Chp. 14- Blinding Love

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Finally Petunia leaves and my parents excuse James and I. We head up to my room and once we close the door, James pulls me close. He kisses the crook of my neck, before bringing his lips to my ear.

"Why is she so horrible to you?"

I want to tell him, but I don't know where to start. I decide to start at the beginning.

"She's jealous James..."

"Well I can understand why she would be jealous of you," James says, grinning at me.

"Oh you!"

I kiss him softly but soon the kiss turns passionate and needy. James slowly lays me down on my bed as I reach for my wand to lock the door and put a silencing spell over the room.

Now:

James's lips trail down my neck and he quickly slips my hoodie and tanktop over my head. He continues his descent down my body, unhooking my bra before taking my left breast into his mouth. He trails his tongue around my nipple before tugging on it slightly with his teeth.

I moan out his name and reach down to undo his pants. I slip them off, and once they're around his ankles, he kicks them off. I can already feel his erection poking me through his boxers. I grin to myself, rubbing my hips into his.

"Bloody hell Lils," James groans out and I take the opportunity to slip his brown shirt over his head.

James grins at me, and reaches his hands in between our bodies to undo my jeans. He slides them down my body and trails kisses along my legs as the jeans slip from my thighs to my calves. He reaches back up to slip my knickers down.

I feel his fingers dance along my inner thighs as James settles himself on top of me again. The grin on his face is contagious, and I find myself grinning back at him. He sinks himself inside me, and I whimper with pleasure.

Merlin I will never tire of James and I together. We are absolutely perfect together, and my only regret is that I hadn't realized this sooner. Before this summer I had hated James...Well perhaps not hated him. Hate is a strong word. I disliked him immensely, and now that I've gotten to know him personally and closely, I love him.

My head reels at this finding. I love James Potter. I never thought that would happen in my life, but it has.

Even in my wildest dreams I couldn't have expected this. We've only been together for a short time, but I know in my heart that I love him beyond belief already. I have no clue if he loves me though...He has annoyed me constantly since first year, but that could mean anything. That doesn't suggest that he loves me. He asked my dad to court me, but that doesn't say he loves me either.

Nothing he's done suggests that he loves me, yet I have a sneaky suspicion that he does. The way he looks at me is the same way I look at him. The way his hands touch me and caress me so softly that I almost cry. The way he stares into my eyes as if I'm the only person in the world he sees.

I'm brought back to reality when I feel James crash his lips down upon mine. My arms wrap around his neck and my lips move against his. He nibbles on my bottom lip and I open my mouth to meet his tongue.

His tongue caresses mine as he pumps himself slowly and deeply inside me. I push my hands into his hair, tugging on the ends. Some has fallen onto his forehead, sticking to the sweat covered skin. I push the strands away, before trailing my hands along his shoulders.

Heat has already pooled to my stomach and I hear myself moan James's name loudly as I clench around him.

"Oh James," I whisper softly as he continues to thrust inside me.

Pretty soon, he joins me, climaxing as well. After he's done, he rolls off of me and lies beside me.

James is taking in deep breaths to try and regain his normal breathing. I turn on my side to stare at him.

He's glistening with sweat. He looks over at me after only a couple seconds and hugs me to his body. He places a soft kiss on my lips before pulling back.

"Mmm...That was wonderful Lils."

I grin at him before my eyes start to close, and I fall asleep in his warm embrace.

When I wake up, the sun is up and sunlight streams over James and I. We're both still naked, and his arms around my waist in an iron grip. My head is resting in the crook of his neck, and I stretch before reaching behind my back to undo James's arms from around me.

Just as I ease them away from my body, he quickly encircles them around my waist again.

He groans and pulls me closer to his body, till I can feel every inch of his skin against mine. He rubs his hips against mine as he slowly opens his eyes to stare at me. I can already feel him hardening, and he's currently poking on my stomach.

James smiles at me before trailing kisses down my neck, nipping at my shoulder. I moan softly at this, my body snuggling closer to his. I whimper, wanting to feel him inside me.

He obviously feels the same way because he slides himself inside me, painstakingly slowly, inch by inch.

James trails kisses back up my neck till he's captured my lips. Instantly I surrender to his lips and his caresses as he pumps himself in and out of me. I can feel his hand sliding down my curves, before cupping my breast. I gasp in surprise when I feel his thumb trail around my nipple, causing it to become erect.

Once he's kissed me breathless, he trails warm, wet kisses down my jaw to my neck, and then to my chest. He takes my left breast in his mouth, teasing my nipple with his tongue and teeth.

"Gods James..."

He pulls his mouth away, blowing cold air upon my hot flesh. I shudder against him, and grind my hips against his. James let out a breathless moan and grins at me. He rolls us over so now he's on top of me, his hands on either side of my head. He's speeding up, knowing we're both so close to our climax.

I cry out James's name, again and again as I clench around James. He groans as my walls massage him, and before I know it, he's climaxing as well. He stares down into my eyes as we feel wave after wave of ecstasy crash down upon us simultaneously.

Liquid pools of emeralds...That's how my eyes could be described at this very moment. Melted from heat and passion, and lit with an intense fire for the man staring back at me.

If I could label James with only one single word, I would have to choose mine. I'm not giving any other girl a chance to be with him. That may be selfish, but I want him all to myself.

I love everything about him...from his unruly hair to his nature to play practical jokes. When you fall in love with someone, you learn to even love their flaws. After awhile you don't even notice their flaws, because love turns you blind.

Ask almost any girl if she wants to fall in love, and she'll say yes, naturally. As children, they dream about that perfect fairy tale wedding with a happy ending to boot.

Who wouldn't want to find true love? Who wouldn't want to be loved?

No one...Everyone wants to feel loved. It's a basic need that is instilled into everyone as babies, with people cooing and fussing over them. A cuddle here, a kiss there. You'll want more before it's too long.

You're going to seek out a lover's embrace...You're going to crave your sweetheart's touch and caress, and eventually you're going to demand whatever you can get.

Love will do that to you, yet it's what everyone searches for. Even with its imperfections, love is perfect.

When someone cheats on their significant other, why do they stay with them? Perhaps they don't even know that their partner is unfaithful, but usually they pretend not to know. It's easier that way...They can still pretend that the person they're in love with loves them back. They turn a blind eye, so they can keep telling themselves that. They would rather lie to themselves then lose the comfort that love gives you.

I shake my head to clear these thoughts. James is staring at me, pensively. I smile before rolling us over, so my body lays on top of his. I nuzzle my face into the side of James's neck and grin when I hear him chuckle deeply.

"Merlin Lily. You're absolutely amazing, do you know that?"

I pull back to stare at James. He's got a satiated look upon his face, and he's beaming at me. I give him a lopsided grin before attacking his lips. We roll around on my bed, kissing hungrily. I trail my hands down his chest before running my fingers down his abs. I grin devilishly before trailing one finger along his cock.

James growls greedily, rolling us over till I'm trapped beneath his body. He pulls his lips away from mine to tug on my earlobe, and I moan in response.

"I wouldn't start what we can't finish my dear..."

My eyes glow with anticipation, but I tamper down my desire. My parents are going to start a search and rescue mission if we don't get downstairs in a couple minutes. I nod slowly, but neither of us move from our position. Finally James lifts himself off of me, and gathers his clothes that are scattered around the floor. I watch him as he slips them on. His body moves gracefully, like a finely tuned instrument. He's lithe and fast...especially when he's on a broomstick.

He's a Seeker of course...and I have no doubt he'll be captain of the Quidditch team yet again this year. All the Gryffindors look up to him as if he was their King...which would make me their Queen.

I make myself get out of bed, and start grabbing my clothes up so I can stuff them in the hamper. I start bursting out laughing when I see that my tanktop had somehow gotten thrown onto my lamp last night. James looks up from buttoning his jeans, and he stares at me curiously.

"What's so funny?"

"You threw my shirt on my lamp last night..."

He quirks his eyebrow, but I can see the smile fighting to take over his face. He's grinning a minute later before he too, bursts out laughing.

"Well I can't help what I do when I want you...A man has needs," James says as he walks over to me. I instantly stop what I'm doing, like a deer caught in the headlights. He pushes my naked body against the wall, effectively pinning me between his arms, "and I just happen to be a man who needs you."

I'm positive my heart is going to pound right out of my chest. James cups my face in his hands, staring straight into my emerald eyes. I stare back into his coffee colored eyes, knowing that this moment is going to change my life forever.

"I love you Lily Evans."

Well I'm leaving the chapter there. It's a cliffy...Don't hurt me! Leave me a review, and in two weeks you'll get the update. I hope you all enjoyed this chapter, and I'm going to try to make the next one slightly longer since this one was fairly short, but I wanted to leave it off there.