all the way in, shifting his hips a little, and Magnus moves his own hips back, away from the too tempting curve of Alec's hips. Alec nods after a second, asking him to move. Magnus rubs against Alec's prostate as he moves to two fingers, laughing at the way it makes him writhe. He sucks a deep bruise into his neck when he moves to three, bitting this lips and sucking Alec's tongue into his mouth as he spreads his fingers inside.
Magnus knows it's time when Alec is rocking down onto his hands, legs spread wider as he stops kissing Magnus and starts just breathing into his mouth.
"Ready?" He asked, kissing Alec's slack mouth. Alec's eyes open, they're still a little anxious but it's almost entirely covered by lust.
"Yes," Alec replies, his voice quiet, hoarse.
Magnus grabs a pillow and tells Alec to lift up his hips so he can slide it under him. "It'll be okay, I promise." He grabs a condom and rolls it onto his dick, pouring what is probably too much lube into his hand, slicking up his cock and trying to ignore how good this small amount of friction feels because otherwise he won't make it. He wraps one hand around Alec's thigh, gently pushing his legs further apart, holding the base of his cock in the other hand, he presses the head against Alec's entrance and pushes forward. Alec gasps, but he doesn't tense or tell Magnus to stop, so he keeps going. So, so slowly because otherwise he's going to shove in and hurt him. He slides in until his balls rest against Alec's ass, both hands clenched into the pillow under Alec's hips as he fights to keep still as he looks for any signs of pain.
Alec is quiet, bottom lip between his teeth. Magnus leans forward, holding himself up on shaking arms and trying not to move too much but biting back a groan at how the angle sifts him just a little deeper, making Alec's breath hitch. He pulls Alec's lip out from his teeth and kisses him gently.
"You can move," Alec breathed out. Magnus smiles as he pulls his hips back a little before sinking in again. He sees Alec's eyes roll back in his head so he takes it as a good sign, pulling further out each time but not moving any further or faster. Alec's head is tilted all the way back as he stares blankly at the ceiling, mouthing words that aren't coming. Magnus takes the opportunity to duck down and suck at the tender spot below his chin.
"Magnus," Alec whines. "H-harder."
Magnus drops to his elbows with a breathless "Yes," fucking into him harder as Alec runs his hands over his shoulders, dragging his fingernails down his back, before grabbing his ass as he tries to pull him closer. Alec meets Magnus's next thrust, lifting his hips, and Magnus buries his face in Alec's neck with a growl.
His eyes slip closed and he jerks forwards even harder, once, before forcing himself to ease up. He has to keep his eyes on Alec, remembering why he's here and no just the perfect grasp of Alec's ass on his cock. The thought makes him lose his rhythm, before Alec's high, almost panicked "Nononono" snaps him out of it and he moves his hips in a particularly hard roll.
Magnus isn't sure how long they stay like that, letting Alec's moans and whimpers guide his movements as he listens to the steady slap of skin on skin. He feels himself getting too close to the edge without warning and slows down. He hooks one of Alec's legs over his shoulder, holding his gaze and leaning back down slowly to allow him to adjust to the stretch, thrusting in earnest again.
"Ohmygod Magnus," Alec yells when the change in angle makes Magnus hit his prostate directly. His hands are clenched in the sheets, slowly twisting the fabric, and Magnus keeps the angle, thrusts harder just to make Alec yell again.
"Magnus - I need - I'm so clo," Alec stammers, shaking a little. Magnus shifts his weight onto one arm, reaching down to wrap his other hand around Alec's cock as he lets himself speed up, and it only takes two strokes before Alec is curling up into Magnus, coming between them with a shocked, muddled cry of something that is probably meant to be Magnus's name.
"Fuck, god Alec," he groans, snapping forwards a few more times before he presses in deep and stills. Alec gives another weak cry as Magnus comes, hips pumping shallowly. He winches as he pulls out, trying to get his breathing back to normal as the world slowly moves back into focus.
"How are you feeling?" He asked Alec, kissing his hand.
"Kind of sticky," Alec answered laughing. Magnus snorts, slapping him weakly on the chest.
"Good though?"
"My whole body is vibrating Magnus," Alec said. "I think it's safe to say I feel good."
"I'm glad," Magnus said yawning. "Nap time?"
"Definitely," Alec answered, grabbing tissue from the desk to wipe himself off as best as he could.
"You're perfect," Magnus whispered before falling off to sleep. Alec smiled thinking the exact same thing about Magnus, and how in the most unlikely of places he found where he belonged. He moved further into Magnus's arms before sleep overtook him as well.
"Hey Alec, can you grab the bottle of wine from the kitchen?" Julia asked. Alec nodded, snagging a piece of roasted potato as he walked past the table. He popped it into his mouth before he grabbed the wine off the counter. He stopped, standing in the middle of the kitchen as he listened to Magnus and his mom laughing. He smiled, and couldn't help the feeling of complete happiness that surrounded him. He loved this house, and the sense of family that filled its space and covered its walls.
"You alright?" Magnus asked as he walked into the kitchen.
"Yeah, I'm perfect," Alec answered smiling.
"Mmmm, that you are" Magnus said moving closer to steal a kiss. Alec grinned against his lips, pressing in more firmly.
"Guys, stop making out and get in here, I'm starving!" Julia called from the dinning room. Magnus and Alec broke apart, looking at each other before laughing.
"She's going to be doing this all summer, isn't she?" Alec asked once they got their breath back.
"Yep, that's my mom for ya. Aren't you so glad you decided to stay here this summer," Magnus teased, taking the wine from Alec's hands and kissing him again before walking back to his mom. Yes, Alec thought to himself as he walked back towards the dinning room. He was glad he was staying here, because with them he was finally home.
Soooo what did you think? Bad, good, alright ending? I'll be here patiently awaiting your thoughts. And once again thank you everyone who has read this, wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you guys :) And also of course I'll be back with a new story, don't know when 'cause once again I won't upload it until it's finished, but summer break is almost upon us so I'll have more time to write (already wrote like the first six chapters...) so it shouldn't be too long of a wait!
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