Total Drama Torture
Chapter 13
The End Of My Story
Gwen
Nothing
That's what we all had become
Nothing
Broken
Scared of our own shadows
Unable to trust anyone
Numb
Why?
Why us?
Why now?
Why?
How?
How could they be so heartless?
How can they sleep?
What?
What could make them do this?
What could inspire some one to do this?
No
No
No I will NOT be another victim of their fury and random acts of violence
I will NOT just lay down and die
No
No
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I sat up
I looked around
There was only 3 girls left
Counting me
I got up and ran out the door
I got outside and stood there
I just started walking around in circles not really knowing what to do
"Hey there"
I looked up at Trent and smiled
He always made me feel better
"I have a present for you" He said smiling
"Oh really?" I asked smiling
"Yep"
"Where is it?"
"You don't get it just yet"
"Why?"
"I have to finish a couple little details." He then laughed quietly as if there was some inside joke I was missing
"What so funny?"
"You'll know soon enough"
???
I slowly dragged my self along slowly
"Come on!" The taller boy of the two complained, "You got to keep up!"
"Well SORRY! I'd say I don't remember you being this bitchy but in case you forgot I don't remember you AT ALL!!! " I hissed
The shorter one sighed and muttered something under his breath
After an unmeasurable amount of time I started whining out of hunger
"I. Need. Food." I whined
"FINE! JEEZ IF IT'LL GET YOU TO SHUT UP I'LL GO GET SOME FOOD!"
I smiled feeling accomplished
"Okay, I'll go back to with her and you go get some food, okay?" The shorter one said trying to make peace
"Fine."
We walked quietly to the campsite we had built
I sat down in side the small tent-like house me had and waited
I always felt really akward near the short one
He was working on something else not looking at me
I stared at the ground when I shuddered
I saw my stomach
"We really need to get you to a hospital,"
I looked up suprised
He looked at me sternly
"I hate this..." I muttered
He smiled slightly
"We all do..."
I sat there not knowing what to do
He looked up at me
"Lets see if we can dig deeper in your mind," He said suddenly
I sat confused
"What we do is we try to get you to remember things." He explained
He walked around gathering random things
"I've heard even small things can trigger memories,"
He picked up a couple of things and put them in front of me
He sat there waiting
I picked up a cloth
Nope
A piece of paper with something on it
Nope
I picked up a small purple flower
Lavender...
I smiled at it
Something about it seemed to bring me joy
I held it up to my face and sniffed it
I remembered...
My Mom
She always had lavender perfume on
She loved lavenders
Lavender Perfume
Lavender colored walls
Lavender Shampoo
One night I came home to crying
I walked up stairs to see my dad crying outside the bathroom
I don't really remember what happened next but I do remember one this
Mom killed herself
She was found in the bathtub
With her will on the sink
My dad never got remarried
and I still hear him cry some times at night
I threw the flower into the darkness and pulled myself into a ball and started to cry
He wrapped his arm around me
"What's wrong?" He asked over and over again
"I remembered..." I cried
He nodded
"It's okay... It's all gonna be okay Heather"
OHMAIGAWD!!!
I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 chapters left
maybe 1
SQUECK!!!
You know why im' happy?
CAUSE WE BUILD THIS CITY!!!
XP
sigh...
I reread my old chappies
and they SUCK!!!!
Admit it
They TOTALLY do
DX
I shall rewrite them
(later)
((ALOT later))