Halloo! Here's another chappie for all you lovely little readers xD

Before I begin; i admit that Mello's a bit OOC but i do like to think that he has a secret soft side, a side that only comes out around Matt and even then is rarely seen...anyywayyy...

Disclaimer: I don't own death note...If i did Matt and Mello would have less suck-ish lives.

Dear Matt,
I'm sorry. I wish with all my heart that things could be different but there's no way around it. I have to do this and I'd much rather that your life wasn't risked in the process. I really hope you understand why I'm leaving you, and why I'm saying farewell in a letter. Or if you can't understand at least listen to my reasons.

You've heard me rant about Near and hero worship L enough to know why i have to leave - I admit that's not the complete story but it's safer if you didn't know. Now why the letter? Simple. If i said bye to you in person Matt i know i'd never be able to leave, even know, as i watch you sleep soundly i know it will take all the self control i have to even leave the bedroom.

Why have you made me feel this way Matt? Don't you understand how much easier it would be for us both if we'd simply remained friends?

But you never were one to make things simple were you?

I seriously hope you don't take this personally Matt, i know how often you do that.

The clock reads 5:32am so I'll have to leave soon, I can't risk you waking up on me...I know that by leaving you this way i technically have no right to ask anything of you but I never was one to obey rules. Matt, please promise me that you'll look after yourself. Just, don't do anything i wouldn't let you do ok?

Forever yours

Mello

Okay this isn't working, it's now 7:48am and i still haven't left. I've tried relentlessly to just get up and leave but i'm finding it damn near impossible.

URGH! I've completed much more challenging tasks then this. WHY CAN I NOT JUST WALK THROUGH A DOOR?

You. You're the reason Matt - no. Matt isn't the reason. Mail is the reason. It's Mail that I've come to know and love; Mail the boy who's nothing like Matt. For Matt is the anti-social gamer who just doesn't care, but Mail, Mail is so much more then that. He's a red-haired angel who only has time for those he truly cares about, who has an amazing sense of humour.

You know one of the things i admire about you most Mail? The fact that you always stood up to me. Like when i'd study continuously and unhealthily - You stole my books, ignored me and made me feel like shit until i agreed to cut my study hours. Despite my coldness towards you during that period i do appreciate it, because you'd rather face my temper and be heard then sit quietly in the corner and let me live unhealthily. Thanks Mail.

One thing i want you to remember - Mello may be leaving due to duties he feel he must do. But Mihael wouldn't leave your side given half the choice. Unfortunately Mello and Mihael are bound together; and at the minute Mello's physically stronger - Mihael's just being dragged along.

I can't apologise enough Mail and i promise, if i ever return it will be completely free of Mello. And we can be together as Mail and Mihael. Just like we've always wanted.

I will love you till the day i die.

Mihael Keehl.

Mello stared at the finished letter for several more seconds, with a sigh he grabbed it off the table and shoved it into the small bag he'd packed to take with him. He couldn't leave a letter; not only would it remind Matt of him every time he saw it, but should it fall into the wrong hands it could become a deadly weapon.

Wiping his eyes Mello finally found the strength to stand and he slowly departed the bedroom. Making sure to get a good look of his sleeping angel before he left.

His best friend; his roommate; his lover; his world.

I hope you liked it, please bear in mind that my head is absolutely pounding and i'm knackered :L

Anndd now i have some replies to unsigned reviews:

Amai Yume;

Beyond and almost aren't mentioned in the anime but beyond (Full name Beyond Birthday) has a whole book (The LABB murder cases)...Beyond (Or B) Was in the first generation of wammy's kids and practically became a L clone. (He copied everything about L, from his mannerisms to his aesthetic characteristics) And eventually he developed a hatred for the detective, B then ran away from wammy's and several years later committed a series of murders. He planned to kill himself as the fourth suspect in an attempt to create a crime that L couldn't solve.

A was in the same generation as B and was the top ranked student. (Most believe that he and B were somewhat friends) Unfortunately for whatever reason, A took his own life whilst at Wammy's.

So that's who they are...

Thanks for reviewing xD

Bellatrix Birthday:

Aww I'm glad you like it :)

Thanks for reviewing xD

Hope to see you all next time xD