'Is it really true? Rin said we were in love a few months back and she just mentioned now too… I didn't believe her… well until I saw those pictures… Rin… She loves me… but I don't know how I feel about her…'

Sesshomaru thoughts were interrupted by a massive headache. He clutched the sides of his head. "Argg… It hurts so much!" he yelled as he dropped to the floor form the chair he was just sitting in. Suddenly Rin's smiling face appeared in his head.

"Rin what is our relationship?" Sesshomaru pondered out loud. Sesshomaru placed his hand on his forehand because the headache that had just left was coming back.

Sesshomaru We're going to France?

Inuyasha is your half brother? Wow! Do you have a sister too?

Hehe! Sesshomaru come on and get in the picture! Say "chesse!"

'Rin… she always had a happy, bubbly personality. Even when she was down she always kept a smile.' He thought. He reached over to the nightstand and grabbed his phone. He flipped through his contacts and found Rin. She was under that category "Friends."

"Is that what we are Rin? Are we something more than that?" He asked before wincing as another more voices joined his mind.

You will never see Rin again Sesshomaru. She won't come for you. She never loved you. Come to me Sesshomaru I'll love you more than anyone.

"Kayla…Did she hurt Rin or did I?" Sesshomaru gasped as more images filled his mind. He felt his mind swirl as he heard a desperate voice sound.

Sesshomaru…No… Please don't die…No…

"Kayla tried to kill me…" Sesshomaru finally realized. But he couldn't take it anymore his head was throbbing. It was excruciating. There was so much pain. Every though about the past replaced the new memories he had created.

Sesshomaru...I'm so sorry... I love you...never forget that...please you have to come out of this for me, for us...

"Rin… we aren't friends are we…? We are…"

I want to start a life with you, go to college...get married...

"Rin I think… I…" He began but was cut off as more flash backs began to go off like bombs in his head.

NO! I saved you Sesshomaru! You're supposed to love me! I love you! You're supposed to love me!

"Rin loves me… and I... love her!" Sesshomaru realized. He jumped off of the floor and rushed back to the park not really knowing if Rin would still be there. But silently hoping that she would be there, that she would welcome him with her gentle smile...

I sat on the cold wooden bench as the cold rain poured on me. I was drenched, soaking wet but I didn't care. Sesshomaru had left me again, but this time I did not get to say goodbye nor did I call him out. Maybe it was time to let him go...

I tried to get up off the bench, but I quickly fell down to the ground. I felt the wet concrete; but the cold wasn't there...what was there was pain, depression, hurt... I just wanting to curl up in a ball and cry.

I heard footsteps approach me, but I didn't care if anyone saw me now. I felt like nothing… I felt useless… I felt stupid… and I am nothing, I stupid to think that Sesshomaru would ever stay with someone like me.

I suddenly feel to big arms wrap around me and pull me into a hug. "Rin…" the voice whispers. "Rin...don't cry I am here now..." I don't even bother looking up because: One It's not Sesshomaru Two I don't care anymore.

"Come with me Rin. I'll take care of you." The voice whispered in my ear. It's cold and piercing voice sent shivers through me. The owner of the voice picked me up by the arm eagerly and roughly.

I still had no idea who I was with, but with no other feelings, but pain and sadness I let myself be swayed into where ever I was going.

"Rin… Rin…" a voice called from far away. I thought I was still dreaming not really knowing what was happening. "Rin… Rin…" the faint voice called out again.

Every time the voice tried to get closer the owner of the first voice moved me farther and farther away until I could only hear his jagged breathing.

"Rin it's okay. They can't get us now. I'll be with you." The voice said between breaths. "Where?" I dared to whisper to him. "Somewhere special… Where no one will bother us…" He said back as I lifted my gaze and my eyes widened in the horror.

'Sesshomaru I realize that you are no longer with me anymore, but just one more time can you save me? Can you protect me once more? Can you love me even if it's just for one day, one hour, one minute, or even one second?'