I do not own Inuyasha or Twilight
I didn't really like the last update and felt I was rushing it and was steering the story away from the direction I want it to go.
Sorry.
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Shippo POV…
"I hoped I helped" Emily sighed and I grabbed her hand.
"You did help Momma was up and running by the time we left" I reassured her and she shook her head.
"Not that" Emily sighed and a weird feeling tingled up and down my spine. I felt the same way when Inuyasha used to hurt Momma or Kikyo came between the two.
"What did you do?" I growled and Emily jumped.
"I just told Edward how she doesn't like kids" Emily said
"Why the hell would you tell him something like that?! Momma loves kids if not she wouldn't have taken in ten kids that didn't even belong to her!" I shouted at Emily and she cowered in the chair.
"But she doesn't even want to see our pup! When she looked at it I saw that look in her eyes as if she was disgusted with it and then the council has been pressuring her to mate! She's using him!" Emily shouted and I froze.
I saw that look to but I know it wasn't disgust so what was it?
"I will deal with you and your meddling later" I said and quickly chanting a spell transporting me back to Barrow Alaska.
I knew I didn't know the whole story. I know Sesshoumaru is the only one that knows what happened a hundred years ago and I had a feeling that had something to do with that unreadable look she had when she held my son.
Kagome POV….
Everything hurts.
My body was sore, my brain hurts, my heart was shattered and my beast wouldn't stop whimpering.
I felt like such a failure and a complete and total screw up.
Where did I go wrong?
Even though I was suppose to go to school I decided against it opting to stay in my tree and just feel bad without any interruptions.
I let out a low whimper and tried to pull myself together feeling Shippo's presence come in my direction.
I sighed when I realized I was just to depressed to pull myself together and continued to let the tears roll down my face.
"Momma?" Shippo called and I jumped down from the tree wiping my tears and trying to get them to stop.
"Shippo I thought you were on your way home" I said my voice cracking a bit and I was surprised when Shippo pulled me in to a hug.
"Momma I need answers" Shippo said
"I need to know the questions before I can give you a answer" I said and he sighed.
"Edward didn't just drop off the face of the earth a hundred years ago did he?" He asked and I shook my head.
"What happened Ma?" He asked
"I was pregnant and when I found out Edward was dead I shut down giving his jealous admirer a chance to kill my pup" I said with a sniff and just recounting those events sent a painful stab through my heart.
Shippo shook and I looked up at him and saw rage and hurt.
"And you hadn't trust me enough to tell me?" He asked his voice carrying a small growl and I pushed him away.
"Would you want the world to know that you lost your first child?!" I asked
"I'm not the world Momma I'm your son" He said and I heard strong hurt in his voice and my shoulder's slumped and I looked down at the ground.
"I would have ruined your honeymoon and I felt that the less people I tell the less people are hurt" I explained quietly wrapping my arms around myself.
"I'm a big boy now Ma I think I could handle the news" He said and my body wracked with sobs.
"I know but I still didn't want to see you hurt. You know I can' help but try to protect you and the rest Ship. I can't help but feel that I need to be strong all the time " I whimpered and I was surprised when Shippo pulled me back in to a hug.
"It's a bad habit Ma. You always hold the weight of the world on your shoulders and you never tell anyone when it's becoming to much and even when you are finally crushed under that weight you never tell anyone how much you are hurting.
You got to stop doing that Ma because it hurts to see you trying so hard to be strong when your at your weakest. Sometime's it's ok to let others shoulder your pain" Shippo said and I gave him a watery smile.
"When did you get so smart?" I asked and he grinned
"Hanging out with that freaky dog have some benefits" He said and then let me go.
"Let's get you home with a gallon of ice cream and we will watch one of those corny movies that makes every woman cry" Shippo suggested and I nodded.
"That sounds good"
Shippo POV….
She was asleep and I couldn't help but smile at Momma's peaceful expression and then I frowned thinking about how I am going to punish my mate.
She listened to Kimi way to much for my liking.
"Momma I got to go. Will you be alright?" I asked and she nodded muttering a small goodbye and I stood and began to chant.
I should get home before Emily while in demon culture beating your mate as a punishment was acceptable but the way Momma raise all of her pups better then that and I don't want to turn out to be like Inuyasha with the mental abuse.
A grin passed by my face as I thought of her punishment.
My mate would not be able to have a orgasm for a entire month and while I feel like she needs a harsher punishment this should get my point across quite well.
Edward POV….
I knocked on her door and I heard small grumble come from inside and then the door opened. Kagome looked up at me for a moment her eyes wide and her mouth slightly parted and I pulled her in to a tight embrace.
"I'm sorry" I chanted over and over again and Kagome hesitantly returned the embrace.
"Edward I'm sorry too" She said
"Your not at fault here" I told her and she shook her head looking up in to my eyes and I saw the heavy guilt laying there .
"let's take this inside" I muttered and she nodded leading me inside and I closed the door behind me and without thinking I pulled her back to me and passionately kissed her.
I deepened the kiss my tongue slightly touching her fangs and she shivered in delight moaning in to my mouth.
Her tongue touched mine and I groaned.
We broke apart so that she could breathe and I smiled at her flustered expression.
"I love you so much my precious demon." I whispered in her ear and her arms wrapped around my neck and I was surprised when she jumped up wrapping her legs around my waist.
"I love you too my darling vampire" She whispered her breathe caressing my neck and I wrapped my arms around her and was surprised when I heard her stomach rumble.
"Damn" She muttered and I chuckled.
"How about I take you out to eat? I don't think pizza is a healthy diet" I said and she agreed.
We still had things we needed to talk through. Insecurities that we need to work through but for now I was content of just being here with her.
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I really do like this chapter better then the other one…
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