Chapter 14
Tessa POV
I could only see a view of a blaring shade of white. The pain was unbearable, if it hurt this much already, I dare not to open my eyes, in case of causing blindness. I shifted a bit and a jolt of jeering pain ran up my legs, like I had been struck by multiple lightning bolts. The pain, too much, I sank back into the depths of unconsciousness.
The next time I woke, I had learnt my lesson, and did not move a muscle. That resolve was nearly broken as I heard voices coming towards me. I had a sudden urge to jump and shout 'help me, what's going on?' because I had no idea why I was in this much pain. The last thing I remember, is being with Jem on Blackfriars Bridge.
As the voices neared, I could recognise them, it was definitely Will and Mrs Branwell? I'm not sure if it was but I would no Will's voice anywhere. I could hear them discussing someone's well-being. Mine perhaps?
As they neared, I heard Mrs Branwell say goodbye and Will close the door. I felt a warmth around my hand, it felt weird.
" Tess, my darling, please get better, no , please wake up for me, if you can't find anything in yourself to live" he took a breath. "Then please wake up for me. For Jem too of course, but Tess, I cannot live without you, I love you". He said slowly as if he had practised it off by heart and was recalling it from his very long memory. I heard the chair scrape against the floor, I heard his feet stepping towards the door, in clear strides. I heard him open the door but not go through it "Tess, I have seen the way you look at Jem and the way he looks at you and if you can't or don't want to wake up for me then, wake up for Jem. He has had worse off than anyone I've ever known. And he deserves happiness, he deserves you, Tess. Goodbye Tessa" and with that he walked out through the door.
I was shocked Will had confessed his love for me yet said that Jem felt the same way for me as I felt for him. I was stuck and for the first time in this body hex, I was glad I couldn't move because I was in a big predicament. What to do?
I love Jem and now I had feelings for Will as well. I realised I loved them both and they both loved me it was one messy triangle. Brothers and warriors together. I wish I could split my heart in two and give them a piece each but that was impossible. I didn't know what to do.
If I chose one I would break both their hearts as they would be sad for each other. I was stuck in the middle and this was one messed up thing in my life that I couldn't blame on daddy-o. Which if it was I would know how to get out but I was in a whole new level of confusion and games.
Should I be with Jem or Will?
All rights go to Cassandra Clare. Sorry again I haven't updated, not really feeling the story but I will try and finish it anyway. Please review and tell who shall she be with Jem or Will? Hope you enjoyed. Ave Atque Vale x