14 Chapter (Fighting)

Letter:

Dear Rory,

I understand why you needed to say goodbye to Logan. But, love, I could have sworn it meant something to you, as you told me you would miss me the most.

As I returned after our adventure to my apartment in New York, I turned on my laptop and wanted to write to you. I needed to talk to you about our wonderful night we shared. For me, it was the most amazing sex of my life and only God knows how often I had slept with different women. Sorry, for being such a man-whore in the past…

Love, I still enjoy the memories of the night. I can yet feel your tongue on my skin, see the desire in your beautiful ocean blue eyes and think of the feeling of our fusing bodies. Everything was perfect for me.

Every day, while I was at work, I wondered what you were doing – I imagined talking to you and couldn't wait to get home. Truth is that nobody knows about our daily chat ritual, but it became the best part of my day. After returning from long meetings and exhausted telephone conferences, I enjoyed opening my computer and I cherished every single intelligent and at the same time, funny conversation I had with you.

Opening my computer after New Hampshire, I found out that you had blocked me. At first, I thought something was wrong with the internet, but even after trying several times each day it still didn't work. I realized exactly what I was missing, it was you.

Looking back on the time before you walked for a second time into my life in London, I remember myself running around, like a nomad. I was often bored, liked my schedules loose, like my women. I was drifting from one place to the other and didn't care about what happened to me. Then, along you came again and from that day forward, everything changed. You have given me so much and you are a once in a lifetime gift. This is why I decided to try it one last time old school with this letter to get one last chance to confess my feelings. Okay, this sounds cheesy…

Yet, the sun will rise and set, the tide will continue, the seasons will continue to change, but I can't imagine what my life would be without you. Please, Rory, give me, I mean us, a chance. I will wait for your next step, hopefully in my favor and I would be one of the luckiest men in the world.

But Rory, if you decide it should stay goodbye forever I will accept your wish.

Yours, Finn

P.S.: Rory, you can't just walk out like that. Not after everything we've been through. You just left. I mean what is that all about? God! Just talk to me.

I used to have pride! I used to have dignity! I used to have balls! Damn it Gilmore, give me back my balls! ;)

Rory's POV

Reading the letter, the tears started rolling down her face. At the end Rory curled herself like a ball on her bed, angry at herself and at Kirk, the worst mailman ever.

Once she calmed herself down, she started caressing her small baby bump for the first time since she discovered her pregnancy. Before this moment she never thought how she would call the baby while she was pregnant. Hating the often-used nick names for babies, she starts to think about unique names. She decides to play a round with their names. "Sorry, Rofi, I will start to fight for your father. He's a great man. I was just too scared to tell him after he found a girl-friend. However, he should know about you and decide for himself if he wants to be a part in your life. It's not fair to deny him, because I blocked him."

Exhausted Rory falls asleep and dreams of a bright future with Finn.

The next morning, she decides to call Finn at work and make an appointment to tell him personally what a special gift he gave her in New Hampshire.

After calling, she was sad, because Finn left that morning to go back to Australia and his assistant couldn't tell her when he would be back.

Trying to distract herself with working on her book, she finds herself somewhere else in the internet.

Finn's POV

His flight started early in the morning after a restless night. There was too much new information. Rory Gilmore, the first important woman after Kate, is pregnant. He stills wonders why she never called him?

He wrote her a long letter, confessed all his feelings, but she decided to never talk to him again. Okay, she wanted to talk to him at the LDB event, however she didn't.

The thoughts in his mind are whirling around like a bunch of kids at a birthday party after eating too much sugar.

He wrote her he would accept her wishes and she probably wanted to leave his life forever till she found out she's pregnant.

Oh my God, and Logan!? Logan will kill him when he discovers this information. Yes, one of his best friends is still willing to fulfill the dynastic plan, but Finn knows for sure Logan is still in love with Rory.

Finn hoped for a long time Rory would stop the no string relationship with Logan and the whole dynastic plan, but this never happened. He knows for sure Logan himself would never again try to force Rory into something she never said she wanted.

Rory never stopped Logan and his dynastic plan. The whole Steampunk adventure was planned to give Rory a chance to tell Logan her feelings and he would have left Odette immediately, but she didn't.

Now Finn was making a fool of himself like a love struck teenager.