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Scared of the big mean parasites

I ran my fingers through my short hair. Today was the day we were to fight the newborns.

I turned to looked at my baby brother. He looked indifferent sitting eating his breakfast. Whereas I was sitting here freaking out.

I really wished I took Sam's offer and stayed out of the fight. But that would make me look weak.

Being in a pack, with a bunch of guys that can lift double their weight above their heads, I constantly have to prove myself. Being the weakest has its downside. Well several downsides.

So I was to go to the fight to prove to them, and myself, that I was just as strong as they were. If not stronger, observably in my own way, as I would never be as physically strong as them.

The other reason for me going into the fight was because if I didn't go, Seth would. And I am NOT sending my little 15 year old brother into a fight because I'm scared. Scared of the big, mean parasites.

Even though I would never admit it out loud, or in my head for that matter. I cared about the pack, even though they're all asses. And if one got hurt, even if it wasn't my fault, I would never forgive myself. Especially if I was sitting safe in La Push.

The howl ripped through the morning air, it was a signal and a command in one.

"Let's go, Seth" I said standing up

He grabbed my arm pulling me back "Are you sure, Lee. We can swap, you take to guarding Bella. I'll take the fight"

"Just coz you want in the fight" I hit him on the arm playfully

"Just wunna make sure you're safe"

I smiled shyly "I'll be fine, Seth, promise"

We separated into the forest so we could shift.

I stripped and welcomed the now familiar hot rush down my back.

Good, everyone's here. Seth change places with Jacob. Collin, Brady stick to running the perimeter. Everyone else in formation.

We all moved to our places. Brady and Collin started a conversation on some random crap that was on TV last night. Everyone soon got involved. I stayed quite.

Weren't they scared? Not even the littlest bit? They were talking about what was on TV last night, whist I was here shitting my pants.

I tired sooooo hard to control my feelings not wanting anyone to realise what I was feeling. They all felt the fear, I wasn't that good at hiding my emotions, but no one realised it was my fear they all assumed it was the packs as a whole.

We were all in the forest now. Physic had come to tell us what was happening.

Seth was already curled in a ball out the tent making sure he wasn't listening in.

Jacob phased in to check what was happening. Sam told him it would start in an hour.

Jacob's ears pricked up he was listening to mind rapist and leech lover's conversation.

Jake, you sure that's a good idea Sam asked

Shhhhh Jacob hissed

We all listened into the private conversation, like freaking nosy bastards.

"I'm still not sure" wunna-be leech muttered "You've always seemed more like a dream than reality. Tell me one of yours, now" she was demanding "Did I guess your first place?"

"No-that would be two nights ago, when you finally agreed to marry me"

Jacob froze; his whole mind began to shut down. His heart felt like it was shattering, but not quickly. It literary felt like his heart was slowly bleeding out. It reminded me of how I felt everyday.

He let out a mournful howl, which broke of into a painful sob. The pack was paralysed by his pain, no one moved. No one made a sound. No on did a thing.

Jacob ran, he ran from the girl he loved and her fiancé. Leech-girl ran out if her tent, she stared straight at Seth, and he stared right back. Still no one made a noise. It was the quietest the pack had ever been no one knew what to say or do.

Ed-weirdo appeared in front of Jacob asking him to return because Bella wanted him there. No the pack coursed over and over again. But Jacob looked into Seth's mind, through Seth's eyes. And what Seth saw was about to make Jacob do a completely stupid thing.

Bella sat in front of her tent crying. Didn't she care that she was hurting Jacob? I didn't even like him and I cared!

Jacob phased back to go talk to his Bella. The whole pack stayed silent.

Stupid bitch I muttered

All it took was those two words, and the whole pack started cussing out Isabella Swan. The only one who didn't was Seth that's coz he's just too damn nice.

We all shut up, like someone had just pressed mute. When we saw, through Seth's eyes, Jacob walked towards Bella.

Seth moved to greet Jacob, before leaving with Edward into the forest. No one spoke.

When Jacob came back, he seemed surprisingly too happy. The pack all realised why at the same moment. He had tricked Bella-gunna-be-a-leech-soon-Swan into kissing him. He kept replaying the kiss over and over in his mind. He was thinking of her soft lips, her…

Jake, stop now. We're all about to be sick. So please focus now! Sam ordered

We started to get into formation; Seth wanted to be here with us. He started to whimper.

Baby I muttered

Leah! Focus Sam said

I can't help what goes through my mind. It's not like anyone's supposed to read it anyway. I mumbled. He ignored me.

I smelt the sickly sweet smell and noticed around ten vamps in front of us, their backs to us. One noticed our scent, he went to turn, I pounced before he could even properly turn. Ripping off his head as I went, Sam came to help me finish him off.

Jacob and Paul took down another one. We started to push them towards the clearing whist still taking them down.

Seth sniffed What is it? Jacob asked

Vampire Seth answered Edward told me to leave, what do you want me to do?

Leave Sam told him, even though Sam had told him to Seth stood there.

Seth! For fucks sake, go, leave, run! I screamed

Seth stumbled at first, before running into the forest. We continued to fight.

I caught something in Seth's mind. He was heading back. I howled, I was delighted when it was higher pitched then if one of the guys had howled.

Seth! No! Don't please! I cried

Sorry, Leah! He replied

He tore into the clearing where Mind man and Bitch were. He ripped into the blonde vamp that was standing there. The leech kicked him in the shoulder. It cracked.

Leah, behind you! I'm not really sure who yelled to me but I turned around, to see a small vamp running towards me. I dodged just in time and pounced in her ripping her apart, Quil helped me rip her to shreds and chuck her into the fire we had made earlier.

I tried to focus back into what was happening with Seth. God, Leah. Concentrate where you are. I'm fine Seth whined

Embry and Jared were finishing off the last of the leeches. Done! Jared cheered

All the guys set of howls of achievement, but something didn't seem right to me. The hair over my body still stood up. I didn't understand my instincts half the time, and this was one of those times. All I knew was that I had to turn around now.

As I did I saw a vamp running full speed straight at me. I wanted to move, I tried to move. But my joints locked, in fear?

Leah! Move! I don't know who said it, but I tried again.

Something ran into my side with so much force, that I was smacked into a tree. The tree collapsed under up sudden weight and force. I turned in time to see the leech wrap their arms around Jacob, crushing his bones. My body rippled with pain, Jacob's pain. Pain that should have been mine. Jacob took the blow, for me.

Sam recovered first, pouncing onto the leech pulling him off of Jacob, Paul went to help him rip the body apart. Whilst Jared, Quil and Embry searched for any other vamps we may have missed.

Instead of helping them, I phased back and ran to where Jacob lay, motionless. I didn't even care that I was completely naked. Sitting in front of Jacob I started to talk "I'm no doctor but I'm pretty sure you're not meant to shut your eyes. Jacob Black don't fucking shut your eyes" I actually pushed his eyelids up, he cringed in agony "Don't die, if you do I swear I will bloody kill you!" I screamed

"Leah get out of the way" Sam's voice was cold, but I did as I was told.

The leech doc came forward and examined Jacob, my eyes never left what they were doing. Someone handed me a top to put on, I didn't register who it was. The doc had to break Jacob's bones so they would heal in the right shape; he was still in wolf form. Shouldn't they try get him back? My breath came fast and heavy, taking sniffles now and then.

Finally the doc spoke "He should be fine now, he is already healing. Take him to La Push and get him into his human form. It would help his recovery greatly if I could monitor it"

"You may enter La Push, only to make sure Jacob is healing, after that the treaty is back in place" Sam replied in his Alpha tone. The doctor nodded before heading back to his family.

Each guy grabbed some part of the true Alpha to carry back to La Push. "Go home Leah, you can't help here" I looked up to see five sets of angry glares. I nodded hanging my head in shame before turning and running, faster then I've ever run before.

I walked into the living room; I had never felt guiltier in my life. Seth jumped up as I got there "How could you be so stupid, Leah?" he asked

A single tear spilled over, he pulled me forward wrapping his arms around me. I rested my head on his chest "I don't know" I mumbled "I really don't know"

There we go chapter fourteen :D

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