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Erin sat on the chair on the hallway, close to the ICU, knew that Jay was there but she was not allowed to see him. She wished she got an update on how he was but she guessed that they were still working on him. He was taken in emergency surgery but there was nobody that could tell her everything and it worried her. She was so scared to lose him.

Voight came walking in and she was so glad that he was there, as it was nice not to be alone. She had been alone in the room in Lima and now it frightened her. When she had awoken Jay and Antonio had been there and Voight had been by her side too and she had stayed there, but this was the first time she was really alone, although she knew that Danton could not enter the hospital because of all the police security, it still frightened her, like he could walk in any second to hurt her and Jay. Voight sat down beside her.

''I hate it here. I hate this place.'' Voight said then, softly and Erin nodded.

''It is where you lost Camille.'' Erin said.

''Yes.'' He said and he stood up, took a deep breath before he sat down again. He remembered when his wife had been in there and it was the place he had lost her. It was the last place he had held his wife in his arms and looking beside at Erin, he did not want this to be the place she had to say goodbye to Jay. Slowly he laid his arm around her and Erin laid her head against his shoulder. That is how they had been sitting there then, too.

''I remember saying goodbye to her and then you just crawled on the bed with her and took her in your arms.'' Erin said, her voice shaking.

''Justin couldn't stop crying.'' Voight said, slowly.

''No…'' Erin said, so sad as she remembered that day. It was almost ten years ago, when she was still living with them, almost moving out but in those last few months, she wanted to be with Camille.

''She passed away in my arms, she knew she was going to die.'' Voight said. ''From the moment she heard that the cancer had metastasized to her head she knew she was going to die and she only spend time with me and you and Justin…we should have had been ready.''

''I don't think we never could have been ready for it.'' Erin said then and Voight nodded.

''I just don't want you to have to say goodbye to Jay. Saying goodbye to the person you love the most is the hardest. ''

''I won't have to let go of him, I am sure. He is going to pull through.'' Erin said then and Voight nodded with a smile.

''You are right, I am sure, he is going to be okay.'' Voight said and Erin closer her eyes, her head still against his shoulder.

''I won two tickets for the Blackhawks in a bet with my neighbor. Do you want to come with me?'' Jay asked as they were getting coffee and she shrugged.

''I don't know.''

''Come on, it will be fun, you are going with me.''

She made a sigh sound. ''That is exactly the problem in this question. I do want to go to the Blackhawks…but with you? Not so sure.'' She smirked and he just shook his head.

''Good, then I will enjoy these myself.''

''Oh shut up, I will go with you.'' She said then and Jay smiled.

''Good, I will pick you up at eight.'' He said then, pouring the last bit of coffee in her cup, not having any for himself anymore. She looked surprised.

''Don't worry, this all for you.'' He said then, ready to make some new coffee.''

''Thank you, very charming.'' She said then.

''Especially for you.'' He smiled. ''Got to show you tonight will be good, right?''

''Right.'' Erin smiled before she walked out.''

Erin opened her eyes for a second, waking up in the waiting room by the ICU again. Voight was gone beside her and she guessed he was away to get some coffee. She smiled as she thought about this first date and with a smile on her face she fell asleep.

Jay walked behind Erin, carrying their drinks as they walked into the United Centre and got to the chairs of the tickets that they had. She was smiling at him as the match started because she really liked being here with him.

''If they score, will I get a kiss?'' Jay asked then.

''Oh shut up.'' She said. Maybe she did want to kiss him but she knew that Voight would never approve their relationship, so why would she risk that they would really getting close.

Suddenly there was a goal and he looked at her. Suddenly he moved forward and Erin wanted to object but she wanted it, she loved him and their lips touched. Carefully his tongue pressed against her lips and she opened them and shared a passionate kiss.

Suddenly she heard a gunshot and Jay fell against her. Blood was streaming over her hand as she touched the back of his head and suddenly she was Danton Woodley walking towards them, pointing his gun at her.

A hand grabbed her shoulder and she woke up, her mouth open as she almost wanted to scream when she saw the nurse. Voight standing beside her.

''I am sorry, I didn't want to startle you, I just wanted to tell you can see him for a bit.'' The nurse said and Erin nodded, followed her.

''What caused the seizure?'' She asked then, worried as they also get taken him in surgery.

''There was a small fragment of the bullet still in his head and we got out again, but it caused the seizure. Actually, it was pushing against the nerve that is connected with his eyes, so we have good hope that he will also regain his sight very soon. He will be alright, don't worry.''

''He had a major seizure, so I worry.'' Erin just said.

''Well, he suffered a traumatic brain injury so he might get seizures more often, but maybe not, we will find out as he recovers.''

Erin felt sad as she heard that but then they walked into the ICU room Jay was in. He was in the bed, a new bandage around his head and fast asleep, but she knew he would be okay.

''I am right here.'' Erin whispered, sitting down by his bed, kissing him on his cheek and she held his hand, more for herself than for him, because he was still completely knocked out by the medication.

''I am here and I am not letting you again.'' She whispered then, smiling that he was okay. They would get through all of this.


NOTE: Jay had a seizure because of a small bullet part but luckily they removed it and are more hopeful that he will regain his sight. Erin is really worried though and she is still having nightmares about Danton and with him now being caught yet, will he really get after them again?

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