So I understand a lot of people were shocked at my last update, trust me I have many more shocking things to come during this story, but it would be kind of a boring story if I didn't put any twists and turns in it. I know this story like the back of my hand and I didn't forget that Teddy broke up with Roxanne after the fight. It was the best scene so far for me to write. I hate Roxanne but I need her in my story for this to work. She won't be around forever and we will finally get some Teddy and Amy time. Oh the things I have planned for those two!

cora1996: I wish you had a fanfiction account so I could just private message you. Haha! Anyway; I love writing but I don't know if I can make something of myself in that department. My parents seem to think I am a great writer even though they haven't actually read any of my work. Also I think I'm a little too young to publish a book. I mean I'm still in high school! :D x

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Thanks for all the reviews I got in my last update. This chapter is for you guys. Enjoy!

Theodore's P.O.V

I clutch my stinging cheek. Damn she's got one hell of a slap. I watch her closely as she paces angrily around my bedroom; even mad as hell I want nothing more than to fuck her till she screams against a wall. Yesterday when she spanked my ass I could barely contain myself, it took everything I had not to fuck her against her bedroom door. When I spanked her back and she moaned I'm pretty sure my dick was as hard as a brick wall. Oh, what is this girl doing to me? She kisses like a professional and the way her body just melts onto mine is heaven. Why can't I just have her already? Oh that's right, Roxanne is the reason why. If Roxanne wasn't such a blackmailing bitch Amy wouldn't be pacing around my bedroom pissed as hell. Fuck!

"And you had the nerve to be mad at me?! You fucking ass clown!" she snaps at me as she continues to pace.

I sit down on my bed and look down at the floor. She's right I am an ass clown. I look at my wooden floor and scowl. Why does everything have to be so hard? "Roxanne is blackmailing me so I stay with her." I mutter is a weak voice.

Suddenly pair of feet with green nail varnish comes into my line of sight. I feel her fingers run through my head but I don't look up from the floor. She moves her hands down to back of my neck and my breathing quickens, shit I'm getting turned on and if she doesn't stop this I'm going to explode.

"What is she blackmailing you with?" she asks softly as her fingers play with the back of my neck, drawing soft patterns. I don't answer her instead I just shake my head and continue to stare blankly at the floor. She stops playing with neck and kneels down in front of me, Oh please god no; the things she could do while she's down there. I look into her eyes and I'm stuck in a daze, she's so beautiful that is should be fucking illegal. She should be locked away from other people and kept safe and sound in my bedroom. Yeah, I like that idea a lot. We could hide in my room; play video games and eat lots of unhealthy shit, and then we could fuck each other's brains out. I bet she would be fucking fantastic in bed, I bet she would meet me thrust for thrust.

Her eyes are wide and her breathing is fast, she's getting turned on, I can read this girl like an open book. She traces her fingers lightly over where she slapped me and I wince slightly, damn that's going to bruise. She leans forward and kisses my stinging cheek lightly.

"My forehead hurts." I whisper in a husky voice. Let's see where she will kiss me. She smirks at me before leaning forward and kissing my forehead tenderly. I place my hands on the small of her back and she gasps at the sudden contract.

I point to the nip of my nose and she giggles before kissing that too. Hmm I like this game. I point to my chin and she kisses that too. Let's see how far she will go. I point to the spot just below my ear and she kisses that but it isn't tender or loving, she's attacking my neck. She shucks and bites the spot below my ear; she places both of her hands on the top of my thighs, inches away from my stiffening member. She licks the spot she assaulted and nips my ear with her teeth softly.

I can't take it anymore and I grab her face with both of my hands and force her lips to mine. She's shocked at first but soon gets over it and returns the kiss with the same amount of force as me. I run my hands down her neck, throat and then chest before I grab her perfect breasts. She moans and I take this opportunity to stick my tongue in her mouth. She moans again before our tongues battle. I squeeze her breast which just fit into my hands, Mother Nature must fucking love this girl. She bites my lower lip softly and growl.

"If you don't stop I'm going to fuck you on my bed." I growl and move my hands to rest them back on the small of her back.

She places both her hands on my chest and leans close to me so our noses are touching. She smiles shyly at me and I realize she has completely given herself to me. She isn't hiding anything anymore because she likes me, even though I'm well...me. she moves her nose against mine and my dick doesn't stiffen because it's not arousal I am feeling, it's something completely new to me, something I have never felt before but it feels like my heart is going to leap out of my chest. What is this new emotion?

"Maybe I want you to fuck me." She purrs and I gasp. Where is that innocent girl gone who I was eye fucking when we first met. She's gone and in her place is a sexy powerful girl...but I can see right past it. She's scared of something but she isn't going to tell me. This is all an act and I can tell that she isn't ready for sex but she just wants to please me. The thought makes me smile but I'm not going to rush things with her. Only when I think she is ready will I allow myself to fuck her brains out.

"You aren't ready for that sweetheart. I'll fuck you so hard and fast you will be walking like a cowboy for weeks." I smirk and she hits my chest playfully.

"Whatever." She rolls her eyes and pouts but I can tell she is amused.

Oh yes. I can see right through the mask she has made for herself. I can tell it's only a matter of time before it breaks and she is left wide open. And when that time comes I'm going to be the first person to pick her up again, because Teddy Grey isn't just interested in a fuck anymore.

I sit with my teammates at our lunch table. After my steamy morning make out season with Amy I have been on cloud nine, also Roxanne isn't in so that's just icing on the cake. I glance at Amy who is sitting at a table with Tommy Lorris, oh how I hate that fucking bastard. I mean Lorris is an asshole he's nothing but a stoner and drugs are bad for you. Also the fact that he gave Amy some drugs just pisses me off even more, how dare he? Phoebe is also sitting at the table but I don't feel threated by her, she's practically Amy's sister and I bet Lorris is probably looking for an easy lay. Well he's fucking wrong! Amy is mine and there's no way he's going to get anywhere near her in that department, I'll kill the bastard. Amy spots me staring at her and smiles sweetly at me, I grin back at her.

"Dude, are you going to that party or what?!" Freddy asks and I snap my head to my left to look at him.

"Sorry man I was in a world of my own. Yeah, I'll check it out but if its shit I'm leaving." I mutter.

Freddy suddenly stands and his chair falls to the ground. "Everybody listen up!" he yells and everyone turns to look at him as he stands with his hands in the air. "My boy Teddy Grey here is going to the super kickass party that lovely Evelyn Parrish is throwing this Saturday. So everyone please show up because Teddy is going to get totally drunk and you chicks might get laid! You all know how my boy here will fuck anything with a nice pair of tits and I tight pussy!" he yells.

Everyone cheers and whistles at his speech as I just shake my head and smirk, oh my god what kind of friends have I got? I look at Amy who I spot is walking out of the cafeteria, oh shit this isn't good. I quickly stand and run out after her. She's walking quickly down the empty hall way.

"Aims wait up!" I yell as I run down after her.

She shakes her head and continues to walk faster. "What have you come to get laid?" she snaps.

I growl in frustration as I push her into the janitor's closet. I turn the light on and I can see tears fill her eyes.

"Oh baby please don't cry." I coo and take her into my arms. I smell her and smell smoke. Damn she's still smoking. It takes everything I have not to snap at her.

"I just don't feel god enough for you. I mean have you seen the other girls at this school? They're all beautiful and I'm like a troll compared to them." She mutters.

I pull at her to arm's length and look her dead in her eyes. "Don't you ever talk about yourself like that." I scold. I walk her backwards and push all of the janitor's tools on the floor. They make loud banging and clattering noises but I just ignore them. I pick Amy up by the backs of her thighs and place her on the worktable, I attack her lips hungrily as I position myself in-between her legs. Oh if only we weren't wearing clothes. I hold her head as claim her sweet mouth. She moans softly when my hips buck against her.

"Yeah, that's what you do to me baby. Only you! No other girl has ever made me feel the way you do." I mutter against her lips. She moans closing her eyes before attacking my lips again.

I place my hands on the tops of her thighs and slowly move them upwards. She stiffens and stops kissing me, her eyes shot open, and she looks scared. She takes my hands in hers and moves them off her thighs slowly. Her breathing is heavy and I know it isn't because she's aroused, she's actually scared.

"What is it baby? Did I hurt you?" I ask panicked as I place both my hands on her shoulders.

She shakes her head. "No it's just me." Her voice is small and weak. Something isn't right here.

I look down at her tights, what is she hiding under there? She didn't seem to mind me touching her ass but when I touch her thighs everything changes. I look back into her eyes and she holds my gaze before dropping it, she bites her lower lip which makes my dick twitch. I can't let my need to fuck her right now get in my way of finding out about why she doesn't want me to touch her thighs.

"Do you trust me?" I ask softly as I grip her chin to make her look at me. She lets out a shaky breath and nods her head slowly. I move my fingers to the waist band of her tights. I slowly pull them down never breaking eye contract with her. She has tears in her eyes but she makes no move to stop me.

I look down at her thighs and gasp in horror. Her entire right thigh from where her panties are right to the top of her knee have self-harm scars on. Oh my god she's a self-harm addict. Some are old but I notice about four newish cuts and I feel tears fill my eyes. No, I have to stay strong for Amy. I can't let her see how much it pains me to see these on her perfect body. I look up to her face; she's eyeing me closely like I might just bolt out of the door and never come back.

"Do I disgust you Teddy?" she whispers in weak voice to me as tears slide down her face. "Is it repulsive that I hurt myself to feel some kind of emotion other than numbness?"

I shake my head my eyes never leaving hers. "No, baby, it's not." Her brows furrow at my words, she seems surprised.

I have to prove to her that she doesn't disgust me. I lean down never breaking eye contact with her and kiss her scars softly. She smiles lovingly me and ruffles my hair. I continue to kiss her scars to prove that they don't change a thing. I stop kissing them and straighten. She grabs my shirt and pulls me towards her, her kiss is needy and I can feel the emotion coming off of it. She needs me more than ever; I'm never going to let this girl down.

As I kiss her a million thoughts run through my head. There's no way I can deny it anymore. It's not lust or a helpless crush. I'm in too deep. I've fallen in love with this broken girl in less than a week. I don't know how it's possible but it's happened.

I'm madly in love with Amy Harrison and I can't wait to prove how much I care about her tomorrow when it's her birthday.

Only a short update but I have to study please excuse any mistakes because I really have to study. See what you guys are doing to me? If I fail it's all your faults...I'm kidding! :)

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Also next chapter is Amy's birthday and I have a lot of things planned for it. :D

You will all just have to wait and see. How does an update this weekend sound? ;)