Sorry it so short, but I've got writer's block, so yeah sorry. And I still can't do what I want because of somebody T.T but anyway leave a review if you'd like, flames are welcome because this sucks.
Chapter thirteen
Yuna lay, staring at the white ceiling, trying to sort out her thoughts. She wanted to know why he had looked so familiar to her. She wished she could remember, and she defiantly wanted to remember as he walked into the room along with the doctors.
"Is it okay if we ask you some questions, Yuna?" The doctor asked. He looked to be in his early thirties, his brown hair lay flat on his head and partially covered his eyes.
It took her a few seconds to register the fact that he was talking to her, that her name was Yuna. She nodded and the doctor and the guy sat in two chairs that were up against the wall.
"Can you remember anything? Like where you were before you woke up?"
She shook her head. "I didn't even know my name until you told me…but I can remember that a man…and him," She pointed to Tidus whose eyes widened, "they're why I'm here. Aren't they?"
"Yuna!" Tidus started only for the doctor to interrupt him.
"You need not try to disagree with her, her memories…they've been altered slightly according to the brain waves we're receiving."
"Altered?" Tidus asked, "So they've changed?"
"Well what do you think altered means?" The doctor said with a sigh. "Anyway…Yuna, can you remember anything else?"
Yuna shook her head, causing the doctor to sigh, as well as Tidus.
"Not even this?" Tidus reached into his bag and pulled out her moogle.
Yuna stared at it for a few seconds before nodding. Tidus stood and walked over to her bed.
"Do you remember who gave it to you?" He asked holding it out to her.
She shook her head and took it from him. She cocked her head to the side. "Did you?" He shook his head and headed for the door, obviously giving up on trying jogging her memories. "Wait…" He stopped with his hand on the door's handle. "Will you…help me remember?"
His hand fell from the door, and he nodded as he stared at the floor. He walked over and grabbed the chair he had been sitting in earlier and sat it next to her bed. He sat with his arms crossed, looking at her with an arched brow and a smirk.
"I'll leave, Tidus, tell me if she remembers anything else," The doctor said as he stood and left the white room.
Tidus turned to Yuna, and gave her a small smile.
"You know it'd be better if you didn't remember everything," He said with a sigh, "Just starting over? It'd be a whole lot easier."
"Why?"
"Its better you don't know," Tidus pulled something out of his pocket, the letter, and gave it to her. "Do you remember writing this?"
Yuna stared at it as she held it out in front of her. "I….I wrote this?"
Tidus nodded. "But it doesn't matter now."
"My real dad?" She asked reading through it again.
"I called him, while you were asleep earlier…He's going to come and get you like tomorrow I think he said." Tidus smiled. "He's missed you…and you'll be a whole lot happier than you were before!"
They were both silent for a few minutes. Tidus trying not to have an outburst about her suicidal attempt, still feeling upset that she had even thought of doing such a thing. Yuna building up the courage to ask him a question, and also trying to remember him and everything else.
"Will I still see you?" She asked softly.
Tidus gave her a smile but was confused on why she would ask if she seemed so scared of him earlier.
"Anytime you want," He said with a smirk, "but you have to promise to come and watch one of my games!"
"Games?" She cocked her head to the side yet again.
"Blitz, remember?" She shook her head. "Well either way, will you come and watch one of my games sometime?"
She nodded and then looked down at the wires and tubes that were attached to her arms.
"I'm trying," she said softly as tears gathered in her eyes.
Tidus's expression softened and he sighed.
"I know, but you don't have to," He said as he sat on the bed next to her. He put an arm around her and rested his head on her own. He felt her body tense up at his touch.
"But I want to remember you…" She said softly.
Tidus sighed as he felt her relax. He remained silent as the two sat there. He didn't know what to say to her at this point.
"Where's my dad coming from?" She asked looking up at him.
"Besaid…That's one of the places you wanted to go, ya know?" Tidus said with a small smile.
"…Besaid?" She repeated softly to herself. "I wanted to go there…with you?"
Tidus nodded, and then let go of her, and then picked up the moogle that lay beside her. He looked it over and then handed it to her.
"Take care of that, someone special gave it to you," He said with a smile as he got off the bed and began walking towards the door.
"You're leaving?" She asked as she tried to sit up more against the bed.
"I have to go make a phone call, I'll be back soon though," He opened the door waiting for her response. back….soon?" She asked softly.
"Yeah, I'll be back soon, see you later Yuna," Tidus said softly as he left the white room and entered the hall of the hospital.
He began walking towards the last payphone he had seen. He placed some coins in to the slot and waited for the person on the other end to pick up.
"Hello?"
"Rikku…," He started.
"Tidus! Did you find her? Is she okay? What happened?" Rikku cried.
"She's fine!" Tidus said with a sigh. "If in the hospital with memory loss is fine that is.."
"What do you mean memory loss? Like she can't remember anything?" Rikku asked, her tone saddening.
"Yeah…" Tidus said softly. "She can't remember me…"
"Aww, I'm sure she will eventually T," Rikku said softly.
Tidus began telling her what had happened since he got back to Luca, and about Yuna's 'father', and then her actual father that was going to take her to Besaid as soon as she was able to leave the hospital. Rikku, who had broken out in tears when he mentioned the suicide attempt, was asking about how things were before Tidus had gotten there. A few hours later, after many lost coins to talk, they both hung up, contemplating what had happened.
Tidus sat down in the closest chair he could find, nearly collapsing from exhaustion. He hadn't had any sleep in the past day, and was stressed beyond belief. He had a killer headache and thinking of ways to tell Yuna some things she needed to know only made it worse.
Even worse, what if she never remembered? Though it would be better in some ways, he didn't want to be forgotten for good. All those plans they had made…had been erased from her memory, all because of some greedy bastard that she had been living with. Not to mention his brother and everything he did to her.
Tidus groaned as he thought of Yuna being so far away from Zanarkand, though he would do anything to get there and see her if that is what she wanted.
Tidus nodded absentmindedly to nothing in particular as he stood. He then walked back to Yuna's room, slowly opening the door to reveal Yuna staring at the walls, jumping slightly as he closed the door behind him.
"Hey," She said softly giving him a smile and then turning away from him.
"What you doing?" He asked as he sat in a chair next to the bed.
She shrugged and then looked at him with a smile.
"Just bored I guess," She said softly.
"Oh," Tidus said glancing around the room. "I guess you could of gotten pretty bored just sitting here, huh?"
She nodded and then looked away from him.
"I'm tired, but I didn't want to be asleep when you came back."
"I'm sorry, but why don't you rest now?"
"I don't know, will you stay in here, though?" She asked as she lay back, her head hitting the pillow.
Tidus nodded and closed his eyes, also wanting to get some sleep.
