AN:

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I'm on vacations now and have bad bad service so reply to reviews will be even harder to do.

Thanks to my beta and friend Pixiebella88, for everything.

Thanks for all the great reviews and for all of those anonymous readers that keep this story on their favorites and on alert.

For all of you a big thank you for sticking with me and this story.

Now let's dive on a shitty dark ocean… I love all my characters but this one…

JPOV

Sitting in this small office, alone, I started to feel a bit claustrophobic. I always hated closed places and the feeling of being locked in with no way out makes all my nerves go on edge.

I know I fucked up out there when I saw Seth kissing and holding Bella I just… flipped.

All I could see was a man that wasn't me, holding my woman, even if the guy is gay, it angered me. I forgot who he was and when my fist connected with his nose it felt less then he deserved but I felt better. No one would be putting their hands on my Bella.

After these past days that I've been holding her hand, letting her know I'm here for her if her parents give her a bad time about the bastard baby, we were finally getting somewhere!

I told her over and over again I was going to marry her to make things good and that we could stay at her parents while the baby is small then go live in Black island.

I would keep on at school but she should stay at her parents after Christmas.

I told her I would visit on Easter break and that all would be ok.

I saw in her face the sadness of having a baby without his father around and it always seemed like she wanted him to be with her like she was in love with him. I even asked her yesterday if she still had feelings for the baby's father and when she answered "I will always love him" I choked.

How on earth did she love him? She did tell me over and over she didn't love James, when did that change? When I asked her, she answered that James wasn't the father and I went blind.

All the rage doubled in my head and heart. The image of someone else touching her, a stranger. I didn't ask who it was. I didn't want to know because if I knew I sure as hell would look for him and beat the crap of him. Maybe kill him with my own hands.

I didn't ask any more questions about the who's or how's. I knew it was that week I was ill with that food poison thing and Lauren was to blame for this as sure as I'm Jacob Black!

She will have her own payment later. Now I just need to solve this problem and get out of this stupid office that seems like a prison cell.

When Felix brought me in he told me to chill while he would check on Seth and his boss. Then locked me in here!.

Seth… why did I lose it with him? I've saw him before kissing Bella and it's like seeing two girls kissing nothing much, but with all that Bella told me about the baby's father all men are potential enemies.

Even Felix or Dimetri, or their boss that Alec guy that held her hand while I was dragged in here.

I'm getting a little crazy on this. She never told me she loved me only cares for me, but I will do my best to get to her and make her love me. She needs me.

I'm the father of her baby, the only man that is around to keep her and the baby safe. She needs me with her and she will forgive me and understand my jealousy when I tell her that I was jealous of Seth.

That should do it. She will forgive me and my plan will go on as planned.

I'm leaving tomorrow to go to Blue Island with her. She doesn't know this yet but I'm on the same plane and I will go to her parents' house and assume the baby as mine.

Then I'll have to make her stay with her parents until the baby is born. Its not good for her and the baby taking so many trips between islands. Easter break is in three months and by then she shouldn't be flying. The end of school is two months later. I can't imagine a woman wanting to travel with a big belly almost before her baby is born.

What I can't figure is why no one thinks like I do. They all think she should finish school and if needed have the baby on green island and stay with those lesbie girls Angela and Jessica.

I don't give a damn what they do between them, hell it even turns me on imagining what the two of them can do together but they keep their hands off of my Bella.

No way… she can't be delivering that baby on this island. The baby needs to be protected by her family and me beside her.

As soon as I know she has gone into labor, I'll take the first flight back to her and be right at her side when our baby is born. Then I'll get a job for a month or two after the trainingship on the garage I've applied in Blue Island. I'll even try my best to stay there.

It's a garage that supports the sales office for Volvo and I hope they keep me on for a few months. Just until the baby is big enough so we can go back to Black Island.

I have it all planned out in my head. After the trainingship I'll talk to the owner to be his delegate on Black Island, that way I'll have the brand support and can make my own garage and sale's office almost without any effort.

Our little house in Black Island will be next to the garage, I even asked my father if the building next to our house was still for sale. All is gonna be just perfect… If I control my temper.

First things, first. I don't have the time to go downtown and show Lauren how mad I am at her for poisoning me that week. Tomorrow we have to leave early to catch the plane.

As I always do when travelling between islands I'll go first to Blue Island stay a day or two at my cousin's house and then take the smaller plane to Black Island.

So no one will think is awkward that I take the same flight with Bella. Then when I get to the airport I'll introduce myself to her parents, be polite and she is she won't say a thing.

I told my father I wasn't sure if I was spending the Christmas with him, as they said a storm was compromising flights to Black Island. At least this part is true.

He was sad to know he was gonna be all alone this year but he has his friends so I hope he has a good one.

Then on Christmas day my sisters spend hours and hours on phone with him so he won't miss me at all.

I even told him that after school I have a surprise for him and told him about my project to open a represented Volvo garage in Black Island, next to his business.

As he knows we don't have the money for it his thoughts went straight there so I assured him I'd work it out staying on Blue Island for a few months to make it good.

My father was so happy to know I had so many plans to keep leaving with him that the sadness of spending the holidays alone almost vanished.

So here I am, waiting for someone to take me out so I can pack. Hell, I have an early flight and still have lost to do.

As if I had called, Alec came in and tried my best not to show how I wanted to punch him in the nose too.

He looked at me with that hard face that he always tries to do. He can't be much older than me. He looks like a kid, with that baby face, but I have to control my words around here. He has the power to kick me off immediately if he thinks I'm a threat.

"Mr. Black." He looked to the report file and then to me "You now that violence is not permitted in this school right?"

I nod with the most compromised face I could put on. Sometimes a man has to swallow his pride to get to his goal.

"So, you know only this could get you off the school grounds without second charges don't you?"

I nod again biting my tongue to keep me from saying the wrong things.

"OK, I don't your act Jacob so cut it off." He said with a rough voice and putting both hands on top of the table between us

Ok, now…Jacob Black your move. Play innocent or the protective guy… which one is better for now?

"I'm sorry Alec. I saw a man kissing Bella and holding her and didn't take the time to look at him and went for it"

Let's try this.

"Jacob, from the reports I have you knew it was Seth and still you hit him. You know he's Bella's friend…"

Ok that didn't work…let me try another.

"I wasn't seeing straight, You know Bella is having a bad time with the pregnancy and the absent father…I just didn't want to anyone taking advantage of her."

He looked at me and I knew he didn't buy that either, so I put my head in my hands and went for sincerity… or my version of it.

"Alec, I love that girl. Every man that touches her makes me wanna punch him, but you don't see me fist on guard with everyone. It was dark, I did a bad move and I'm sorry for it, but I can't change my feelings for her. I feel I need to protect her all the time."

Minutes past, and I could only hear papers being moved around and some writing. I kept my head down, not because I was that sorry but because I knew it would look like so.

I'm still not sorry for punching Seth, but for being caught for doing it and while Bella was around.

"So Jacob…" Alec started with a deep voice that made me think I was screwed "Tomorrow is your trip home. I know you had a direct trip to Blue Island but we have managed to arrange for you to go from here with other passengers directly to Black Island and I hope you keep it that way"

Now my head was really down, I needed to control myself before I punch this guy and ruin everything. I could feel the anger rising and I hold on to the table before I did something really stupid.

"And I've requested a new ticket back so you come back directly to Green Island with no stops. This way and if Seth doesn't present charges against you all will be good."

I was still pissed as hell but at least I was having a chance…hell, if that fag presents charges I'll kill him! Raising my head, trying to look as sorry as I could I avoid Alec's eyes.

"Thank you Alec. I'm really sorry and I promise it won't happen again."

"Jacob, although Seth didn't present charges this is gonna be on your intern record, so if you ever do anything out of order again I'll count it as a second time and out you go. You got that?" He raised his voice I knew that it was only to make a point but still didn't like it.

"Yes Alec, I get it. I'll keep my hands in my pockets I promise."

"Ok, now go and have a nice Christmas with your family and safe trip home. See ya in January!" He said with a joyful tone of voice.

"Thanks Alec, likewise. Hope you have great holidays too."

Although I didn't mean that at all I thought that being polite was the best I could do.

Heading out, I realized it was even colder now, and the night was dark.

It was so dark even I was frightened, maybe that storm was coming sooner after all and with my luck I would be stuck in this island for Christmas.

The trips directly to Black Island only travel once a week but if any kind of heavy storm is around they cancel the trip.

Living in small islands suck!

Living in islands sucks!

Well, at least I can walk free for now and remember next time not to lose temper in front of any witnesses.

I had to at least send a text to Bella, so while I was going up the stairs I wrote

"Bella, I'm sorry for tonight. Hope you have a safe trip home. See ya when we came back. Merry Christmas and remember always that " Ok, now what to I write? Love her Or be here for her? "I'm always here for you"

After I hit send I felt better. Maybe these days away would cool things and after all she may even need me when we came back.

Opening the door to my room I let my body fall on the bed, without taking my clothes out and kicking my sneakers to the floor.

The evening was really bad but at least I was in bed again, and tomorrow was another day.

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