PEOPLE, NORMALLY I WOULDN'T HAVE PUT THIS STORY BACK BECAUSE I LOST ALL MY CHAPTERS, BUT THANKS TO MASTERFRANNY, A GREAT AUTHOR ON THIS SITE, I GOT BACK THE CHAPTERS, AND SO THIS STORY IS BACK ONLINE.

DISCLAIMER: to my utmost regret, I have to inform you, that I 'snick' don't

'snick' own 'snivel' Beyblade. 'Author is crying very hard by now.'

SUMMARY: When Kai was young, his father killed himself, and his mother was

already dead. His only living relative took him in, only using Kai as a lab

rat, one experiment goes wrong, and that will always be seen in Kai's dreams.

Luckily Kai is taken away to foster family's, and now he is going in his last

one, the granger's foster home. Tala/Kai.

A/N: will be slash, has rape in it, will have a thing or two that can't be

true. Hope you enjoy it, I know it will be a bit weird in the beginning.

WARNING: will have slash, rape, Mariah bashing, abuse, beatings, and who knows

what else. If you are faint from heart, read on own risk.

A/N2: this will have nothing do to with the series, only that it has the same

personages, with the same character.

IMPORTANT NOTICE: anything above the R-rating or what the new rating for R (I think it's M), please put that in a review, thanks

Chapter 14

Drake had opened the door, only to encounter a very pissed off looking Kai, he was surprised about this late night visitor, and disturbed by the look he had on his face.

The look strangely didn't look out of place on the normal very peaceful looking face of the smaller male, but it looked weird. Drake was used to seeing a calmer expression on his face.

"Is something wrong?" Drake asked, swallowing.

He didn't know why, but he was scared, he was scared of the small teen, who he could easily toss over his shoulders and carry for twenty miles, but he was terrified.

"Yes, something is wrong." Kai answered, stepping inside, making Drake take a step back. Kai closed the door when he entered.

Drake looked terrified.

"Can I help you with it?" Drake asked, his voice a bit higher than normal. 'come on, don't be scared, it's not that he has a gun or something.' Drake thought to himself.

"Yes and no." Kai answered.

"Huh?" was the intelligent answer that Drake could give.

"You have hurt me, I trusted you, and you hurt me." Kai all but whispered, his voice deadly, the look in his eyes even more menacing. "You are the problem, but you can't help removing it, that's something that I will do, I won't be hurt AGAIN"

Kai's voice had started to rise, louder and louder.

Anger that was growing for years not finally finding the outlet that he knew he could never have before. Oh, his revenge would feel sweet. He couldn't care about the consequences anymore.

One small taste of safety would not satisfy him anymore. He wanted more, he wanted to feel save, not afraid to live his OWN live. He didn't want to be a science project anymore, or someone's maid, or an unwanted child. He deserved love and safety, and if he didn't get it, he might as well die.

But be sure, he would at least take one of his tormenters with him, his last one. He looked Drake in the eyes, and grabbed his collar.

Drake was surprised when Kai pulled him down, with a power that he hadn't expected of the teen. He fell to the ground, and Kai jumped on him, straddled him when he was choking Drake.

Drake couldn't get Kai off, how much he bucked the blue haired boy held on tight.

TALA'S POV.

Tala was in the car; together with Judy and Bruce. Both grownups were to worried and stressed right know, so both of them didn't see anything wrong with Tala joining their search for the Kai.

"It must be around here somewhere." Bruce said, while Judy turned the car to enter a street. "Yes, that's the house number." Tala said. Judy quickly parked the car half on the side walk, and all of them got out of the door quickly.

The door was open, but light was burning inside. They heard noise, screaming. They had to get inside, to stop Kai from doing something stupid, something he'll regret later.

Bruce rang the doorbell and knocked on the door, while Judy searched the immediate surroundings for a spare door key. Both options failed.

They were starting to get panicky.

"Out of the way." Tala said, while he took some pieces of metal out of his pocket. He shoved one in and with the other he wiggled around a bit.

"Tala wha..." Judy started to ask.

"My dad was a burglar, remember, he thought me some tricks before he died." Tala quickly answered when the keyhole gave a clicking sound.

The door was open now, and the screams became more obvious, they saw Kai sitting on Drake, choking him. He was the one screaming.

"Never will I be hurt again, never, you hear, nobody will hurt me anymore. I don't understand why I have to be the one always hurt, but I sooner die than be hurt again." The tears were streaming from Kai's face, he was almost chocking in his own words, but he didn't want to loosen his grip on Drake one bit.

Tala rushed to Kai, and pulled him of Drake, something for which he had to use surprisingly a lot of strength. He held him to his chest, and felt how those hands, which had left horrid bruising on Drake's neck, now wrapped themselves in his T-shirt.

It didn't take long for Kai's screams to soften too whimpers. "I just don't want to hurt anymore." Came in a soft whimper from Kai, while he was crying into Tala's chest.

"Shh, it's okay, nobody will hurt you anymore." Tala whispered. He slowly ribbed Kai's back, and kissed him on the back of the head.

Judy and Bruce saw the exchange out of the side of their eyes, both of them worrying about Drake's live.

Luckily the boy survived, he was still conscious, even barely. Judy being the doctor she was immediately started to make sure that the boy was okay, while Bruce just stood there, doing nothing.

He wondered how this was going to turn out. Attempted murder. It didn't sound nice. He sighed. If only they could have been sooner, Drake would have been none the wiser, and Kai would have been safe. If only.

Tala stood upright, pulling Kai up with him, still making sure that Kai is in the protected ring of his arms. Everybody was surprised when Kai pulled himself out of Tala's arms. It was then that Tala noticed that Kai's eyes were still not the same.

"You care for me, and him." He said the tears in his eyes. He looked at all three of them, ignoring Drake.

"What do you mean, 'me and him'?" Judy asked. Drake was fine, a bit bruised, but he hadn't fainted, so the oxygen shortage wouldn't be damaging at all.

"Do you think that Kai is only a quiet scared boy, both the one you know, and me are a facet of Kai, parts of one whole." Kai said, "You saw more facets of me than anyone else, without realizing it, and you accepted me."

Tala looked at him surprised.

"Facets, I know a person is many things, but how can you see that all apart, a person is one whole." Tala said.

"Hah," a bitter laugh sounded from Kai. "Experiments can be mean, every part is worth equally much, but we don't exist as one whole anymore, a dream shattered, and we keep cutting ourselves at the shardsssss" the last s sounded longer. Kai was falling, face forward to the floor.

Tala rushed forward, catching Kai just in time, before he would hit the floor.

"Experiment, one whole, a shattered dream, cutting at the shards." Judy muttered. Bruce recognized that look. Her mind was looking for a solution for a question that has long plagued her mind.

"I think I know what's wrong with Kai, but I have to experiment a bit, before I know for sure." She said. "But for now, I think it's best we call an ambulance. We have two wounded teens on our hands."

She looked at Kai and Drake.

Drake, who still sat on the floor, stared at Kai's still body, and Tala's embrace of it.

"I don't understand, why would he do that, he was the one who cheated." Drake said. Tala looked up angry.

"He never cheated on you, but you just assumed, just because…Because of that." He ended in a whisper. Angry tears filling his eyes. He couldn't tell Drake what happened, he didn't feel as if he was entitled to telling that secret of Kai's live to any stranger. He would rather die than betray Kai's trust.

"Because of what, how could I know something if nobody wants to tell me?" Drake said, he felt he was entitled to be angry, but his anger quickly drained. He was tired, and what happened left him confused. He didn't know if he wanted anything to do with it, but now he couldn't help about being involved in this history.

"Don't worry, maybe Kai will tell you when he wakes up." Judy said.

"For what it is worth, I don't think the two of you loved each other." Bruce said "maybe you were attracted to each other, but live, I actually doubt it."

"Must that make me feel better?" Drake asked, a bit bitter. Why would they think that he didn't love Kai? Why would they think that it would make him feel better, knowing that his angel didn't love him?

"Because, this would hurt so much more if you loved each other, truly loved each other. You have both hurt each other, and hurting someone you truly love hurts twice as much as being hurt." Bruce answered.

The sound of the ambulance was heard, and both teens were taken away on stretchers. Judy joined in with Drake and Tala with Kai. Bruce went back to the dojo, making sure that everything there is still fine.

TBC

Oh my, look at all the drama that happened. Don't you just love it? The sensation, the love, the hate, the well Kai.

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