Chapter 14 :
Stay with me :
The next morning Jane woke up earlier than Maura which was unusual, extracted herself from her embrace and walked towards the kitchen determined to prepare a " I'm so sorry for freaking out on you like that" breakfast. Cooking an omelette hoping the smell wouldn't wake Maura up Jane, for the first time since she found out she was pregnant started to picture her life with Maura and their son. Knowing that Dean wouldn't cause them trouble anymore she was finally free to enjoy her pregnancy and plan the arrival of her baby.
Remembering the list she had written a few weeks back Jane realized that Maura had taken care of almost everything including the nursery but that there was still something they had never talked about : the baby's name. Obviously Jane knew that her father would be thrilled to have a grand son named after him the way her brother was but she wanted to do things differently and give Maura the opportunity to choose the name herself. After everything Maura had done for them to take care of them and protect them Jane felt it was only fair to give her that gift but right now all she wanted was to make it up to her for being so rude. After finishing preparing their breakfast Jane walked back to their room only to find that Maura was slowly waking up.
"Hey sleepy head, slept well?"Jane asked sitting on the head of the bed holding the tray containing their breakfast.
"I always sleep well here, it's so quiet…"Maura replied rubbing her eyes vigorously .
"I agree it's really quiet and peaceful, now come on eat your breakfast before it gets cold."Jane said leaving the tray on the night table.
"Oh Jane, you're sweet but you didn't have to do that." Maura replied marveling at the delicious breakfast Jane had prepared.
"I know but considering you have been cooking for me for the past 4 and a half months it was really the least I could do. See it's healthy, omelette, coffee with sweeteners and fresh orange juice."
"I'm impressed." Maura smiled taking a sip at her orange juice.
"Thank you, It's my way of not only thanking you but also apologizing for my behavior. The worse part is I can't even say it was those freaking hormones this time…"
"You were hurting and after holding it inside for so long you just couldn't take it anymore. You might be a hero Jane but you're still human."
"Right, right. So do we have plans for today?"
"Well it's obviously too cold to go swimming in the lake but I'm sure we can manage to find things to do."
"Right, if you excuse me I need to call my mom, I promised to call her when we arrived and she already left two messages. "
"No Jane, wait!"Taking Jane's hand trying to keep her from leaving Maura realized that she had said the wrong words or that Jane had misinterpreted her again .
"I'm sorry, I just…" Standing in front of the bed Jane felt like a teenager again, horny but scared to expose herself and it was starting to bother her. She wasn't 16 anymore and Maura was not just some random guy, she was the love of her life and she should have no issues making love to her. The thing was Jane wasn't herself anymore : sleeping with Dean and being pregnant changed her and she was still trying to figure who she was now.
"I…love…you…"Sitting on the edge of the bed lifting Jane's tank top started blowing kisses on Jane's belly feeling her shivering under her touch.
"I love you too." Jane sighed kissing the top of Maura's head.
"Then trust me." Maura replied pulling Jane in bed.
Lying on her back unable and unwilling to fight anymore Jane closed her eyes and relaxed completely literally offering herself to Maura. Lying next to Jane feeling she had finally decided to give in Maura gently started to kiss Jane's neck while slowly sliding her hand under Jane's tank top. Determined to take her time and be as gentle as possible she started caressing Jane's belly before moving towards her breasts. Feeling Maura's fingers and lips on her Jane was barely able to breath. Not only she had been dreaming about this moment for years but being pregnant had seriously increased her sexual desires and sensitivity making every touch barely manageable.
Feeling Maura's fingers dangerously approaching her breasts Jane suddenly fidgeted knowing how sensitive, even painful her nipples were.
"Maura, wait."Jane suddenly said holding her breath, stopping Maura's hand in its progression.
"I know your nipples must be highly sensitive, don't worry I'll be gentle."Smiling and confident Maura continued to kiss Jane's neck dragging her tongue all the way down to her breasts.
Slightly lifting Jane's tank top revealing her enlarged breasts Maura was amazed by their beauty , their shape, color was perfect and she had a feeling their taste would be exquisite as well. Taking her tank top off spontaneously Jane could see the love and desire in Maura's eyes. Seeing her marveling at her breasts Jane couldn't help but wonder what was going to happen once they went back to be their usual size. Luckily right now all Jane wanted to focus on right now was Maura's hands on her.
Slowly moving towards Jane's left breast Maura started very gently to caress her right breast with her thumb knowing how sensitive it was.
"Oh Boy."Jane muttered arching her back feeling her entire body responding to the new stimulation.
Feeling Jane's heart hammering her chest Maura started to kiss her left breast tenderly before starting to draw circles around her already erect nipples with her tongue.
Laying on her back feeling her entire body shaking Jane was discovering sensations she had never experienced before. It seemed like Maura knew exactly how and where to touch her. She was gentle enough not to cause Jane any pain or discomfort but stimulative enough to make Jane stop breathing.
Drawing circles around Jane's nipple with the tip of her tongue Maura couldn't believe how soft and tasty Jane's skin was. Jane unlike a lot of her previous lovers smelled naturally good, her natural body odor was always very sweet and fresh and now Maura was able to taste how sweet her skin also was.
"Don't forget to breath, I don't want you to pass out on me, not yet at least."Looking up at her Maura could see that Jane was holding her breath.
"Yeah, don't worry, just don't stop."Jane smiled stroking Maura's hair with her fingers.
Feeling Jane's chest rising higher and falling slower at every stroke of her tongue Maura felt encouraged and started to innocently roam her fingers on Jane's belly gently tickling her belly button.
Hearing no objection Maura took a deep breath before sliding her hand inside her PJs'.
Feeling Maura's fingers slowly caressing her thigh Jane parted her legs wide enough for Maura to place her hand between them.
Smiling at Jane's invitation Maura replied by moving her hands between Jane's legs unprepared for she was about to encounter.
"Oh God, you're swamped."Her hand on Jane's entrance Maura could literally feel the juice streaming down her girlfriend's folds.
"Yeah you have that effect on me." Jane replied a bit embarrassed to be that wet after only a few minutes of gentle foreplay.
"Looks like it."Gently starting to caress Jane's swollen clitoris Maura started to wander her tongue on Jane's belly all the way down to her pants.
"Oh sweet jesus." Jane said herself feeling Maura's middle fingers stroking her clitoris.
Rolling her eyes forcing herself to breath Jane had to fight not to come right on the spot. Her clitoris was so sensitive that a simple stroke could ignite an explosion of pleasure in her pants but she knew Maura wanted to take her time and she also wanted to make that precious moment last as long as possible.
Pulling Jane's pants down Maura continued to kiss Jane's belly whispering things her girlfriend could barely hear.
"Now I'm going to taste you until you faint." Looking up at Jane determined to give her the most mind blowing orgasm of her life Maura parted Jane's legs wider and started licking her clitoris while caressing her entrance with her finger tips.
Feeling Maura's tongue literally devouring her Jane's head started spinning, she could not see or hear anything. All she could focus was Maura's making love to her like no one else did before, with passion but delicateness too, taking her time, exploring her , listening to her responses carefully.
"Wow, easy tiger." Jane said arching her back as she felt Maura's tongue unexpectedly thrusting inside her folds.
"Don't you like it?"Rising her head, licking her lips Maura was unsettled. Jane's seemed to be enjoying herself so why would she ask her to stop?
"No no sweetheart I love it very much, it's just that I think we should slow down a bit or I might just explode on your face." Jane pouted slightly embarrassed.
"Oh…Well we should slow down then. I want us to take our time."Maura replied trailing kisses on Jane's body all the way up to her wonderful lips.
"I'm sorry it's just those freaking hormones I feel so horny all the time."
"Ouch, that hurt. I thought it was me licking and caressing you that turned you on."Maura replied rolling on her back faking being hurt.
"Oh Maura, no. I'm sorry. Of course what were doing drives me nuts. By the way why am I the only one naked on that bed?"
"Have we been fantasizing about seeing me naked Detective?" Maura replied rolling back on top of her.
"Me fantasizing?NEVER! A fantasy is something you will never come true, but I always knew you and I would end up together." Sitting up in bed helping Maura to pull her top up Jane was immediately amazed by how perfect her breasts were, more amazing than in her wildest dream.
"You did?"Her arms around Jane's neck half naked Maura never felt so comfortable in her entire life.
"Well at least I was hoping that one of us would find the courage to speak up. What you said the other day was wrong : we would have ended up together even if I haven't gotten pregnant. " Wandering her fingers on Maura's back trying not to stare at her imposing breasts.
"You're right I think the more time passed the more painful it was for me. Feel free to touch if you want." Placing Jane's hand on her breasts seeing she could barely looked at her in the eye Maura found herself instantly shivering as she felt her girlfriend's hand cupping her breasts.
"God I can't believe those are mine now." Jane said licking her lips as she started to tickle Maura's right breast with her thumb.
"Oh boy..Yes I'm all yours, today and every other day. " Pressing her lips against Jane's Maura slowly dragged her fingers towards Jane's fold and was immediately able to feel the warmth streaming between her legs.
Pushing Jane back on her pillow Maura had enough, she couldn't wait another minute to taste her again. Dragging her tongue between Jane's breasts while gently caressing her belly Maura suddenly felt the baby kicking . Smiling as she felt his little feet hammering Jane's belly Maura took a minute to marvel at the beauty of the spectacle their son was giving them.
"How about you stay up here and use your beautiful hands?"Blowing a tender kiss on Maura's finger tips Jane didn't want her to disappear between her legs, she wanted her to stay with her and to kiss her.
"You didn't like when I was down there?" Maura frowned.
"Of course I did but I would really like you to continue kissing me."Jane replied pulling her up.
"Alright, alright."
Because Maura was unable to stay on top of Jane the two women settled on their sides facing each other . For the next hour Maura continued to kiss Jane wandering her fingers on her gorgeous body, memorizing every single curve. Knowing how sensitive Jane was Maura started to gently tickle her clitoris with her middle finger while still continuing kissing her.
"Oh God Maura, those hands of yours." Jane moaned closing her legs on Maura's hand slowly rubbing her inner thighs against it.
"You like it baby?How about that?"Maura whispered thrusting one then two fingers deep into Jane's folds.
"Holly crap." Jane panted feeling her inner muscles clenching around Maura's fingers almost immediately.
Encouraged Maura started to plunge her fingers in and out of Jane's folds, thrusting deeper and pulling out slower every time.
Feeling Jane breathing on her face and shaking under her touch Maura found herself more aroused than she ever felt before. Finally being able to share that special moment with the woman she has been in love with for so long almost brought tears to her eyes. Feeling Maura pushing her fingers inside her as far as she could Jane who was eager to feel her deep started to rock her hips in rhythm with her girlfriend's thrusts. Feeling Jane literally riding her hand Maura inserted a third finger inside her hoping it would send her over the edge.
Kissing her passionately increasing the rhythm of her thrusts Maura was eager to see Jane unleash her pleasure and reach climax.
"Oh Maura, right there stop."Feeling a violent wave running through her entire body Jane was hit but the most intense orgasm she had never experienced in her life. Closing her legs on Maura trapping her fingers inside , kissing her eyes closed Jane never felt in sync with anyone else before.
Feeling Jane's finger clenching around her fingers Maura managed to press her thumb against her clitoris and started to tickle it nicely hoping to increasing Jane's pleasure. Keeping her eyes close as they continued to kiss Maura could feel Jane's entire body shaking and shivering and her girlfriend's breath shortening.
She had pictured this moment for months, years even but never imagine making love to Jane would be such an incredible experience. Actually she always pictured Jane as being the guy, and always thought she would insist on satisfying her first. Luckily for Maura being pregnant made Jane more sensitive and more incline to accept switching roles. Even if at first she felt her reluctant to being taken care off Maura could now feel that Jane was slowly allowing her to be her care taker and feeling her climaxing on her hand Maura was grateful that Jane trusted her enough to let her take the lead .
Feeling her head spinning from the lack of oxygen it took Jane about two minutes to finally part her legs freeing Maura's hand and to open her eyes still unable to believe what had just happened to her.
"Hey baby, stay with me." Maura whispered wiping a tear of Jane's face with her thumb.
"I'm sorry it's those freaking hormones." Jane joked finally opening her eyes.
"Don't worry about it, you're still my hero." Kissing her forehead Maura knew that lashing out like that was hard for Jane who was usually so in control and who had serious intimacy issues.
Laying in bed naked their arms and legs wrapped around each other the two women were lacking words to describe how they felt. As much as Jane was trying to deny it wasn't her hormones that made her cry but Maura, what her girlfriend did to her, for her. Never in her life she had felt so safe, taken care of and listened to. Maura seemed to have this ability to guess what Jane wanted and needed just by carefully looking at her or feeling her, it was almost a gift. Laying there both women wondered why it had taken them so long to be together but right now none of that mattered , all the two women wanted was to focus on was their future family not all the irrational fears that kept them from being together for so long.
Alright guys as you know I'm not comfortable with love scenes, if you want more please show me your interest...:)
