The next morning she was awake before Connor, much to his surprise. He left his sleeping twin in bed as he got up and went to look for her, half worried she had fled and he'd never see her again. Instead he found her in the kitchen area cleaning like her life depended on it, he couldn't remember seeing the place so clean before. She noticed him before he had a chance to speak and she gave him a beaming smile. He should have been happy she seemed okay, but the whole thing unsettled him greatly after the night before.
"Good morning!" She grinned as she bounded over and kissed him lovingly. He kissed her back still feeling confused and when she moved away he narrowed his eyes slightly at her and regarded her curiously.
"Someone's in a good mood." He said hesitantly, making her roll her eyes at him as she walked away and continued her cleaning.
"And why wouldn't I be?" She asked plainly as she scrubbed the counter almost desperately. He squinted harder as he walked over, grabbing her wrist to stop her frantic motions.
"Because o' yesterday Mo Mhuirnin (My darling). Last night ye were...and now yer…" He was almost lost for words and he was well aware this was a delicate situation, he wasn't sure if this was some sort of coping mechanism and he really didn't want it to come crashing down and have her having another mental breakdown.
"That was yesterday, todays a new day and I'm fine so drop it." Despite the small smile she gave him, he sensed the firmness in her words, he nodded and moved to sit at the table. She was happy he hadn't pushed her, her brain seemed to be malfunctioning and it was like if she pretended everything was great, nothing would happen. She knelt down and started to remove the contents of the cupboard so she could clean inside of it, the pots and pans clanging loudly in the small apartment. Soon after a sleepy Murphy walked in rubbing his eyes tiredly as he looked around confused at the noise, his hair sticking up at odd angles giving him his usual boyish charm.
"Fuckin' hell, sounds like we're bein' robbed." He grumbled before he noticed his lass on the floor acting oddly. He quirked a brow and looked at Connor.
Don't ask, some kind o' copin' mechanism.
Alright I guess, will she be okay?
No idea brother.
Murphy moved to sit down with a yawn in the chair closest to her, reaching out and stroking her hair. She jumped like she hadn't even noticed he was there which just worried him. But when she turned to look at him, her smile melted his heart. He knew something was wrong but her smile was everything he lived for and he couldn't help but return it.
"Good mornin' Mo Ghrá (My love), sleep well?" He asked with that stupid smile he knew was plastered on his face, the one he only ever gave to her. She stood up and sat in his lap, nuzzling her nose against his affectionately, making him practically purr as he returned it.
"I did, thank you." She smiled at him.
He couldn't resist as he wound his hand in her hair and kissed her deeply, wasting no time in tangling his tongue with hers as he pulled her flush to him. He was completely fucking addicted to the girl and he wouldn't change a damn thing about it.
Connor was reading the paper and looked on half amused and half curious. He couldn't deny he was glad she seemed better today, even if it did feel odd. But if she wanted to act like everything was normal and it would help her, he would go along with it. He couldn't stand to see her so upset. He could feel his cock stirring in his boxers as he watched the two of them and it only grew when Murphy drew a delicious moan from her lips as he nipped them. She moved away and leant her forehead on his, the both of them panting heavily. The air was thick with want and electricity, none of them could deny it. She stood up and took Murphys hand, pulling him up from his chair, she turned to glance at the lighter twin and quirked her brow with a smirk like a challenge, one which Connor couldn't fucking ignore. Murphy was fighting his urge to throw her on the fucking table and fuck her right there, watching her being so seductive and if he thought right, he might be finally getting his wish about the three of them being together. She led Murphy into the bedroom with Connor not too far behind as he shut the door and watched her carefully. She seemed to be taking charge and he liked seeing this side to her. She tilted her head as she regarded them both like she was thinking.
"Hmmm… Connor first since Murph fell asleep on me the other night in the middle of getting me off." She grinned as she looked at Murphy. Connor burst out laughing as Murphy looked confused before realisation dawned on his face.
"But...m'girl that's not fair, I was drunk! I didnae mean te!" He whined petulantly, making Connor laugh harder.
"Now brother, is that any way te treat our lass?" He smirked as he walked up behind her and palmed her breast, making her gasp and bite her lower lip as she looked at the darker twin. Murphy groaned watching them both feeling put out he had screwed himself over. Luna let out a little laugh and peeled Connors hands away from her as she walked over to Murphy. She leant in and ghosted his lips with hers teasingly.
"Doesn't mean you can't join in the fun Murph." She purred softly before nipping his lower lip and making him moan. Both boys were as hard as rocks and Connor couldn't take it any longer. He stripped his boxers and lay down waiting for her eagerly, holding out his hand as he beckoned her over. She grinned as she stripped out of her shirt she was wearing and her panties, crawling onto the mattress and straddling Connor. Murphy got on the bed behind her and stroked her hair over her shoulder so he could access her neck, licking and nipping it, only making her wetter. Connor watched enraptured by them both and with a quick motion, she sunk down onto his hard cock, the both of them moaning loudly. Murphys breathing hitched hearing them and he could feel the pleasure Connor was feeling, he sank his teeth into her neck, marking her up good on his side. He grabbed her hips as he kissed his way up to her ear, starting to move them for her so she fucked his brother, making them both moan once again.
"Fuckin' hell." Connor groaned sounding strained, Murphy could tell he was trying his hardest not to just go off on her. She could feel Murphy's breath on her ear as he moved her slowly, lifting her a little and then sinking her back down onto Connors cock. She couldn't help the moans that left her lips each time he did it.
"Hope Romeo ain't in." Murphy chuckled, his breath making her shiver.
"Don't fuckin' talk about Rome in the middle o' this!" Connor chided with a moan as his hips bucked up to meet hers. Murphy just laughed a little and picked up the pace, making Luna fuck his brother faster.
"Ye gon' make me brother cum m'girl, ridin' him good." Murphy purred in her ear, making her squirm a little and moan louder, Connor was in heaven, feeling her all tight and wet around his cock, it didn't feel weird with his brother there. They'd never done this before, not that they hadn't had offers, it just never felt right. But this was different, this was their girl, and he was loving every second. Murphy ground himself against her ass, needing some friction to ease his throbbing. He was really getting off watching the two and knowing he was practically making her fuck his brother this way, feeling the pleasure his brother felt. The connection to his twin was stronger than usual, in each others heads without even trying. Luna could feel the same energy she usually felt when they communicated, but this time it was different, it didn't stop and it was all consuming, it just heightened the whole thing for her. Murphy moaned in her ear and moved her even faster, getting her to ride Connors dick hard as he listened to their moans get louder and more desperate.
"Cum for us Mo fhíorghra (My true love), Let him feel ye." He whispered before nipping her ear. Connor groaned at his words, knowing he wouldn't last long at all. Murphys grip on her hips tightened as he fucked her hard and fast on his brothers cock. He could feel the intensity build up inside of him, he'd never experienced this before. They could feel each other a lot but it wasn't like when one came, the other did. But this time the connection between the three was so strong, Murphy found himself falling over the edge when Connor did, the both of them moaning loudly in unison. Connor bucking his hips up to hers as she tightened around his cock with a cry of pleasure, and spilling himself inside of her, and Murphy shooting his load in his boxers as he ground against her ass. The three of them stayed there panting for a minute and Murphy hid his face in the crook of her neck, feeling slightly embarrassed that he came without even doing anything.
"Ye finish too Murph?" Connor asked curiously, already knowing the answer, he could feel the strong vibration of their connection too and it was intense, unlike anything he had experienced before. Luna perked up also curious and Murphy blushed hard, still hiding his face.
"Aye." He mumbled against the skin of her neck. Luna glanced over her shoulder, effectively moving his head so he couldn't hide as she looked at him with a loving smile, his insecurities washed away in an instant, and he was shocked his brother hadn't made a comment to embarrass him.
"I'm not crazy right, we all felt how intense that was." She said softly as she looked at Connor and then back to Murphy behind her. They both nodded and Murphy kissed her sweetly.
"Not crazy m'girl, never felt anythin' like it." He admitted as he kissed her cheek. He moved away and got up to rid himself of his messy boxers and once he cleaned up he lay on the bed, Luna moving off Connor and laying between them on her back. They both curled around her, they felt like this had just solidified their relationship and brought them even closer. They didn't even need words in the moment as they just soaked each other up and enjoyed being so close. They all drifted off to sleep after wearing themselves out, despite the early hour.
When Luna woke, she found it was only her and Murphy in bed again, just like usual. Connor always woke first and was off doing God knows what. She felt serene, the vibrations from earlier still tingling her body. She had never felt such an intense connection to anyone before, let alone two people at the same time. It was insane. But it was just what she needed to keep distracted from the day before and she was glad to push it to the back of her mind, much how she had done the first time this had happened to her. She moved to lay her head on Murphys chest with a content sigh and his arm instinctively curled around her and held her close. She felt him stir awake and yawn, making her smile. Sleepy Murphy was too adorable for words. She felt his hand in her hair, fingers massaging her scalp and just giving her a new wave of calm to make her smile. She could feel how happy he was, his contentment in that moment and she loved it. It was hard to feel negative when she was around Murphy and his strong emotions when they were good ones like this. She couldn't feel fear or anxious when Murphys happiness outshone everything inside of her. She shifted to lay beside him and he mirrored her, the two of them just watching each other.
"Ye know I love ye aye?" He asked softly, his voice raspy from being so sleepy. She gave him a small smile and reached out to stroke his cheek lovingly.
"I know, I can feel it. I love being around you when you feel like this." She admitted with a smile. He beamed a sleepy grin at her and tucked some of her long dark hair behind her ear.
"I still don't understand how it works, but it sounds similar te how me and Conn can feel each other, except for you it seems more intense and with everyone." He looked at her curiously. Since she'd arrived with them they hadn't really spoke much about her gifts, it was just unspoken knowledge.
"It can be intense, but not always. With you I feel everything so strongly, it cancels out my own feelings, it's overwhelming when you're in a bad mood. But with Connor it's just faint, sometimes it's hard to pick him up if my own emotions are running high." She said softly. Murphy perked up a bit and looked at her with more curiosity. He just thought she would feel them both the same, and as much as he wouldn't ever tell his brother this as it was supposed to be equal, he actually felt a little special that she felt him so strongly. He was also curious why she would feel him so much if she didn't pick up on his twin in the same way.
"How come ye can't feel Conn like ye can me?" He asked as he moved his hand to stroke her hip softly. She nibbled her lip a little, she almost felt bad by how he worded it, they'd already had enough jealousy with Connor feeling left out, this wasn't something she wanted him to know.
"I honestly don't know. I mean, I love you both the same, but every person is different. Usually everyone feels the same as Connor, just like a low humming in the background. It used to be different, back when I was younger, everyone I met hit me like a tonne of bricks, but I learnt to dull it down and deal with it. But you… I don't know, it's just strong, it's exactly how it was with Solis when she was here, before I even had the gift. I could always feel her so intensely. I really don't know why it's you." She admitted looking sheepish, guilt creeping in. Murphy again had a little odd feeling of satisfaction of being so special, but he also knew it would cause world war 3 if his brother ever found out. He could see she was confused about it and she was genuine when she said she loved them equally, and she looked guilty as hell for even talking about it.
"Hey, don't worry m'girl, won't tell Conn. Know it would cause trouble." He smiled softly, leaning in and giving her a sweet and simple kiss. She relaxed a little but still felt bad, and now for also getting Murphy to keep something from his twin, but she knew it was for the best.
"Before was crazy though, I've never felt anything like that before, it was like the three of us were linked." She said looking deep in thought, a slight blush colouring her cheeks as she remembered just what happened. Murphy actually blushed a little too, something that she always found endearing when he did. He could be sexy and dominant one minute, and then shy and boyish the next.
"Aye. Me and Conn… we've never shared a girl before. Even if we had I doubt it would be so intense. It's probably the dreams and things ye know, We've known ye for longer than we technically have since we've dreamt of ye for so long, it's a weird situation." He said quietly. Luna blinked at him confused, this was new information and she didn't know why he was only telling her now.
"Wait, what? You and Connor dreamt of me too?" She asked with a furrowed brow as she sat up and looked down at him. She felt a little miffed the boys hadn't ever mentioned that to her despite her being open from the day she met them about the fact she had dreamt of them. The colour drained from Murphys face when he realised he let it slip and he sat up looking at her like a deer caught in the headlights, no idea what to say. Connor was going to kill him, they weren't supposed to tell her yet since Connor was so sure she would fucking freak out. And he knew now it just seemed like they'd been hiding things from her. His silence just bothered her more and she frowned feeling angry. But what confused Murphy most was the fact he could feel her anger, actually feel it and he wasn't sure how.
"Seriously Murph, what the actual fuck?!" She stood up and started to dress angrily and he jumped up after her and grabbed her hand.
"Love, I just, Connor didnae want te tell ye yet and then it seemed too late." He looked at her pleadingly, if he had his way he would have told her the day they met. Connor and his stupid fucking plans.
"So how long? How long have you been dreaming of me? Why didn't you just tell me? I told you both everything, completely transparent and honest and you two couldn't even do the same decency?!" She yelled as she pushed him away. Luna really hated being lied to or having things kept from her. The only reason she knew now was because Murphy had slipped up. Connor heard the shouting and came in with a frown looking confused at the two of them.
"What's goin' on in here?" He asked glancing at the both of them. Murphy wanted the ground to swallow him fucking whole and he couldn't even look at his brother.
"When were you going to tell me you dreamt of me too? You didn't think that was something I should know? Despite the fact I told you everything?!" She seethed as she turned her icy glare to Connor. His eyes widened and he looked at his brother furiously, noting how his twin couldn't even look him in the eye.
"Really deartháir? Cén fáth ar inis tú di, féach anois cad atá déanta agat ( Really brother? Why did you tell her, now look what you've done)." He glared at his sheepish twin. Murphy wiped his hand over his face, this wasn't really how he thought today would go after how things had been earlier.
"An raibh sé ina thionóisc Connor, thit sé amach ( Was an accident Connor, it just slipped out)." He sighed, hating his big fucking mouth. Connor started yelling at Murphy in what sounded like Russian and Murphy started yelling back and shoved his brother hard, the anger from the twins only fed her own and she grabbed an ornament and threw it at the wall making it shatter with a loud bang.
"Are you fucking kidding me right now?!" She practically screamed, making the both of them look at her in pure shock. They'd never seen her like this before.
"Explain to me now why you didn't tell me, why after I told you everything even though I felt fucking insane, you never mentioned the fact you'd been dreaming of me. Give me one good reason I shouldn't fucking leave right now and never come back." She sneered feeling completely betrayed. After all she had told them, all they had done together and they hadn't even been upfront with her. Connor blinked at her, his heart constricting at her words, but Murphy, the twin who could never mask his emotions, felt like he was about to hyperventilate. The very thought of her leaving and never seeing her again, not getting to see her smile, hear her voice. He'd rather fucking die.
"Please Luna, don't fuckin' leave, we can explain. Just don't leave." He begged looking desperate, a lump forming in his throat. If she wasn't so mad she would have felt guilty about it, he looked like a kicked puppy. She turned her glare to the lighter twin, she knew as usual this was his doing, that Murphy would have wanted to tell her, and yet again she was mad at him.
"Explain." She demanded firmly. Murphy started pacing and biting his thumb, trying to will away his sadness and fear, knowing she would be able to feel it and think he was pathetic. Connor heaved a sigh and ran a hand through his hair.
"Look… I just… I know we should o' told ye aye? I just didn't want te scare ye off, it was so surreal te us both ye were even here, that yer real. We went through life thinkin' ye were just a guardian angel or in our heads or some shit. And when Murph found ye that night, when we saw ye… I can't even put inte words Luna. Murphy wanted te tell ye, and we should have. But I didn't want ye te run, I didn't want it te be too much. And even after all that's happened between us, it just felt weird te tell ye, like the right time had gone and now there was no right time." He admitted as he took a step closer to her, seeing her anger start to ease slightly.
"We should have told ye, there's no excuse, we kept somethin' from ye and we shouldn't have. We get if ye don't trust us as much now. Ye've done nothin' but be honest with us from the get go and we should have returned the courtesy. But we are sorry lass aye? Just...please don't leave." He pleaded, looking at her pitifully, like a scolded child. Luna sighed and sat down on the mattress. She wasn't happy about it, but it did make sense. But now she wondered what else they werent telling her and the unease wasn't something she liked. She really felt like she just needed some time to clear her head because she couldn't think clearly.
"Maybe I should just...go back to my apartment for a bit or something." She mumbled as she rubbed her face tiredly. The boys frowned in unison and Murphy felt like his heart exploded right in his chest. But as usual he couldn't deal with negative emotions and it started to morph into anger.
"Like fuck ye goin' back there! Ye got someone out there lookin' te kill ye and ye think we're gonna let ye out o' our sight?" He yelled with a frown, making her glare at him, Connor doing the same. Like it wasn't already bad enough, their girl couldnt trust them the same, and now Murphy was fucking shouting at her.
"Murph." Connor warned him, but Murphy didn't even look his way.
"No! Don't Murph me, this is all yer fuckin' fault anyway! I told ye I wanted te tell her the day we met her, but no, ye wanted te wait, ye had a fuckin' plan. Worked really fuckin' well didn't it?!" He roared as he turned on his brother, shoving him a little. Connor clenched his jaw, he knew Murphy was right, it was his fault, but it didn't make it any easier to swallow. He clenched his fists as he tried to regain control of his temper, something which his brother clearly had no idea how to do.
Luna tuned out the boys shouting, she was sick of it, she needed to just stop fucking thinking for a minute. She was getting a headache. She rubbed her temples and the boys were too busy arguing to notice her getting dressed. She grabbed her purse, checking she had some money in it before she made her way to the door.
"I'm going shopping, I need to clear my head." She stated plainly. The boys stopped arguing abruptly and looked at her.
"Lass ye shouldn't be goin' out on yer own." Connor looked at her concerned, whereas Murphy looked like the vein in his neck was about to explode with his rage.
"I'll take Romeo." She huffed before leaving the room and two angry and bewildered twins behind her.
Romeo was sat at the table feeling awkward as hell, he'd heard the whole thing and he really wanted to stay out of it, but when he saw how defeated and sad she looked, he felt bad for her. The girl had been through a lot since he'd met her, and the twins could be intense at times, he could see it was taking a toll on her.
"Will you come shopping with me? Please? I really just need some space right now." She asked pleadingly, hoping he wouldn't refuse her since she now needed a fucking chaperone just to leave the place. He gave her a sympathetic smile and stood up.
"Alright chica, lets go." She felt relief sweep through her body and beamed a smile at him gratefully. The twins heard them leave and the door shut, the both of them glaring at each other, angry at the other for different reasons. This really wouldn't end well.