Hey everyone! Another chapter welcomes itself to this story. Exciting! Anyway, I don't know about any of you, but I know that I am drowning in sweat over here. This heat is ridiculous. This chapter is short, but for good reason! Enjoy!
Savin' Me Chapter 13: Just Checking In
Somehow with the sun peaking in, I was asleep on the floor, left to my own bases. I was hoping that what I'd experienced was a dream, instead of waking up to a harsh reality and a dizzy mind. Both of those were intensified as soon as I sat up, looking around for any traces of life. When there wasn't, I stood up shakily, falling back on my knees. I slam my fist into the coffee table with force. I let out a sob and tried not to let go too far into the unconscious. I want to whisper his name, but I hold back and let it echo through my tears. My phone rings and it's so loud it affects my equilibrium. I just reach out in midair and pray the phone finds its way to my hand. When it does from my place on the floor, I answer it without looking. "Ms. Beesly?" The voice called out and I responded. "I'm here, in my head I was laughing because really? My voice sounded like it had been beaten five hundred times before it was allowed to speak. But the lady on the phone doesn't even recognize it. "I'm calling to say we missed you today at group therapy. Is everything alright?" Her voice was nice and gentle, but in my head I could only hear the accusations. "I'm fine." Scratchy, dry throat, just itching and clawing its way to the top. Ugh. How was I going to make it through this? The silence on the phone intrigued me. "Okay, well feel free to call with any questions. And just to remind you we do have transportation available if you need it." I had so many things to say, so many things that were bubbling over the top and I could feel it in my veins. "You know…." I start anger growing. It was like she was watching me from the inside of a snow globe. Just shaking me when I was finally still. I hung up, frustrated with how everything turned out. Maybe I should call Roy. That thought had been lingering since I sent Jim away. Jim doesn't deserve this. But Roy does? My mind was fighting my body and I finally stood up. Maybe it was time. Maybe it was just that time.
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