Sam and Dean wanted to send me away, it being so close to Christmas break, they thought that I would go with it. But I would and won't back down from this fight. I know all of the things that Magic is trying to do to me, I know that he is just trying to get into my head, like it's been said before he's not going for me just yet, he's going for all of my family. Everyone that I love will be dying before I will and if I just leave them here defenseless, then I wont have any family left by the end of this school year. No, I'm not going to let that happen anymore. But I still have to follow the very strict rules that Sam and Dean have set down for me to follow by and believe me, I hate them more then anything else.
I have to go from class to class with an escort, which thank Merlin it is Castiel and he's always invisible. I have to go straight to my common room when I do not have a class or when Sam is not feeling u for teaching classes. Meaning that I cannot go out with Dean on his hunting trips anymore, since even that seems too dangerous for me to be doing now! The only thing that I really have to look forward to is when I get to eat. Eating times have been placed in the hands of a teacher of my choosing, because Dean had to tell the Headmaster about what was going on, so I chose Sam, because I trust him. The officials can't do anything about our little scandal now because I have to be with Sam for my own safety. Which makes me happier then anything in the world.
No one knows anything about why I am under top watch by all of the teachers, some that don't know me suspect that I am under a last watch of school, people that do know me have no clue on what to really think. I haven't even told my closest of family members that I am under a death order from a magical god, who knows how they would really take it. Of course, being the school, they had to send a letter to my parents informing them on the rumors that I have been getting death threats and they are keeping a close eye on me and my classmates. I really doubt that any of these things are true and they have no real evidence beside the fact that an angel thinks that it's going to happen. But I guess that if Sam can believe Castiel, then so can I.
As I walk down the empty halls of the school, lunch tray in hand, I feel the presence of Castiel everywhere that I go. I don't really know how he does the things that he can do and I really don't want to know either. I'm just happy that someone is watching out for the people I care about. Once we are finally into the lower half of the school, he appears around a corner. At first I pull my wand on him, ready to attack him within a second before I noticed that it was him. Though Castiel never really shows any emotions, for one sliver of a moment I can see a smile coming to his face and then escape him before it even has a chance of full evolve. So we walk in silence towards the Defense Against the Dark Arts room where Sam is waiting at the door.
"What'd they have to offer today?" Sam asked as he greeted me with a kiss. It was one of his good days.
"A little of everything. This and that, mostly things that I didn't even dare to eat. I think that the elves are going on some kind of unknown diet and forcing us to join them!" I laugh as I walk straight to Sam's personal area.
"What'd you get me today?" Dean asked right away.
"I got you a little bit of chocolate cake. It's the only thing that didn't have something magical in it for dessert today. I thought that you would like this a lot more then something with fairy wings in it." I laugh as I place the small amount of cake in front of Dean, who looks thrilled to have something normal in front of him.
"Thank you!" He smiled as he dug into the cake.
"How does he eat like that?" I whispered to Sam.
"We think that he has an extra stomach." Sam laughed.
"I highly doubt that." Castiel said behind us.
"So where are you guys going for Christmas break?" I asked, looking around from face to face.
"I am going back to heaven." Castiel stated.
"Miss seeing your brothers and sisters?" I asked.
"Not really." He stated and that was that.
"We're most likely going to stay in some cheesy motel and celebrate Christmas with a little hunting." Dean said with a mouthful of cake.
"That's what we have done every year." Sam shrugged. " It's always just been our kind of thing to just hunt things no matter what day of the year it is."
"Well this year stay at home of Christmas, I'll come over and bring some Christmas dinner to you guys. Make Christmas actually matter this year. I know that we will have plenty of leftovers and my mother will be happy enough to allow me to bring it to my teacher and his brother who don't have anyplace to be on Christmas!" I smiled as the boys looked from face to face. " Cas, you can come along too if you have the time."
"Sure why not! I'm always up for some free food!" Dean smiled.
"I guess that I would like it too," Sam smiled. " and to see you on Christmas just makes it even better."
"I will try to make it, if it will be possible." Castiel stated.
"Well then great! We will have a Christmas dinner!" I smiled widely.
So it was set, I would be going home to see my family for Christmas, and then after dinner I would me going over to Sam's little motel room for pretty much the rest of the night to make sure that I am safe and sound; and to give them almost all of our leftovers, which my mom was thrilled about. My mom had never been a person to gossip over things, but she wanted to know how well I knew this teachers, when I had started to become friends with him, things like that which had never really. So when I sat on the Hogwarts express going home this vacation, I felt happier then I have ever felt before because I knew that I had something to look forward to when going home. There was my mother who would be waiting for me and even my dad would pay a little attention to me, which I doubted.
Victorie made sure to sit directly next to me the whole time that we were sitting. There was no place where she let me have a moment of piece. Fred was on the other side of the sitting arrangement and was just starring out the window the whole time, he had no clue why I was under such heavy watch. The others were all happiness and fully of life; getting ready for Christmas was a something that everyone in my family loved to talk about. I knew that from the look on Victorie's eyes that she was wondering what was going on with me, her eyes were screaming for answers that I knew she would force out of me. I wanted to tell her everything, but Victorie's always been one to promise she will not tell anyone anything and then half of the school knows your secret the very next day. I think that it's more of a habit of hers to know everything before it hits the gossip stands.
"So what are you guys going to be doing after the dinner?" Fred asked, looking directly at me.
"I'm going to be going to see Teddy." Victorie said with a smile. " I think that he may be popping the question sometime soon! I hope that he will!" She was blushing so hard it was cute.
"I doubt that he will do anything like that Vic., you are not even out of school yet!" Fred hissed.
"I know, but we are so much in love! That's the thing about us, we know that we are prefect for one another and that's final! We will be getting married some day, so why not just make it sooner then later?" Victorie came back with.
"Because you two have been fighting with one another for the past year and a half about things that had happened when he was in school with us! I don't really know how much more of this on again off again crap I can take from you two! It's disgusting!" Fred's voice got louder with every word.
"Just because you don't know a thing about love and most likely never will does not mean that you have to take it out on me! Couples fight with one another, it's a sure fire thing and will always happen, but you just have to get over it! Which Teddy and I have gotten over!" Victorie screamed back.
"So Roxy, what are you going to be doing after our wonderful dinner?" Molly asked to break off the fighting, bringing the question that everyone wanted to know the answer to.
"Me? Oh, I'm going to see the Professor and his brother after dinner. Giving them the leftovers of our meal and checking in to make sure that I am fine and everything." I shrugged, trying to stay out of the light as much as possible.
"And why do you have to check in with him every night and day?" Fred hissed, he was not done fighting yet.
"Because he is the teacher that I feel closest to and know that I feel the safest to." I shrugged.
"Why do you have to check in with him?" Lily asked.
"Because the teachers feel like I am a threat to myself with all of the things that have happened that I have been a witness to. They thing that I will be out of control and all of these things because I saw what happened to Hugo and because my best friend died." I sighed. Shit, I'm so in the light right now.
"Well how are you doing?" Victorie asked as she took my hand. " We all have been pretty worried about you in the past few weeks and really have not known how to come across and ask you about it."
"I am doing fine. I mean I can't say that I'm perfect or anything like that, but I mean for today I am doing great! But they just want to make sure that I am doing fine all of the time and that I have not become worse." I lied through my teeth.
"Well I mean, you know that we are all here for you as well, right?" Molly asked.
"Of course I know that you guys are around as well!" I smiled a little.
"Well you have not been showing it too well. All you have been watching to do is go off and see that Professor of yours and that's it." Fred hissed.
"Fred! How dare you say that to me!" I shouted and stormed out of the room. It was much to easy to get out of that.
But of course, Victorie had to follow me around like a little puppy as I want from cart to cart, looking for one person and one person only. I wanted to know where in the world could Sam and Dean would be on this train! But with her tagging around with me everyplace that I went, it would be much to hard to even get in a word with Sam, let alone have the time that I needed and wanted with him. Sam has been doing a lot better lately and I want to milk that for everything that he's got while it lasts. I sighed as I moved from cart to cart, just looking around to see who I was see and wondered if anyone would give me another look for having an extra shadow walking around with me.
But there they were, all three of them, in their own person space. Castiel, of course, was as far away from the door as he possible could me. Sam and Dean were on both sides of the room, stretching out as far as they could, most likely happy to be away from the school. Sam looked so much better then he had in the past; the color was coming back to his face and there was a happiness in his eyes and laugh. Victorie stopped a few feet behind me and just watched as I smiled from the other side of the area looking into their own such off space. Castiel was the first to see me and pointed out the others that I was there, they all waved and motioned for me to come in. I made a few glances towards my left side, Victorie, and it seemed like Sam knew what I was saying right away. He just smiled and blew a kiss at me. I knew that I should have kept walking, I was in a place that I knew I should not be, but I wanted so badly to go in and talk to him. He was so healthy!
"You know that I know, right?" Victorie asked from behind me, directly into my ear.
"About what?" I asked, going straight to my defensive side.
"About you and the professor. I mean I can see why you chose him, but is that his brother sitting across from him?" I nodded. " He's a keeper as well. And that's angel boy isn't it? The one that you have been drawing in all of your pictures. You are almost spot on with all of the details. Should be pretty proud of yourself."
"So what do you want from me for you to not tell anyone about all of this?" I asked, looking over at Sam and Dean to see that they are watching.
"Nothing at all. I just wanted to make sure that there was really something happening between the two of you and be able to ruin your brother with this! Man it would so piss him off to just find out that-"
"No! Victorie, no one can find out about this. You know that there is a investigation going on between the two of us and if this word was to get out that it came from my own cousins mouth! I would be screwed royally." I begged.
"I was not going to tell anyone! I know better then to tell Fred of all people about this! Man are you some kind of whack job?" She laughed as she kept on walking. "I will be back in about twenty minutes. Be ready to walk back to our area by then and act all upset." She smiled as she kept walking.
"Thank you." I whispered as she passed.
"Anything for you." She smiled and waved. "Twenty minutes."
It was all that I could do to not just run into the area and start kissing Sam from that moment on. But there were certain things that I had to do before giving Sam even one kiss. I moved into their area, making sure that no one was watching from any place. All three just looked over at me as I entered their area, like I was in a forbidden zone, and closed the shades tightly. Dean has this smile on his face that just made it seem like he had won the lottery. Castiel looked very confused and a little concerned about something. Sam just looked like he was the happiest man in the world as he sat up from his spot on the couch and gave me a little room to sit beside of him. I instantly sat beside him on the couch and smiled as he wrapped his arm around me.
"I have twenty before Victorie comes back." I smiled as I rested my body onto his chest.
"How did she take the fact that you are dating me?" Sam asked.
"She already kind of knew." I smiled with a shrug.
"Looks like you have to pay up!" Dean shouted. "Twenty bucks!"
"You two were making bets on me and my family?" I asked and the two of them nodded as Sam took out his wallet and gave the man a bill that I was unsure of.
"They have been doing it about anything that walks past the door." Castiel sighed a little as he looked out the window.
"What's gotten under his skin?" I asked.
"The god is getting stronger by each day and we are giving you away from the school. These are the good things, but there are still too many things that he can do to get to you without even being there. Like haunting you in your dreams." Castiel hissed.
"That." Dean smiled.
"Aw how cute! You are worried about me!" I laughed a little. "Well you don't have to be because I will be with these two fools most of the time. When I go to sleep with Sam, my dreams rarely come and I believe that we will be doing a lot of sleeping together this vacation!" I smiled as I gave Sam another kiss on the lips.
"Oh really now?" He smiled as he kissed me neck once.
"Really! Now lets stop with this until we at least get into separate areas!" Dean hissed.
"Fine." We both laughed.
Sam and I did get a little alone time as Dean needed to stretch his legs out while Castiel went back to heaven for a little RNR. I don't really know what heaven is like, but from what it sounds like, it's more of just a working place then a place that you go to because you have been good. Sam took me up into his arms and starting to kiss me in everyplace that he could find; from my forehead all the way down to my thighs and all the way back up. Everyplace got a little bit of kiss or even both in some of the places!
"I love you so much Roxanne, I hope that you know that I love you more then the whole world." He said as he kept kissing my neck. "You mean everything to me."
"You do to me as well Sam." I whispered as he moved up to my lips. " Sam I-I think that I lo-"
" Twenty minutes is up!" Victorie's voice came through the door.