The Sweetest Sin

Chapter 14

It had been a few days since I had first found the journal and this morning was not unlike others. I had tossed and turned restlessly in bed waiting for a safe moment that Inuyasha would be gone from his room for me to go steal a peak of my fantasy. And then have to remind myself, yet again, that it was nothing more. What never was, and never could be, regardless of how close it seemed, I knew it was always a million miles away. Or even just a centimeter from my grasp, but it didn't matter because despite how hard I tired, I would never reach it.

So eventually I fed the hunger inside me and snuck to Inuyasha's room again and delved into his journal, devouring his words passionately, as if they were the air I breathed. But I was too enveloped in my need to read those words again, I had been careless. This time I had not waited long enough, and had misjudged Inuyasha, making a fatal error.

Lost in my own word, I didn't even hear him enter from his bathroom, where he had taken a little longer in his morning shower. I stiffened as I felt hot breath on my shoulder, and dropped the journal. I slowly turned my head to meet Inuyasha's fiery gaze.

"What…are you…doing." He asked slowly, teeth gritted and fists clenched. He looked like he might explode.

"I, uh, nothing, I mean, I was just…" I floundered, caught off guard and terrified.

"Were you reading my PRIVATE journal?" He asked, obviously trying to contain his rage.

"No, I, of course not—"

"DON'T LIE TO ME!" He shouted, and grabbed my wrist, practically throwing me up off the bed and to my feet. "THAT WAS MY PRIVATE JOURNAL! YOU HAVE NO FUCKING BUSINESS LOOKING IN THERE! I should have known I couldn't trust you! They were right, humans are worthless lying deceitful betraying bastards!" He voice dropped dangerously low, his eyes glinting furiously, "I thought you were different. How naiive I was!" He laughed horribly, a terrible smile on his lips.

I stared in shock at him, unable to speak. My heart had plummeted, I felt nauseous, and I felt a lump forming in my throat.

"Well, now you know." He whispered venomously, "Are you happy?" I shook my head slowly, unable to make the words come.

"GET OUT!" He bellowed, pointing to the door. I couldn't help it any longer, tears began to stream down my face. "I said GET OUT!" He yelled even louder, and threw me towards the door. I tripped form the force and fell to my knees, shaking with sobs in front of the door.

"You're pathetic." He snarled, and pushed me out the door, slamming it behind me.

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