a/n:Yeah, sorry for the delay. I'd like to take this moment to spare a thought for those in Christchurch affected by the earthquake. My prayers are with those who are grieving, who are still waiting to hear of the missing, and who are lost and displaced. We not long suffered the heart-wrenching tragedy of losing the 29 Miners at Pike River, we now stand next to you to give our support and our love. Kia kaha. Je t'aime. xox
Broken and Untamed
Chapter 13
A few days past in a blur of rest, watching DVDs, Alice, Edward and timed visits from Jacob when there were no Cullens present. I started catching up on my missed schoolwork in between relaxing and zoning out. I was beginning to look forward to school for the social interaction but feeling nervous at the same time. I guess that was the anxiety and I'd get used to it if it didn't disappear altogether. I also kind of missed Angela.
Charlie finally agreed to go fishing with a couple of friends from La Push as long as I was babysat. He was hesitant at first but finally allowed me to spend the day with Jacob.
"Wow… I just… I…"
"She's looking good right?" Jacob folded his arms admiring his workmanship on the ute.
"I thought it was close to written-off?"
"Bella, you can't just write off a classic. Besides, they don't build them like they used to."
Jake explained the work he had done, he lost me at "chassis" and "panels" so I just nodded and took in his enthusiasm for his hobby. I was in complete awe of his ability, his commitment to his project. His eyes gleamed as he spoke with a passion.
"So, is this okay?" Jake held open a pot of paint breaking my chain of thought.
"Huh?"
"Bella, have you listened to any of what I've said?" Jacob chuckled. "This is the colour I picked for your ute. A few more days and I should be able to paint."
I looked in the pot to see a shiny jet black shimmering back at me.
"It's better than what I had imagined."
"Not too black?" Jacob asked hesitantly.
"Hrm…"
"What? You don't like it?" Jake's voice trailed off.
I dipped my finger in the paint and swirled it a little before examining the paint running down my finger.
"Don't waste it!" Jacob shut the lid and put the paint tin on the workbench.
"I just wanted a good look." I pouted.
"I could put a bit on some card or something."
I grinned mischievously as I approached Jake with my painted finger edging towards him.
"I don't think so." Jacob laughed as he backed up until the workbench stopped him. His hands were held up in front of him mocking defence.
"Oh, I think so." I smiled daringly.
"You better not…" and within seconds Jake had a shimmering jet black line down his cheek.
"You so didn't!" Jacob was wide-eyed.
"Oh, I think I did." I beamed.
"You better not start something you can't finish." Jake grinned widely.
"Bring it." I giggled.
Jake spun around and grabbed a brush out of an oil pan and faced me again.
I laughed as I picked up the nearest tool, a torque wrench.
"On guard!" I laughed.
We exchanged a couple of parries and I was swept with the brush up my arm.
"You didn't!" I gasped.
"Oh, I think I did!" Jake laughed as he licked the brush across my neck.
We stood braced to lunge in any direction. Jake lurched forward with the brush outstretched and I shirked back dropping the wrench and running behind a covered vehicle.
"You're not that fast, Jake." I tormented.
"I was being nice. I am way faster."
"Yeah right!" I laughed.
"When I catch you I'll give you something to laugh about!" Jake sprung forward around the vehicle.
I grabbed the cover and pulled it as I circled revealing a Rabbit in the midst of a rebuild, no doors and missing panels. Jake jumped on the cover and just missed catching me. I laughed as I completed the full circle of the car.
Grinning devilishly at my minor accomplishment, Jake threw the brush aside and grabbed the Rabbit roof sliding across it on his torso. I yelped and jumped inside the car scrambling across the driver's seat making my way across to the passenger's side before I felt Jake's hands grasp my waist.
I squealed and roared with laughter at my poor attempt to wrestle out of his hold. Then he spun me over pinning my hands above my head.
"I think I have you." Jake panted.
"I think…" I squirmed, "you may be right." I giggled.
Our eyes locked and the comical situation evaporated as the sexual tension escalated between us. Jake's eyes deepened and on impulse, or probably habit, I bucked my pelvis to meet his.
"Oh Bella…" Jake whimpered before his lips met mine burning hot with lust.
His kisses were hot and heavy. This had been building in him for a long time. I had noticed the tension the last few days. My subconscious was yelling "Stop! Pull back! This isn't what you want!" but it shrunk back to a small corner in my mind while I let my desire dominate the rest of me.
I struggled to the hem of Jake's tee shirt and pulled hard until I had fought it off him, throwing it over my head. It knocked some tools over as it landed and I began running my hands across the ripples of Jake's well-toned abdomen.
Jake gazed into my eyes and I caught a mischievous glint before I felt his hands run down my sides swiftly as he pulled off my jersey and top, balled them up, and then threw them in the same direction as his shirt. With a clatter of tools hitting the floor, Jake cocked his eyebrow grinning wolfishly and began running big kisses down my neck.
He trailed across my shoulder then followed my collarbone kissing down between my breasts. Jake's hands, large and warm, arched the centre of my back unclasping my bra within seconds. It too was flung across the shed. I ran my hands up and down his torso. God, those muscles had me aching for him already. I skimmed my fingers across to his centre along the waistband of his jeans and slowly undid them.
Jake groaned exhaling then returned to kissing my breast whilst kneading the other. I reached down as far as I could, pulling his jeans down then lifting my legs to push his jeans completely to the end of his feet. I felt him move and kick of his boots completing the removal of his clothes.
With his mouth returning to mine, his tongue ducking in and out exploring my mouth, Jake leaned on one arm and unbuttoned my jeans. He trailed his fingers up the centre of my abdomen causing a whimper to escape through our kissing. He trailed his fingers gently down my centre and unzipped my jeans.
Jake paused and sat up.
"You sure?" He cocked his eyebrow.
I grinned and nodded.
"You can say no and I won't be hurt." Jake tilted his head.
"I'm sure." I whispered as my eyes ducked down to Jake's abdomen and trailed meeting his eyes. His consideration of me was enough to make me want him even more, right here and now.
Jake flicked down the passenger sun visor and a strip of condoms slipped out into his hand.
"Handy." I coked my eyebrow at Jacob.
"Well, I was hoping she'd get christened once she was on the road."
I kept my facial expression firm taunting him.
"What? A guy can dream." Jake shrugged.
"Enough talking." I smiled and Jake planted kisses on me again fervently than before.
My jeans flung out behind him and he scooped me up leaning himself through the front seats to the back setting me astride him. I kissed his neck down the centre of his chest pulling off his boxers using my feet again to move them down the rest of his legs. Leaning back I grasped the girth of him causing a moan to escape his parted lips.
Jake leaned forward running his tongue along my collar bone removing my g-string on leg at a time. He leaned back and ripped the condom packet with his teeth taking control and putting it on before slipping his hands onto my hips. With a firm gaze of hunger in his eyes boring into mine, he slid me down onto the length of him.
"Mmmph!" I moaned as he grunted.
He lifted me again and my lips met his as he filled me again. With a couple more thrusts I lifted my hands to his hair gripping tightly as I moved up and down, his pelvis lifting to mine.
"Ffffffuck!" Jake groaned as we soon came together.
I panted into Jake's necked sated with relief. It may have been quick but I figured we had both restrained ourselves long enough considering our individual histories. Our rugged breathing slowed and Jake ran his hand through my hair, down my back and then back up lifting my chin. He kissed me softly and smiled.
"This doesn't count."
"Huh?"
"We have to christen the Rabbit again when she's on the road too."
I laughed. "Deal."
We eventually found our scattered clothes and dressed before Jake tenderly tucked in his precious Rabbit, kissing the front guard before dropping the final corner of the cover.
I rolled my eyes and giggled. "Boys and their toys."
Jake shrugged and wrapped his arm around me as we walked toward the house. We nestled on a small sofa surfing through channels on the TV before settling on a Jackie Chan movie and eating corn chips. My phone sounded a text message from Charlie. I went outside for a smoke as I checked it.
"Hope you kids are behaving."
I contemplated various replies smirking before replying.
"Watching movies, eating chips. Any bites?"
I snapped my phone shut and put it in my pocket taking a drag on my smoke as it blurted out again.
"A few. Harry has enough for dinner already. Back just after 5.00."
"Cool. Will have sides waiting. xx"
I sighed as "Resistance" by Muse played from my phone again making me jump. There was no way that Charlie could text that fast.
"Miss me yet?"
I furrowed my eyebrows and looked up as Jake laughed.
"You're so cute when you look frustrated."
He had no idea about how frustrated I was actually feeling.
"Geez Jake!" I laughed.
He leapt of the deck swooping me up in his arms planting a large kiss on my lips.
"So what shall we do?" Jake asked lowering me back to the ground.
"The guys will be back for dinner."
"Plenty of time." Jake grinned as he took my hand and led me back to the house.
I flicked my cigarette butt away as we walked up the deck. Jake turned to shut the door behind us and lifted me over his shoulder.
"Jake!" I yelled laughing and pounding his back lightly with my fists as he strode effortlessly down the hallway to his bedroom.
Jake laid me on his bed, pushed his door slightly then crawled up the foot of his bed hovering above me. His chocolate eyes were deep again and his right index finger ran tenderly up the centre of my forehead tracing my hairline down my neck to the centre of my collarbone where Jake lowered his head and started kissing me slowly and more tenderly than earlier.
I ran my hands through Jake's hair, down the back of his neck, trailing his broad shoulders then down to his backside. He sat up and removed his shirt then removed mine before lowering back down to kiss my jaw line up to my ear. I tilted my head to give Jake better access taking in a trembling breath wondering if this was what it felt like to actually make love.
I groaned running my fingers up his sides and across his shoulders as I felt the warmth and aching for him down below. I slipped my hand into Jake's pants circling my fingers around him. He pushed himself into me grunting and in a sift movement Jake opened a box under his bed pulling out a condom packet holding it between his teeth while he removed my pants then his. I grabbed the condom and smiled as Jake froze.
I sat up tearing the wrapper and slowly rolling it onto him as he closed his eyes and hissed. I moved my hand around and cupped him but before I could do anything else, Jake pushed me back down, lined himself up and entered me forcing the held breaths from the both of us.
Jake paused and I waited for him to regain himself. When his eyes met mine, I bit my bottom lip and circled my pelvis. He moaned and pressed his lips hard on mine, our tongues fighting and our pelvises thrusting hard to each other. I wrapped my legs around Jake and could feel he was close.
"Uh… shiiiiiit…" Jake hissed as he came hard.
I wasn't fully satisfied with the Rabbit escapade and I didn't see the point of making an effort and getting nothing out of it. I used the opportunity of Jake's body relaxing after his climax to turn him over and sit astride him with him still in me. His eyes were wide, bewildered, as I pushed his hands either side of his head sitting up on him and resting my hands on his chest as I started rocking myself. I closed my eyes making sure I could feel what was left of his erection to my fullest and advantage. Having had plenty of experience with this, a few manoeuvres and Jake was hardening again inside me.
"Fuck Bella…" Jake groaned as his hands grabbed my waist as he started pulling me onto him thrusting his pelvis harder.
"That's what I'm doing, Jake." I smirked, my voice hard and heavy.
As my body tensed and tightened I looked into Jake's eyes to gauge where he was at, not quite where I wanted him to be. I needed this, the control, the letting go, a decent fucking orgasm.
I slid myself up Jake's length slowly and before he could protest, I tilted my pelvis teasing the head of his erection then pushed hard and fast onto him pausing for the reaction…
"Fffffuck!"
Yeah, that was it.
Twice more and we were both ready.
Utterly spent, we lay together silently. A few moments later Jake's arm slid off my back and I lifted my head watching his breathing changed to snoring. I rested my chin on his chest and tried not to giggle as I watched. My eyes wandered to the clock on the shelf. Four thirty. Shit!
I bolted upright and threw on my clothes slapping Jake's shoulder as I threw on my jersey.
"What the f… shit… What time is it?" Jake groaned.
"Time to get up or Charlie will have his gun in your face."
Jake chuckled. "Bella, I doubt that Charlie would…"
"You want to chance it? He's always on duty even when he's, well… not." I grimaced. "You know, there's a possibility that I might be daddy's girl?"
"Sure, sure."
"Ugh!" I stormed out ignoring Jake and heading to the kitchen.
I rummaged around grabbing what I could and started chopping vegetables. Jake sauntered in and wrapped his arms around me kissing my neck.
"Jake…" I stopped and turned to face him placing my hands on his forearms effectively stopping him in his tracks. "You and me… this…" I gestured between us, "You'll want to tone it down if you want it to keep happening."
"Why? Scared your Dad won't like me? Because newsflash, Bella, he's like an Uncle to me."
"I'm aware of that, that's why he can't know that were doing more than just kissing."
"Do you think Charlie, you know, the local law enforcer" Jake gestured speech marks with his fingers "doesn't have a clue? The last I knew, he was your Dad and knows about both of our pasts and that it's highly possible, in fact, really obvious that we're going to fuck at some point whether it was today or next week?"
I cringed at Jake's term bursting my little love bubble.
"I'm aware of that." I snapped. "I'm also aware that he thinks we're being responsible and supportive of each other, taking it slow." I sighed.
"Yeah, okay." Jake plodded into the lounge.
The female in me wanted to continue on, the bitchy part, you know. The most reliable and instinctual side of me, the part that was kicking me for not listening to my subconscious earlier, decided to drop it.
Needless to say dinner was great, the company less so. No wonder I liked older guys, none of this childish, bruised ego bullshit, but it really wouldn't fit well if Jake wanted to brag to our Dads about his latest screw. As much as I liked Jake, I was beginning to have regrets about our relationship already. I seriously started considering going back to the one-night stand routine but before dinner was over, I convinced myself to make an effort and stay on the responsible path I had chosen to take. It couldn't be that hard, could it?