I have written three chapters in one day. This is crazy. Never before have I been so inspired by a story. I've also noticed how much the characters have changed from how they were in the beginning. But I like the change because it shows how they're maturing in the story. Ahhh, my proud mama emotions are showing.

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A Date, Oh Wait, You Mean A Hand Job

Saix was not nervous. He really wasn't. He fucking wasn't damnit. Saix sighed, he was such an idiot. What was he getting so worked up for? It's not like it was even a real date.

Saix glanced over at the clock, two minutes till the bell would ring. The English teacher droned on about The Catcher in the Rye. Saix truly hadn't been listening since the class started. What if Xemnas tried something? Not that he would opposed but in public was a little too much for him. He sighed again, going through all these scenarios in his head was not helping.

Saix jerked when the bell brought him out of his contemplation. He stood and made a hasty exit. Walking past the gaggle of students he briefly wondered if he should just stand Xemnas up. Shaking his head he continued toward the exit that led to the parking lot. He raised an eyebrow when he saw Axel pacing back and forth in front of his car. He watched for some time but in the end Axel got in his car and drove off.

Saix watched him go wondering if he should have asked the redhead if something was wrong. Saix jumped when someone tapped his shoulder. He turned to stare at who exactly this person was. Frowning as he recognized him,

"What do you want Xigbar?"

"Awww shouldn't you be more respectful to your very successful past upperclassmen?"

"Pft."

"Was that a laugh?! It was wasn't it?! Shuddap Saix, you're such brat."

Saix merely snorted and began walking away from the eye patch wearing man. Xigbar put his hands in his pockets and walked along side him. Saix stared at him and stopped walking.

"What?"

"What?"

Saix glared, "Don't fuck with me Xigbar."

"You wish."

Saix let out a snarl and Xigbar laughed. Saix grit his teeth, this man was so very irritating. But he had known Xigbar since they were children. Still, he wasn't very keen on calling the elf eared man his friend. Sighing he looked at him,

"What do you want?"

"Well since you're asking,"

"Hurry up Xigbar, I have places to be."

"Oh really? Where? Like the pound?"

Saix glared and Xigbar laughed. Saix then turned away from him. Xigbar grinned,

"You gonna pout Saix? One of the things you have mastered."

Saix shot him a very cold stare.

"Just say what you intended to. I don't have time for you today."

"Is that so? Why you got a date or something?"

Saix remained quiet and looked away. Xigbar snorted,

"As if."

".…"

"Oh shit! No way! For real? With who?"

"It's none of your business."

"Sure it is if my dear little Saix has finally reached the stage of falling in love."

"It's not love."

"Then why waste your time with a date?"

Xigbar smirked and Saix glared. Saix couldn't deny that Xigbar had on point instincts. Like a feral beast. A stupid feral beast. But love, that was just out of the question.

"It doesn't matter. I'm only asking one more time, what is it you want?"

"Why do you assume I want something? Perhaps I just wanted to see how you were doing as I've been off and away."

"Bullshit."

"Rude."

Saix sighed, it looked like Xigbar would continue to drag this out. But Saix was a little happy to see him. Xigbar had been away at "college" he said. Saix knew better though, Xigbar had probably joined some military force considering he loved guns and weapons so much. Actually he loved them a little unhealthily so. Xigbar's father was what one would call a hippie, though he was a lot more like a radical. Such as joining PETA and other coalitions. So obviously his father was strongly against Xigbar's ideals.

Xigbar watched Saix think, it was always fun to mess with him. But he didn't really have time to keep playing with him. He had shit to do.

"Anyway Saix,"

Saix looked up at the mention of his name. He had gotten lost in his thoughts.

"I gotta get going. It's good to see you're no longer a complete sex robot."

Saix glared, a small amount of heat coming to his face. Of course Xigbar knew about his trysts. Fucking nosy ass man.

"Goodbye then."

"Hey, hey I'm not leaving town just yet. I'll be by tomorrow so we can catch up."

"I'd rather you leave town."

Xigbar laughed and waved as he made his way over to his motorcycle. Saix watched him get on and take out his keys.

"Xigbar,"

The man looked up from his keys, eyebrow raised. Saix flushed a tiny bit,

"Take care of yourself."

Xigbar smiled and nodded. He put his helmet on and drove off. Saix felt a pang in his heart. He remembered the last time he saw Xigbar ride off. He had gotten into a terrible accident that left him losing his right eye. It was a hard year for Xigbar and Saix had tried his best to keep him in good spirits. Because if he thought about it honestly Xigbar was like an older brother to him. He didn't know if he should be happy or depressed about that.

Saix watched him ride till he was out of sight. Once he was gone Saix continued on his trek to find Xemnas' car. Not that he had to look hard. It was really a terrible looking car. Xemnas was not there so Saix leaned on the side of the car and waited. His heartbeat, against his will, began to speed up. He told himself it was nothing and there was no reason to be excited.

"Boo!"

Xemnas grabbed him around the waist and Saix actually made a noise of surprise. The both of them froze. Xemnas stared, what a fucking cute noise. Saix stared mortified, what the hell had come out of his mouth. Xemnas let him go and pushed him against his car,

"Lets forget about the movie and just fuck."

"I refuse."

They both glared at each other. But Xemnas broke out into a smile, which caught Saix off guard. What a strange guy.

"Whatever. C'mon we have to get a move on if we want to make it."

Xemnas got in and started the car. Saix was about to sit in the back when Xemnas grabbed his wrist,

"Look, now you don't have to sit back there."

He pointed to his newly fixed passenger seat. It would no longer assault peoples butts. Saix got in the passenger seat, happy he didn't have to sit in the back like a child. Also sitting back there made making conversation awkward. Not that he really wanted to make conversation anyway. Xemnas smiled at him then drove out of the parking lot.

Saix looked out the window, he really truly didn't want to make conversation but the silence was killing him. Under normal circumstances he loved silence, but this wasn't normal was it? He stopped himself from sighing, he didn't want Xemnas to think he was annoyed. Not that he cared what Xemnas thought.

"So how was your day?"

Saix was taken aback by the sudden question.

"Fine I suppose. And yours?"

"Torturous. It took forever for school to end. I'm really looking forward to this."

Saix forced himself not to blush. What a forward thing to say. Did this man have no shame?

"I see."

The car became silent again. Saix certainly didn't want to fidget but he kept moving his fingers around together. Xemnas glanced over at him and smirked.

"A little nervous are we?"

"I am not. I'm merely excited to see this movie."

Saix spoke with such a deadpan voice Xemnas had to laugh. He braked at the red light,

"So who was that guy you were talking to earlier?"

Saix stared at him, "Were you spying on me?

"No, I just happened to see you talking to a suspicious looking person."

"He's not suspicious just an idiot."

"Oh?"

Xemnas tried to stop himself from asking the next question but he couldn't resist.

"Was he one of your ex-lovers?"

It was silent then Saix burst out into laughter. And the sound made Xemnas light headed. It was beautiful. He'd never heard Saix laugh, chuckle yes but never laugh. Xemnas smiled, he enjoyed making Saix happy.

"So I can take that as a no?"

Saix chuckled and held his abdomen, "O-of course he wasn't. Ahahaha, gross."

Xemnas smiled, Saix was too sexy but sexy in a way he couldn't explain. He watched as the scarred male wiped his eyes. Saix had this small smile on his face and a few chuckles escaped every now and then. Xemnas loved seeing him like this, he felt like no one else had seen Saix in such a way. He liked having the man all to himself.

"Who was he then?"

Saix raised an eyebrow the remnants of a smile still on his face.

"What's it to you?"

"Just curious. Is that so wrong?"

"Hmm."

"If you tell me who he was, I'll tell you a secret I've never told anyone."

"Why would I care about that?"

"Don't play hard to get. C'mon I'm seriously curious."

Xemnas was curious but for some reason it felt like jealousy. When he saw them together their body language was so relaxed with each other. To think that someone else knew Saix better than he did miffed him. Xemnas frowned, he hated feeling like this. What he hated even more was he didn't know why he felt like this.

"His name is Xigbar."

"What?"

"The man you saw me with, his name is Xigbar."

"Oh. I see, what is he to you?"

"An old friend."

Xemnas glared a bit. Damnit, so that meant he did know more about Saix than himself. Saix watched Xemnas' face and raised an eyebrow. The silver haired man looked irritated now. And Saix felt his mouth moving on its own,

"He kept me out of trouble as a kid, though he was usually the cause of such trouble. He's kind of like an older brother."

"Oh. Really?"

"Yes."

"So he's older than you?"

"By five years."

"Ahh. Well it's good you got to see your old friend."

"Yes, it was quite the nice surprise."

Xemnas smiled as relief filled his being. So he didn't have to worry about that guy. Though now he wanted to find this Xigbar and ask questions about Saix. The bluenet watched Xemnas' body relax and a smile form on his face. Saix looked away and smiled himself. He didn't know why he felt the need to explain him and Xigbar's relationship but if it made Xemnas happy then he didn't care.

Xemnas parked the car and got out. Saix followed suit and stretched. They both walked into the theater where Xemnas presented the tickets he bought yesterday to the clerk. They didn't feel the need to over pay for snacks so they went straight into the theater. Sure they were a little early but that was fine.

Saix sat next to Xemnas and crossed his legs. Xemnas couldn't help but watch this movement. Such long, pretty legs, he wanted to run his hands along them. Saix turned to him, his eyes almost glowing in the dark.

"Well are you going to tell me the secret?"

"I never said when I'd tell you did I?"

Saix rolled his eyes, so childish, "What is the movie about?"

Xemnas looked up to meet his eyes, "Oh I didn't tell you?"

Saix shook his head and Xemnas thought that was adorable.

"It's obviously a porno."

"That is foul."

Xemnas laughed and Saix looked away from him. Because Xemnas' smile was brilliant. And he couldn't stand to look at such brilliance lest his heart implode on itself.

"Actually I'm not sure what kind of movie it is. I got these tickets from Marluxia."

Saix immediately frowned remembering the first time he'd met Marluxia. That would be when he saw Xemnas and him practically choking on each others tongues. Needless to say he did not like Marluxia. The man was frivolous and in his opinion a flower loving jackass.

"That's right you don't like Marluxia do you?"

"Not at all."

Xemnas chuckled, "I apologize for mentioning him then. I want this to be a pleasant date. Can you ever forgive me?"

Saix snorted at his dramatics but decided to play along.

"Though I cannot trust you, I will forgive you."

"Ah! Mon cher! How I adore you!"

Xemnas embraced him tightly. Saix chuckled his breath ghosting past Xemnas' ear. Xemnas pulled back and stared at him. Saix felt his heartbeat become erratic. And he found himself hoping Xemnas would kiss him. Xemnas leaned his head forward and Saix tilted his head in the slightest. Their lips touched lightly and Saix felt a purr like noise rumble up from his chest.

Xemnas pulled the shorter boy closer to him and Saix moved his body around so he balanced his hands on the armrest with his knees on the seat. Xemnas smiled into the kiss and nipped at the other male's lips. Saix opened his mouth eagerly and groaned lightly when their tongues touched. Xemnas growled a little and ran his through the bluenet's long hair causing the other boy to shiver.

When the lights began to dim Saix was brought back to his senses. Slowly he pulled away, he eyes half mast. Xemnas was smirking at him and Saix couldn't help but smirk back.

"You don't like to wait do you?"

Xemnas' smirk only grew, "Nope. I hate waiting."

"Hmm."

Saix somewhat purred and gave Xemnas' lips a light peck. He sat correctly in his seat and re-crossed his legs. Xemnas put his arm around Saix's thin shoulders. Saix let him and allowed himself to blush lightly. It was such a strange feeling, being with Xemnas. It was euphoric. And Saix felt he never wanted it to end. If Xemnas allowed him to be by his side for the rest of his life, he would be so overjoyed. So perfectly content.

Saix watched the screen but his mind was a million miles away. He thought back on Xigbar's words. Why would he waste his time with a date if he didn't have romantic feelings for Xemnas? Saix wasn't irrational, if he wanted something he would be honest with himself. He wanted Xemnas. Saix glanced up at the man, Xemnas was intently staring at the screen his mouth open a little bit.

Saix chuckled this man really was quite cute. He stared at Xemnas' hand on his shoulder. He would be honest with himself. He liked Xemnas. He wanted more than to just sleep with him. Saix felt his heart going a mile a minute. He had never had such feelings for someone else.

Saix leaned his head onto Xemnas' chest. The silver haired man peeked down for a second and smiled. He turned his attention back to the screen. Saix let a small smile on his face. Well now that knew he wanted Xemnas he was going to get him because he always got what he wanted. It wasn't like this was some big surprise, he thought he might have romantic intentions for the man a while ago, he just didn't want to face them out of fear. It took Xigbar saying something to get himself to notice it. Saix frowned, fucking Xigbar. That guy knew everything. Nosy bastard.

The movie ended and the two of them were walking back to Xemnas' car. Xemnas yawned and stretched. Saix also gave a small yawn of his own. That movie had been three hours long. How ridiculous.

"So how did you like it?"

"It was too long but it did have an interesting plot."

"Mmn. Yeah, though I really didn't like that actress. Her eye was wonky, either that or she was really in character."

Saix laughed lightly and nodded. Xemnas really wanted to hug him but he didn't know if Saix would be annoyed by it or not. And he honestly didn't want to screw up this date, since it was going so well.

"You want to get some food or something?"

Saix looked up at him and offered him a smile. Xemnas' heart lurched to his throat.

"Sure. That sounds nice. Just not Denny's."

Xemnas laughed, "Okay. I know this little diner that has great cake."

"Alright then."

They smiled at each other and Saix felt like this could be it. It could be something more than just liking him. It could be the kingdom of hearts. The big "L" word. Though he didn't want to get his hopes up.

- At Saix's House -

Saix got out the car and walked up to his house. He gave Xemnas a small wave which was returned. He watched Xemnas' car drive off into the night. He went back to unlocking his door. Once inside he locked his door back up and walked up to his room.

Saix sighed as he put his keys on his dresser. What a tiring day. It was good though, to be so tired and content. He was about to change clothes when a voice stopped him.

"Hey. You look well."

Saix turned and sighed though his face took on a more gentle appearance. He walked over to the taller man and hugged him. The man hugged him back almost desperately. Saix placed his chin on his shoulder,

"Things must be tough for you to come here. I thought you'd broken your ties with me."

"…Don't be mean. I couldn't do that. Besides we're…friends right?"

"Yeah."

"I, things are bad. And you're the only I know who won't try to cheer me up or take my mind off of things. Because you're honest."

"I suppose."

Saix pulled back and sat down on his bed. The taller man followed suit. Saix stared at him,

"So do you want to tell me what's going on or do you just want to sleep?"

"I just wanna sleep."

"Fine then, sleep."

The man laid his head in Saix's lap sighing sadly as he did so. Saix looked down at him, he pet the long hair. Saix smiled softly,

"You are too much trouble, you know that?"

TBC

A whole chapter for just Saix and Xemnas. I love ittttt. If you've played Birth by Sleep I'm sure you can guess who Saix is comforting. You know with childhood n Lea n such. I just gave you the answer so there. Unless you have no idea the you'll have to wait.

I've never written Xigbar before but I adore him so I had to put him in here somewhere. As for why he's Saix's friend I dunno I always felt like they'd get along. Poor Marly and Vexen I haven't written for them in such a long time. But their relationship is going well so they don't need it. I'm mean. Review if you love this.

:Extra:

Don't Look

Riku's legs trembled and he bit into his bottom lip harshly. He let out an desperate moan and his head lolled back. Sora took his mouth off of his sex and licked his lips. He blew on it and watched Riku quiver with lust. Sora smirked, Riku was so fucking hot. Sora began pumping the appendage and Riku's breath hitched.

Riku didn't dare open his eyes. He knew if he did he'd turn even more red than he already was. He wasn't even sure how he got himself into this situation. Sora climbed up Riku's body so he was sitting on his legs then kissed him and they both let out a needy moan. Sora pressed his own sex to Riku's. Riku's legs jerked and Sora purred. He began pumping both of them together.

Riku's eyes snapped open when he felt Sora stop. He looked at the boy, Sora was trembling with his mouth gasping for air. Riku grabbed his face and kissed him hard. Riku moved Sora's hand and started rubbing them both together again. Sora let out a squeak and squeezed his eyes shut. Riku placed kisses and nips along the brunet's chest.

Sora shivered as he felt it coming. He grabbed a hold of Riku's shoulder,

'Ri-Riku, I'm gonna, hah!"

Sora tossed his head back and his body jerked as he hit his climax. Sora's hips bucked into Riku's as he rode out his orgasm. Riku groaned and moved his hand faster. He bit along Sora's shoulder and neck as his release came forth. Both of them slumped and pants rolled from their mouths. Riku moved Sora off of him and onto the bed. Sora sighed as he stretched out on the bed. Riku got up and grabbed a towel. He wiped himself and Sora clean.

Sora smiled and blushed.

"Thanks…"

Riku mirrored his blush and nodded. He pulled on some boxers and laid next to Sora. The brunet watched him and this caused Riku to fidget. Looking anywhere but Sora Riku frowned,

"What is it?"

Sora beamed, "Nothin', I was just thinking you're really good at this."

Riku sputtered and Sora laughed. Sora blinked and sat up,

"Oh!"

"W-what?"

"Riku how are we gonna decide who gets to put it in? I did some research online and it looks like it hurts."

"…."

"Well?"

"…."

"C'mon Riku this is serious!"

Sora continued to yell and Riku sighed. He really wished sometimes Sora would just stop talking. He couldn't handle answering that question. He had had enough embarrassment for the day, no the week. And he really wished Sora would stop looking at him with those eyes. Eyes filled with love and care, it was so embarrassing.

"Stop looking."

"Looking at what? Oh my god Riku! Was my head so good your brain has gone kursplurt?!"

Riku seriously wished Sora had a filter.

End.

Huehuehuehuehuehue. I haven't written much smut for this story in a while so here's a little service c: I'm still uncertain whose gonna top in Riku and Sora's relationship. Any suggestions? Please lemme know and really, thanks for reading!

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