Months later

"Come on clary!"

Jace was dragging me by my hand through the woods behind his house. Junior year was over and the summer break just starting, so we were making the best of being together before senior year began and summer ended. Bringing me back over beind a tree to a creek he stopped. "What is it Jace?" I asked curious while he looked around to make sure we were all alone. Smiling he pulled me close and started kissing me intensely. Enjoying being this close to him for the moment I let his scent and the feel of his body take me over. Pulling away slowly he looked at me smiling. "Do you know what today is?" he asked me curiously still smiling. How could I not know what today was.

"Six months" I said kissing him again.

"Exactly baby"

He picked me up and started carrying me back up the hill when he handed me a black box. Looking at him acussinly I opened it and smiled at what lay infront of me. "Jace" I breathed at the sight of this ring it was a pure white dimond set on a platnuim band. He looked back at me the best he could considering he was piggy backing me. All he did was smile and have me put it on my left hand on the same exact finger his promise ring sat but on the other hand. Finally we made it back up to the porch connected to his house and walked up the small stairs sitting down. Playing around he fell back in one of the chairs bring me down on top of him his hands around my hips. Laughing I put my legs around him so we were facing each other and started playing rock paper sissors shoot. As we sat there his mom came out of the screen door and smiled at us while she set down our snacks. "Having fun clary dear?" she asked me and I shook my head. Celine looked around and then back to us snapping a picture with her Iphone. "Mom!" Jace whined after she started typing something in on her phone. She just blew him off and kept doing what she was doing then looked at us. "Come on Jace" she rolled her eyes "I was just posting it and sent it to a few family members to prove you guys are adorable!" I cracked up but Jace still seemed to think it was embarrasing and he didn't like it. His mom winked at me and started going back inside "he'll grow up one day clare I promise." She walked back inside and I turned my head to Jace who was bright red.

"Well aren't you cute" I teased him while biting his ear

"Hahaha very funny cutie"

I rolled my eyes and turned around the other way. Jace put his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him both of us leaning back a bit. Jon would've came over but he was with Acacia which I was glad for because honestly I wanted alone time with Jace at his house. When I'd first walked in his mother had lit up exctied his dad...well he had left for work in a hurry. Saying nothing to me he had walked out but he did however have enough time to shoot me a glare. Which had caused Jace to throw a pillow at his head while he walked down the hall. Now here we were two hours later calmly sitting on his porch more in love then I though we'd ever be. Fiddling with his fingers I shoved a cookie in my mouth and he just looked at me like I'd done the most perfect thing ever. Not that he didn't always look at me like that. Oh how I loved him so. When we first came back to school people were supportive about our relationship well most people. Kaelie and her gang of sluts and some jerks were not however and still weren't. Somehow though as the school year went on and people learned just how serious we were Kaelie turned so many people against me. Everyday I got hated on and people just made me misrable Jace however always got through it. He stood up for me and always didn't take anyone's crap saying how amazing I was. Never will I deserve a man or a boy like him he was too good for me and like they said it was a miracle to have him. People said I was just some other girl but I knew just how wrong they were. I may be a lot of things to Jace but I wasn't just a game or toy for him to use I was the woman he loved. If anything he showed that everyday and never let me think other wise. The fact that he even fought his dad off and told him that he was going to marry me and wanted me to be the mother of his children made it a fact. Jace herondale wasn't leaving me soon and I didn't want it any other way.

"Jace?"

"Yes?"

"I don't deserve you"

He looked at me like I was crazy now. The look he gave me said it all, I had no idea what I was saying.

"You are crazy you do deserve me I don't deserve you you're perfect and beautiful and so so sweet everyone loves you and you aren't affraid to get snippy if you need to theres never been a girl i've been attracted to or wanted other than you you're all that's ever on my mind and if those hoe bags and jerk offs can't see it then they can suck my ass because I love you and even one day if were not together which wont ever happen but let just pretend it does just like lets pretend there is a crack in the earth dooming us never to touch ever again trapping us on the other sides and its like pretending there is someone out there better looking than me see how impossible is it that we wont get married or be together? but anyway I would and always will love you Clarissa Adele Fray"

Things like that was all that ever came out of his mouth and I loved him for it. He was right I was crazy for even ever saying that to him. He wouldn't have given me all those things if he didn't care. But those things aren't what mattered it's what he did to show he loved me. He stayed with me all those nights and talked me out of my depression if he didn't love me or I didn't deserve him then he wouldn't have. Jace herondale is the reason I live and is the reason I love anyone or anything. These past few months have felt like my whole entire like and I don't want it to end. I don't want us to end not ever and hopefully it wont. Jace's hands were starting to feel around my body and I rolled my eyes. Of course the hormonal seventeen year old wanted to bang me. What seventeen year old boy wouldn't want to ever do that with his girlfriend though. He stuck out his bottom lip and I felt bad I hadn't let him touch me in almost three months and I guess he deserved it. His lips traveled to my neck and started sucking where he'd put my last hickey a few weeks ago. I moaned and I could feel his grin come into place. "Jace" I managed to get out "not another luke will kill you." He ignored it though and his other hand traveled inside of my pants causing my back to arch as he pushed his fingers in. "Jace" I warned as his fingers felt around inside of me and I started panting. "What?" he asked pressing harder and I let out a high pitched moan leaning my head against him. He stopped moving and made me look him in the eyes. I felt like he was my own fifty shades of grey book but one that I could toy with if I needed to. "Your mom" I said softly it coming out as a squeak over my panting. Rolling his eyes he took his fingers out and wiped the wetness off onto his jeans. He was so disgusting sometimes. Putting me on his back he opened the screen door and began to take me upstairs. Jace's mom saw up heading his room while she began to start the dishes and looked at Jace curiously.

"Jace no sex but seeing as you are your fathers and you can't seem to keep that thing in your pants or at least try and control it then just don't get her pregnant but I do trust her not to even let you touch her in that way"

"Don't worry celine i'll slap him if he tried"

"Thank you dear and call me mom"

"Thank you mom"

Jace jogged up to his room and locked the door setting me on his bed getting inbetween my legs. "You just lied to my mom" he said amused starting to toy with me again. I tugged at the bottons of his jeans and felt slightly guilty. "Okay yes I did" I admited but continued to let us undress each other "but how can I deny this body?" He grinned and leaned down kissing me "I could ask myself the same thing sexy." I laughed as he kissed along my neck gently and closed my eyes while I pecked his lips. "I love you" I said and he looked at me intently like he didn't want me to forget this moment "I love you to."

Omg one more chapter left OMG NOOOO I'm like mentally crying what am I going to do with my life?!