UNFORGIVABLE BETRAYAL

by Louisvuittonfreak

This is a story about Christian overstepping is controlling ways while she is pregnant causing her to ALMOST miscarry their child and him having to witness the domino effects on their life. Only time will tell if they can repair their marriage or this is the beginning of their marriage coming to an end. NOTE: ANA WILL NOT HAVE A MISCARRIAGE! I PROMISE.

14. Chapter 13

UNFORGIVABLE BETRAYAL

THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION! I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS, THEY BELONG TO EL JAMES. THE STORY LINE DETAILS BELONG TO ME***************************************************************

Chapter 13

writer's note:

Just so I can let everyone know that I had a change of heart of Ana having a miscarriage. My story went a different direction originally planned, so to put everyone's minds at ease-no miscarriage for Ana-I promise Thank you for all your comments and support.

(T POV)

(Flash back)

I feel as if I have aged fifty years in these past two months. Now that Luke and I are taking turns watching Christian 24/7 after catching him trying to sneak out. We all thought Christian was adjusting to the situation a little better. We noticed him throwing himself with countless amount of paperwork, just trying to occupy his mind. All the warning signs were visible of his next break down that would occur at any time. But no matter how much you prepare for that moment to happen, you will still be shocked from the horrific emotions that come along with it. I remember waking up one night at 4 am just to check on everything, but especially on Christian since he only slept on that damn sofa every night. I walked into my office after Luke decided to go check the garage area, but knowing he just needed a break from this damn apartment. I watched the CVC that was located in Christian's office and I found myself running as fast as possible to that area. I came to a complete halt from shock when I saw Christian's state of mind. Watching Christian a thousand times worse than the first break down he had in his closet. At that moment, I was no longer Taylor his personal body guard, I was Jason his friend. I ran up to Christian and fell on my knees inches from his body and hugged him as if he was my own brother. I held Christian for hours allowing him just to cry from all the regret and sadness that was constantly surrounding him. Christian held on to me and cried the whole time, not once fight me to let him go, but holding on tighter not wanting to be released.

That was the night or should I say early morning when I had fallen asleep next to him and he decided he needed to see Ana no matter what. The fight we had that day would have gotten anyone fired treating their boss in that manner. He accidentally bumped into his lamp resulting in shattering on the floor waking me up instantly. I saw that look in his eyes of needing to be next to his wife, but I could not allow that. Even if Christian thought enough time had passed, but he needed to give Ana that space she needed away from us all. He fired me so many times that day, that I even lost count. Christian even threaten to call the cops and tell them that I as an intruder holding him hostage. That one was my favorite.

He fought with everything he had left in him; physically and emotionally. Calling me every bad word he could think of and even going as far as criticizing me as a father, hoping I would get angry enough to leave. I took it all in stride, letting him release that anger and knowing that he meant not one word that was coming out of this mouth, which resulted in Christian getting even angrier. That is when he started fighting physically. Luke tried to interfere, but I told him to back off and not to interfere at all no matter what. I think Luke thought I was going crazy as well, being locked up too long in this apartment, that I eventually had cabin fever. Maybe it was boredom, but I truly knew it would help Christian heal slowly but surely. We took so many hits from each other, I of course, held back knowing that he was in no condition to fight with someone with my background, as well as, size. It did feel good for a second or two knocking him on his ass with every hit. He finally gave up after I slammed him into the wall when he tried hitting me with a bat.

He stayed sitting on the floor with his back up against the wall with 2 now forming black eyes, a bloody nose and mouth, and numerous bruises on his body. I walked up to him and slid down inches from him not saying a word. I just sat there with a big smirk on my face the whole time. Gail happens to pass his office at that moment and just looked at me with shock and fear. I only had to nod and I smirk telling her not to worry everything was under control. She rolled her eyes and walked away hearing her mumble something about men. I continued to sit there for another hour or so without speaking one word and just looking over at his office that was now totally destroyed.

"Jason I want thank you for staying here with me."

"Christian, your welcome and that what friends are for."

Christian improved little by little, but was still too broken in the inside. He still didn't sleep very often and he ate very little. We all noticed that he was always on the phone with Ana's stylist, Caroline. Sending countless of pictures of Ana and describing a variety of shoes. He was doing this for a week straight, but at least he was doing something. The following week he was on the phone with the jewelers. One day while I was reading close to his office, he notified me that he wanted to go to the location of their honeymoon. We ended up leaving two hours later. Christian went straight to the beach and searched for a week straight from 5am to midnight every day searching for her shell. He wouldn't allow any help from any of us, told us this was his responsibility and duty. I remember watching him from a short distance sitting down from exhaustion. He was just watching the waves mumbling something to himself over and over. He was so lost in his thoughts. I notice the water inching closer and closer to him, but just allowing the small waves to cover his clothing. He was sitting there for once as if not one concern was on his mind. He is Sitting down with peace written all over his face and enjoying the view. He reaches out his hand as if Ana was sitting next to him and continues enjoying the beauty of the ocean. He leans in with his hand to support his weight so he can stand up, but he freezes in that one spot looking at his hand. I instantly run to Christian, knowing something had happened. I call out his name and he finally turns around with the biggest smile and holds out his hands, the same way Ana did, showing me the same colorful shell.

I saw a different and improved Christian that day. We left that same night. We finally arrived back home and Christine begged me to just drive by her building; he just wanted to see her building nothing more. I agreed after some convincing of course. Since it was already after six, I knew Ana would be gone for the day, so I wasn't concerned in running into her. I gave him a few minutes but only from the back of the building, taking precaution of him being seen there. I hear Christian gasp when he notices Ana coming out of the building looking so exhausted. I stand near him be prepared of he may run off. He is watching Ana and Vin (took me forever just to find out the name alone). He is watching Ana interact with Vin and when he sees them laughing together, I see the pain and hurt that runs across his face. He notices the concern on Vin's face while he is speaking to her. Ana is talking with so much emotion that you can see the pain as well. We notice the tears running down her face, and I had to force Christian on not moving. Vin than holds her chin up while talking to her with so much concern and emotion and she responds with a smile. That is when Christine loses all control. The thought of another man consoling his wife and placing a finger on her, makes him into a mad man.

He starts trying to get out of my hold and run to her vehicle. He is fighting me on releasing him, but I use all my strength on keeping his hold. He is screaming and crying and uncontrollably and is getting worse by the second, not wanting Ana to disappear again. I am speaking to him in a firm voice that he needs to calm down and not act this way in front of her. My hold gets firmer to a point I can see him in pain, but I keep telling him to stop. I tell him if he truly loves Ana that he will stop this behavior and not stressing her out once again, that he needs to think of his child and let her come to him. He suddenly falls to his knees sobbing putting his hands to his facing no able to watch Ana leave once again. I notice Ana pushing her door open and jumping out running towards Christian leaving Vin behind and watching him trying to catch up to her.

Ana yells out Christian name as she is running and with being in shock of everything that is happening she nearly knocks me over running into his arms. Ana is talking to him and comforting him. She is holding him so tight, but Christian is so lost from grief he doesn't even realize that she is holding him. He finally realizes that Ana is hugging him and he seems as if he is unsure if it is an illusion or not.

(C POV) flashback

"Ana? Is…is that really you? Oh my God Ana, baby is it really you?" Christian sobs even harder hugging her, as if afraid to letting her go as if I will disappear. "Baby, I am so truly sorry, sorry is not even a strong enough word for how I feel. I'm sorry Ana, please forgive me, please I beg you to forgive me…please Ana, I am dying without you, I can't breathe, sleep, or even eat knowing what I did to you. I need you Ana, only you…you are my life line. Please baby, forgive me…please." Christian hugs her tighter inhaling her scent and afraid of letting go.

"I am so sorry for the most idiotic thing I have ever done in my life to you…to our child. I love our child as I love you and I am sorry that it took all this to happen to realize that, I am sorry Ana. Please Ana, come back to me please baby, come back to me. I can't live with you and the baby, I am trying so hard, but I can't live without in my life as my wife." Christian sobs while holding her and resting his face in her neck.

(APOV) flashback

"Christian…baby, please look at me." I plead while lifting his chin with my hand. He allows me to hold his face with my hands while the tears are running down his face. "Christian let's get us something to eat, because baby Grey is hungry as well, okay?" I ask with a smirk. "I love you Christian, I always have and always will. I forgive you Christian, now it is time you forgive yourself. Can you do that for me…as well as your child? That will be only way we can move on Christian." I plead with love and a soft kiss to his lips.

(TPOV)

Ana's soft kiss turned into a full blown kiss not caring who is around. Vin and I look at each other not knowing what to do. The two people we work for and suppose to keep away from each other are now engaging in a very intimate situation. I have never been so confused in my life and looking at Vin's face, I would say he feels the same way. I nod on us moving to the side at a close distance and he nods in agreement.

(CPOV) flashback

"Ana…I can do that baby. Can we please go home now, please baby?" Christian pleads with a tight hug again.

(APOV) flashback

"Come on baby let's get you home fed and cleaned up. The question which driver are we taking?" I smirk with a giggle.

(TPOV)

Vin and I just look at each other when Ana ask which driver they are taking. I can see neither of us wanting to back down from our jobs, making our lives even more difficult. I don't know why either of us has not said a word to each other. Maybe I do… We both are wondering who can beat who. We both smirk at the same time really wanting to find out. We both notice my security team on the right and his security team on the left. Could this moment get any more odd and complicated? I notice Luke eying Vin, knowing Ana chose Vin over Luke and I can see the hurt and anger in his eyes. Vin notices Luke's emotion and smirks. Luke notices the smirk and slight moves as if he wants to lunge at him, but knows that he is to stay in that spot, making Vin smirk even more rubbing it in. We all just stand there unsure on what orders will be given and which team. We all look at Christian and Ana in there little bubble not even remembering that we are surrounding them. Where is Dr. Flynn when you need him, I just fucking hope she didn't get her own psychiatrist as well.

(CPOV) flashback

"Oh Ana, you have no clue how much I miss my favorite sound in the world." Christian softly kisses my forehead while taking in my scent.

(APOV) flashback

"Trust me Christian…I know exactly how you feel." I respond with a tight hug as well.