Im not got do all lot things form koriza cause they are to sad .

Thank you to my lovely beta mintywonder45

- Candace ( mintywonder45)

After awhile Peeta went back to his brothers' then I helped my mom with the dishes, after we finished she left to pick up Prim leaving me with my thoughts . I sat on my bed staring at the wall . In nine months I'm going have a A part of me and a part of Peeta, my child, Peeta and I's child this the start of our life together the begin of our family.

Part of me felt overjoyed, but then another part is telling me I'm not going be a good I slowly placed my hand over my stomach were my child was I made circles over my tummy, I way I had seen mothers' do.

" Hi baby, I'm your mommy, and I can't wait to meet you, I love you and Peeta, your daddy, and I will look after, you " I tell my child .

When I hear Mom and Prim return, I sighed and got off my bed I needed to tell prim at some point, it's better to tell her now instead of waiting, and me getting bigger and eating more in a matter of mouths .

I hurry to the door, and as I am just about to open it, Prim flings open the door and latches herself to me, squeezing me

" Katniss, is it true? " She looks up at me with a big smile on her I grin and nod slowly, trying not to make it too overwhelming.

" Ahhhhhhh, I am going to be an aunt, " she squeals, jumping up and down "Is it a girl or a boy? I hope its a girl, I'm mean, I'd love a boy but not as much as I girl, I'll be able to take her to ballet, and piano "

"Prim, calm down, I don't if its a girl or a boy But I'm just as excited as you "

"I'm going to be an aunt, how should I calm down " I smile I thought everyone was going to resent me cause I got pregnant but as long as Prim , Peeta and my mom are happy it make me happy .

"Thanks, Prim that makes me feel better, I'm just scared I'm not going be a good mom " I confess to her

"Katniss, you are going be a great " She looks, deep into my eyes and I know she is being true " I can't wait to meet my nieces or nephew " she say and smiles after squealing one more time she heads to her room

I head to my room and close the door then, I lean against it and sigh . It's been a long day, in fact it seems like more than a day . I walk over to my dresser and get out some sleep shorts and a tank top then crawl in to bed and try to fall

As I try to fall asleep I start think about where my child is going This house only has 3 rooms maybe I can get ride of some furniture put 'her' crib in my room . Wait, did I just think my child is going be a girl maybe Prim's right it going be a girl . A little girl . I would like to have a little girl who I can take to woods and teach her all the things my dad did before he died teach her to sing . I slowly fall a sleep and dream about me and Peeta with a little girl .

Next day at school during lunch time .

"We missed you, yesterday Katniss " Johanna tell me, as Peeta, and I sit at the Lunch Table with her , Annie and Finnick

"Sorry, I wasn't feeling to good " I tell her .

" I understand, it was the end of his trial you must feel sick, at how little time he has to spend in " Johanna says, I feel my body

I watched the news for weeks trying to grab bits of his trial , to see what News reporters came to our door every night trying asking my mom questions and that they had found a loop hole, because I had turned 18 on the day it I hate it that I hade to answer the door for a week till my lawyer got a court order, to make them stop . I just got a call for how long he is going to be in prison.

" I know did you hear his defense that every girl wanted to sleep with him, do all that and they apparently, just turn on " Annie I start to feel nauseous but I able to hold it back . I think Peeta notice cause I felt him nudge my arm lightly and mouth if I was okay, I just nod .

"Did you every see the way he used looked at every girl in school? It was like he was eyeing his " Finnick says . Come on Katniss, you can make it through this, they are only trying to help

"Did you see half the stuff he did to those girls, it was awful!" Johanna says and opens a can of olives I get up as fast as I can, not talking then I run out of the lunch room to the nearest bathroom and throw The smell got to me right away and what everyone was talking about, I didn't go to the trial because I didn't want to think about him After the nauseous passes, I hear Johanna and Annie calling my name . I walk out the bathroom

" Katniss I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought those things " Johanna looks down,

"It's okay " I tell her

" I'll never bring those things up " she says, I nod and smile, a wave of dizzyness passes over me

"Katniss, are you ok?" she ask

"Yeah, I just feel a little light headed, that's " I say

"Do you want us to take you the nurse?" Annie asks .

"No its " I say, "I fine, I'll see you guys in class " they look at me concerned and then leave the

I rest against the sink and look up in the mirror then I look at my stomach it looks a little bloated, it will be a few months maybe even weeks till it will be noticeable that I'm pregnant . If I'm timing every thing right I'm going to be heavily pregnant when school starts up I just have this week and then next week before schools out then it summer

I''m going see Annie and Johanna over the summer what are they going think . I sigh and place my hand over my "No more giving mommy trouble today, okay " I tell my child then walk out the bathroom .

I hoped you enjoyed this chapter if you know what happens in Koizroa you are going see big differences

- Cadence