Gomen-nasi! I didn't have time to update again! Never imagined that homework and assignments would be doubling with the semester ending soon! Wow, already one semester, lol. Yah, I've been busy with homework and I limited my time on the computer too, less time on the computer more time with homework. AND ALSO EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK ARGH! Going crazy just studying! Have to cram three subjects into my head...well english you can't really study for but whatever, it's SHAKEsphere lol! Science n French...oh well....gonna pass frenchfor sure..but science...ARGHHHHH! Anways...Here's the FINAL CHAPTER!) happy reading!

Find the Past

Chapter 14 Gone

Sakura had tears pouring out of her eyes, "Gomen-nasi...Syaoran..." She sobbed and ran back into the mansion. Syaoran stood there stunned and speechless, he looked away and just continued walking.

"Syaoran! Get back here!" He heard Meiling holler, but he didn't care, he was too hurt inside to care. Syaoran just continued walking, then a hot stream of tears started coming out of his eyes, he didn't bother wiping it, instead he let it drip down onto the ground.

It started to rain, and Syaoran was still walking slowly, in the rain. It felt like everything was against him now. Then something came to his mind, today was Sakura's birthday, now he felt guility. It seemed that he had ruined her birthday. He sighed, and he had a present for her if he ever found out where her remains were.

All of a sudden, a car whoosh by, the wet water from car splashed onto Syaoran. Syaoran was soaked from the wet dirty water from the car and the rain. How bad can this day go?

He continued walking, then he noticed a girl with an umbrella was walking his way. He didn't care, he looked down and continued walking. The girl with the umbrella stopped infront of Syaoran and covered him from the rain, she took a handkerchief and wiped Syaoran's face.

"Gomen-nasi..this is for you.." Was what the girl said. She handed him the umbrella and the handkerchief and ran away. He caught a glimpse of the hand that gave it to him, it had a lot scartches. Before Syaoran could look up to see the girl, she had ran away.

He looked at the handkerchief, there was a letter in it. He looked at it, the envelope was pink, he just stuffed it in his pocket and decided to look at it when he went home, he continued walking with the umbrella, that looking at the colour or anything. He didn't care what was going on, even about the letter.

When he got home, he saw Yelan at the living room sitting there.

"How was Eriol's party?"

"It was like THE BEST! We had SO much FUN!" Syaoran said sarcastically. Yelan sighed.

"Syaoran Li, maybe you should think again about what happened tonight before you ever talk to me again." With that Yelan stood up and went upstairs, but before she went to her room, she spoke. "Maybe you should look at the letter."

'Right, the letter' Syaoran thought. However, he was all wet, he decided to take a shower before reading the letter, it wasn't that important right? Just some geberish. He looked at the envelope again, maybe it was from Sakura. He gave up his thinking and decided to open it while he went upstairs.

He ripped the envelope, inside there was a jade pendant and a wolf was carved on it. He took out the letter to read it.

Dear Syaoran,

It's been about eight months already since that day, when I tried to erase your memories, I guess I didn't even have enough power to erase them and you fought back while I tried to erase them...

Flashback to that Day

"Memory, I command you to erase all of Syaoran's memories about me." Sakura whisphered. A bright white ball flew towards Syaoran and landed on him.

Syaoran was unconscious, but in his mind, he was still trying to wake up. Inside his mind, it was filled with Sakura Blossoms floating everywhere. He kept yelling Sakura.

He saw the light approach him. "Who are you?"

The light became Nadeshiko. "So you are Syaoran?"

"Hai! Where's Sakura?"

"Do not worry Syaoran, she's still here, inside of you, I'm Sakura's okaa-san."

"Kinomoto-san, what has happened to Sakura?"

"Don't worry so much Syaoran, I won't erase your memories about Sakura, Sakura is just doing this in order not to harm you. Pretend that you have lost your memories about Sakura so nobody will suspect a thing."

"Why? WHY?" Syaoran screamed.

End of Flashback

....Okaa-san told me she didn't erase your memories about me, she said what I did was selfish, demo, I didn't want to hurt you Syaoran.

Kero...was...sealed, he was sealed away by Yoki into a card. The only way I could bring him out was by summoning him with my magic. I'm still trying to find a way to bring back Kero into the world without summoning him.

After the incident, I fell into a coma, Eriol and Tomoyo thought I would never wake up. My internal organs were damaged and I had lost a lot of blood during the fight. After I woke up, I felt much better, my organs had healed probably by my magic, and my aura was full of power again...

'Was that the power I felt four months ago?' Syaoran wondered.

Flashbacks

Syaoran was walking home from school with Eriol, and a sudden immense power hit him. He stopped walking.

"Eriol did you feel that? Is it evil?" Syaoran spun around slowly to try and trace down which way the aura came from.

"Syaoran, calm down, you just probably felt something else. I didn't feel anything."Although Eriol already knew who it was.

End of Flashback

....I told Eriol and Tomoyo not to tell anybody that I was alive, I changed my identiy to Cherry Blossom, the popular singer you saw tonight. I went to a private school nearby and lived at Eriol's place. Onii-chan knew I was alive, we were siblings and bonded together. Onii-chan did wonder why I wouldn't tell you why I was still alive. It was well...because....Syaoran....I...feel.....gomen-nasi...I hope you can forgive me..

Sakura

P.S. I'm moving to Hong Kong with Touya and Kaho tonight...gomen for the short notice...

Syaoran was all confused now. What did she feel? Was it pity? Fear? What was it! He was being driven crazy right now. 'Wait, she said she was leaving tonight, crap what time is it?' He looked at the clock, it was 10pm. He quickly went on his computer to check the flights that were leaving Tomoeda to Hong Kong.

The next flight was taking off at 11pm, he had one hour to get there. He quickly ran out of the house to catch a taxi.

"Tomoeda Airport, get there has fast as you can and I'll pay you double." Syaoran told the driver.

At the Airport...10:45

"Are you sure about this Sakura? You could stay with me.." Eriol looked at Sakura.

"Gomen-nasi, demo, I'm planning to start a new life in Hong Kong and hoping to start a singing career, we'll stay in touch still." She smiled.

"Oh Sakura!" Tomoyo hugged Sakura tightly. Tears were coming out of her eyes. "Do you have to leave? I won't be able to see you in person anymore."

Sakura patted Tomoyo, and spoke sadly. "Tomoyo, you'll do fine, don't worry I'll be back to visit and besides I'll phone you everyday." Sakura let go of her best friend. "I'll be boarding soon."

"Aren't you going to wait for the gaki?" Touya asked. "Touya!" Kaho exclaimed. 'He's asking for it..' Sakura thought. Right when Sakura was about to stomp on Touya's foot, he heard someone scream her name and Kaho whacked him on the head. "SAKURA!"

Sakura turned around to see it was Yukito. (don't you wish it was Syaoran?) "Yukito!" Sakura ran and hugged him.

"Gomen, I came so late, I had to work for night shift at the bakery store. I have a gift for you. It is your birthday." Yukito handed Sakura a small wrapped box. "Arigatou Yukito!" Sakura gave him a friendly hug.

"Come back and visit Sakura, you too Touya-kun."

"Don't worry we will my good friend." Touya patted Yukito.

"Would everybody from flight 107 Tomoeda to Hong Kong please board now, flight 107 Tomoeda to Hong Kong.." The P.A. announced.

"Wait before we all leave we need to take a picture!" Tomoyo exclaimed and took out her digital camera.

"Oh I brought my digital camera too! Use mine's too!" Sakura took one out of her bag. Tomoyo asked someone from the crowd to help them take a picutre, after that it was good-bye. Tears flew from Tomoyo and Sakura. Kaho, Touya, Yukito and Eriol bid farewell to each other.

Before Sakura boarded the plane, she looked behind herself. 'Are you not coming Syaoran?' Sakura thought. 'If it is, syaorana....I love you'

With that Sakura left Tomoeda. Not far away, amber eyes had tears coming out. "Syaorana Sakura, I love you." The little wolf whisphered and he walked away.


(in tears) so sad....Sakura ditched Syaoran...why are things like this? cause it makes it sound so tragic..and sad....lol yah, epoligue soon (two parts..most likely)! probably after exams...which is in like two weekz (sighs heavily) must study...REVIEW PLEASE!!