Mackenzie's POV

"Oh well Mackenzie, there's always next time..." I could hear the disappointment in his voice.

"I'm really sorry" I apologize again wiping my eyes.

"It's fine seriously. It's not your fault; look we'll re plan it to an easier date for you... "He insisted.

I smiled happily, "aww, thanks" I heard the door slam, "gotta go, bye" I said quickly hanging up without waiting for a reply.

I could hear Kendall voice rising above the noises downstairs and Maddie moaning about her shoes.

I sigh lying back on my bed. Today was a day off, and I was so excited, I was gonna go hang out with my "friends" today. But NO moms pissed at me still because of the dumb Abby thing so I'm not allowed out. I'm so frustrated! Like this is the first time in months I had a free day! I hate my dumb mom!

Maddie and Kendall were giggling as they climbed the stairs. I can't believe my free day is over! I wasted the whole day.

"Mackenzie! You know the auditions? Maddie and I made it on, right. So we went to call back today and she was there again!" Kendall exclaimed.

I looked at her. "Who?" I asked barely.

"Um chloe of course!" Maddie said rolling her eyes at me.

"Oh ya. Chloe. Did you guys talk to her?" I ask.

"Um kinda... It was awkward though. We tried to explain we weren't ALLOWED to contact her, but she didn't really understand. She said if we wanted to, we would've." Kendall said her voice dropping.

"Well. Oh well too bad." I said dryly, not in the mood to feel bad for anyone other than myself.

"Kenzie! Why do you have to be so rude about it, chloe was your friend too!" Maddie hissed at me, but I just returned the eye roll and turned away from them.

"Wow." Maddie snapped. I felt her bag whack me in the back.

"Ow Maddie!" I snapped angrily.

"Well don't you miss Chloe too?" Kendall ventured quietly.

"Well I liked her a lot better than I liked you guys!" I snapped furiously.

Maddie smirked but Kendall's face showed a flash of hurt. Although I felt a twinge of guilt I turned away again covering my face with a pillow. "Leave me Alone!" I snapped from under the pillow.

"C'mon Kendall let's go she's being so annoying." Maddie said dropping her bag and leaving. I heard Kendall hesitate, and then follow her out.

I sighed rubbing my eyes. All this stuff going on with Chloe and everything brings back so much bad memories from Dance Moms season four. Chloe. God I missed her something awful. I cried myself to sleep for a month hoping she'd come back. Everyone told me to suck it up, but I felt like I lost my sister. That's not something you can brush away.

I covered my face with the pillow again. I don't want all of that to start all over again. Chloe better stay in the PAST, because I finally moved on.

See if I had gone out today I would not have heard about Chloe and would still be happy! That's moms fault too!

"Mackenzie?" I heard moms voice from the foot of the stairs.

I covered the pillow tighter trying to block out her voice. After a couple more tries, mom gave up and walked to the kitchen.

Mom doesn't understand why I was making "such a big deal" out of not being able to go out today. She keeps getting pissed at me for being disappointed. Which makes NO SENSE.

But dear little Maddie is getting special treatment from mommy because she got a call-back to a stupid audition even though everyone forgot that's SHE'S THE ONE WHO GOT US IN SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE!

The unfairness of the situation is unbearable and I'm so sick of this treatment. I sighed closing my eyes as weariness overcame me.

This needs to stop.