Last Time in BPOV…

"Bella is that really you?" he asked.

"Umm… I do not really know her, but I may be her because I couldn't remember anything when I was c... I woke up one day" I said. I almost said 'I was changed '. I hope he didn't catch it.

"Uhh… guess that's why we couldn't find your body but there were a lot of blood out there. How could you even survive that? And who took you in?" he dropped a bomb that even I couldn't even answer.

Will I ever get my memories back or will I be stuck here in forgetfulness?

I didn't know what to say. I never even knew who I was and that was why I came here. What would I tell this human? He was not my real father or I was changed as one of the eternally damned people?

"Umm…" was all I can say.

"Charlie, she never even knew herself how. That is why she is still here. We found her somewhere and found out that she lost her memories. You shouldn't freak her out about things." Carlisle said saving me.

The truth, will it ever come back?

"Bella, why are you with them????!!!! They left you behind and you were crying and screaming in your sleep. Then Jacob came, and you were back and now you're here with the ones who made you go though all this." He said, now in hysteria.

The feeling, feeling of hurt and depression came. What is this feeling? What is happening in my life? First, I meet this vegetarian coven and say they know me and now I'm here trying to remember things that hurt me now. Remembering the pain. I can feel it yet nothing in my mind came up. Why can't it just come back?? I was here looking for answers but questions just arose. It had not helped me. Now, everything feels wrong but was it right to try and remember?

"That's why I'm here, to know and remember, but I guess my decision was wrong and you proved it." I snapped. I can't just take it and stay here just to remember yet it hurts me while I remember it…

"Bella, please don't, I just found out you're alive…." He said

"No, Carlisle I am very thankful for all of your help but me and my friend will go back now to our family." I said cutting him off. With that the whole room became quiet. I knew it; it was my time to leave. I signalled Alec to come with me and we were both walking in humane speed. Before I even walked away from the door, my arms were held by somebody. It was Edward and Charlie. What was he doing here? Why did he even bother anyways? He doesn't even know me or care for me. The sorrow was in his eyes.

"What do you mean "family"?" he asked. Why were humans so stupid? It was driving me crazy. I saw that Edward was having problem with something but I didn't bother to ask.

"I mean my family with my friends and such. Don't you really know what a family looks like?" I asked. I really wanted to go away and try not to make a scene but what's done is done. I hope dad doesn't get mad at me, snapping at a old human that may get a heart attack any time.

"Yes, I do know but I am your father and how can you say that I'm not the one who has the rights over you?" he asked.

"You are not my father; I don't even know who you are in my life. You don't fit in there and if this is what I'm getting for my past, forget it. I would rather lock myself in a room with no one to talk to rather than you. So, if you'll excuse me, I really want to go, now." I commanded. I wanted to end it. The past I wanted to remember was not like this. It's much more different than others. Yes, I dreamt of bad places, but this is just too much.

"Please Bella, stay. I can tell you whatever you want or do what you want but please don't go. Renee will be mad at me if you just leave like that without giving a contact number or address." He pleaded.

"Well, if she wants to talk to "her daughter" tell her to meet her elsewhere. I'm not who you think I am. If she thinks I'm her daughter then tell her the name Aro and Volterra. Those things may help. Thank you Carlisle and to your family but I think you got the wrong girl" I said and pushed Alec to go out that dreadful place.

I don't want to think of anything. I just want to bring back things. I want to bring back time and change my decisions. After we were far from human populace, I ran to the Cullens house without looking back at things.

I wanted to stop. I didn't know where I was going; I just kept running until I saw a house nearby. Why does it look familiar to me? Was it in my dreams or something beyond that? Even though, a part of me wants to go home, one part wants to go inside that house. Nobody was there. Not a single heartbeat was inside that house.

I used the window to get inside the house. The house was easy thing to get pass through. Nobody would even know if somebody came here and took things that are valuable. I went inside and saw a bedroom. It was rather old with violet covers. I was circling trying to find something important, but I got nothing. When suddenly, I noticed that a floorboard was damaged. Was it just old or something else? I opened the floorboard and saw pictures, cd and many memorabilia. There was a picture of a girl, she was in her mid-seventeen's and she looked like me. I stole it away but closed the floorboard again and ran to somewhere I can be alone.

Will I find out who I am now? Will I uncover the truth about my life? I just hope so…