Won't update until after the 21, I'm going away for a week ;)
14. Susie stops by her apartment one day, not calling ahead or anything. Just one Saturday at one pm she is standing in the doorway smiling at her older sister.
"Allis!" she squeals and quickly throws her arms around her sister and gives her a big hug. "Uh! You're getting big" she jokes and rubs her stomach.
"Thanks..." she says wearily and opens the door further to let her sister in. "What are you doing here?" she asks as she follows her sister into her apartment and watches as she sits down on her couch.
"There is a photoshoot here next week, and I thought I'd come a bit before so I could visit my old sister and see how she's doing" she shrugs.
"How's your modeling going?" she sits down slowly next to her sister and watches a younger, slimmer- if not even prettier- version of her tries to hold herself from laughing.
"It's going..." she says wearily, and looks around the apartment."Mom is not happy, you know... with all of this"
"Yeah I got that from the twenty-something phone calls she won't answer" Cameron answers bitterly.
"But she's the only one, just so you know" Cameron turns to look at her sister who now has tears in her eyes. "Oh god... I promised myself I wouldn't do this" she says while wiping away the tears that are falling down.
"Susie" she wraps her arms around her sister and holds her close "What's wrong?" she asks as gently as she could.
"I can't take it… The pressure, the competition" she buries her head into her sister's shoulder. "They say I need to loose weight, but I can't… I've been cutting down on calories! I've exercised… Doing everything the healthy way, but it didn't work" she leans back and looks at her sister, with the expression saying that she is going to be brutally honest.
"I stopped eating Allis… and everything I ate I threw up" she averts her gaze "there is no modeling job… I fainted on a runway and lashed out at a few photographers… no one wants me anymore"
"I want you" she says "I want you to be here with me" Susie looks at her and smiles slightly "You can live with me until you figure out what to do…"