Chapter Fourteen – Perverted Thoughts

Monday 12th October 2009
Beverly Hills'
Brad's Toilet – 10 pm

Today was the worst day ever…I couldn't handle it at all!

It didn't turn out to be good at all. Embarrassment! That's all that there was to it,

After two days of a strict schedule of studying – algebra was at the top of priority – I thought I would go to SM Beverly relaxed and ready to take on the challenges of the evil student body but preparing myself in front of my bathroom mirror just wasn't good enough and all my effort went straight out of the window.

The reason being the very attractive yet evil Jesse Di Silva.

The morning however was the usual, not too good and not too bad. I walked into the dining room to the to be wed couple struggling to decide the venue of their upcoming wedding,

"Come on, just let me book the church, it's beautiful," Daddy urged Heidi but my adamant mother to be just pouted,

"God is everywhere!" She exclaimed making Bradley make a stirring noise from his mouth,

"Mom chill," He gave her a look,

"Why can't I have it at a beach, it'll be so romantic," Heidi's eyes glittered,

"Sure It's nice but a church it's…its tradition," He pressed his lips together,

"Tradition! When did you become so conservative," She crossed her arms across her chest, "Suze. Love help me out here please,"

"Marriage is the union of two people bound to each other by fate," I smiled at the two depressed puppies, "God's blessing will be everywhere,"

"Yes! That…She's right," Heidi shot her arms into the air,

"Well I guess," Dad smiled at me, "If you agree with Heidi then I suppose tradition can be ignored this time…I'm still wearing a tux though, no bizarre costume,"

"We'll see," Heidi grinned

"What do you mean we'll see?" Dad narrowed his eyes,

"Orange juice anyone?" She grinned harder,

"Heidi!" He Complained

I laughed softly watching them. It's such a blessing to be in a warm, loving family like this one that god has gifted me to treasure for life. Sure Bradley is a pig but it can be ignored sometimes,

"Ooh I forgot to say," Bradley sat up, "My mates are coming over tonight to watch the game; I thought since you two bickering people would be out to work it'll be the perfect time to throw a 'small gathering'"

"Mates? What mates?" Daddy's eyebrows rose up,

"Mates," Bradley whined as a sign that they wouldn't be interested,

"Well Gina would be here so honey it'll be fine," Heidi shot my daddy a look and he dropped the conversation,

The rest of breakfast was just fine, the usual.

Carter and I met up by my locker where two people were sucking the air out of each other's mouth,

"Lord! I wonder what dupe it was that first invented kissing," Carter rolled his eyes at them,

"Jesse Di Silva?" I thought but dared not to say aloud, he could have been lurking around any corner, just waiting for me –his prey- to come along and then he would pounce and attack me,

He'd hold me tightly against the wall and lock his grey eyes with my green ones making my pupils grow wider. Our drowned gazes would come closer and closer until our lips meet and then that would be the time that we would exchange a kiss.

The kiss that would melt my bones into rubber and my brain to glue. It would be hot and make my legs sink to the ground, but his tight hold would keep me to my feet, supporting me through the whole time, his hungry lips, devouring mine.

"Suze? Suze…Are you ok?"

No sound would be heard, just the thin groaning of our mouths,

"Hello!"

"Hi!" I jumped to my feet breathing fast and looking at the face of a very confused Zoe,

"Are you ill?" She asked

"When did you come?" I looked from her to a surprised Carter and back to Zoe again,

"Just now, while you were leaning against your locker all in a daze and turning into a tomato," She chuckled, "Not thinking about Jesse are you?"

"Jesse?" I exclaimed touching my hot face, "No…why would I be thinking about him?"

"I was just kidding," She laughed

"No I wasn't," I shook my head, "Oh wow look at the time. See ya guys after Algebra,"

I quickly rushed past my two friends totally embarrassed. How could such a perverted thought come into my mind, something so sinful!

After all the preparations of not letting him take over I still let him! And this time he wasn't even there, it was a deviant trick of my mind,

What's happening to me?

I hurried to algebra and sat in my seat taking deep breaths,

"You're really serious about this right?" I looked up at Paul smiling down at me,

I looked from him to the tissues and water bottle on my seat,

"I wanted to prepare myself just in case I got thirsty during the test or needed a tissue," I sorted the stationary on my desk, "I want to do well in this test,"

I want to do well in all my tests. If I don't then Jesse's name would be next to mine.

"Here you go Susannah," Mr. Tanger put the test paper on my desk, "You all have an hour to complete the paper. Your time starts…Hmm… Now!"

I quickly picked up my pen and crossed myself before opening it to the first page.

It went pretty good. All the hard work and staying up all night, not to mention missing out on the Friday night beach plan with Ceecee, it all paid off.

I smiled goofily as all the stress left my body and I made my way over to Chemistry.

Only it all came back as I sat there in Chemistry next to my partner, at the last row in the class.

Jesse didn't seem to care at all. He sat there scribbling on his notebook. I sat there next to him awkwardly and on many occasions glancing at him with the corner of my eye. I watched how his perfect hair would fall down his perfect face and how he kept using his left hand thumb to move it away from his gorgeous eyes.

I didn't realize at all when my eyes were totally transfixed on him,

"I don't mind you looking…If it was someone else I'd ignore it. But because it's you, it's kinda creeping me out," He turned his face to me; "I haven't even done or said anything to you. Then I don't get why on earth you would want to torture me like this,"

My eyes grew slightly wider but they wouldn't budge away from him, no matter how much I forced myself to,

"If you keep your eyes fixed on me then you're not going to learn anything Aidan is saying," The side of his lips curled as he spoke, slowly and quietly,

I blushed turning my head to the front…I was so stupid to get caught staring!

"It's obvious you like me Samantha, I'm still waiting for that kiss," He whispered near my ear,

"What?" I choked standing up,

"Susannah?" Mr. Aidan turned to me and so did all the faces of the students in the class,

"I'm sorry, but could you repeat what you just said a minute ago," I blushed deeply sinking down into my seat,

"Uh…Sure," Mr. Aidan nodded slightly puzzled,

They were a few whispers and giggles but they didn't really last long and Jesse just grinned harder and harder trying to hold back his laughter,

"Kelly," Mr. Aidan spoke out loud, "Can you explain to me how ice floats?"

"On water?" She said looking perplexed

Mr. Aidan shook his head and looked around the classroom,

"Anyone?" He asked

Nobody put their hands up and I kept mine tightly sealed under my thigh - also to prevent Jesse from holding them,

"Ms. Simon?" Mr. Aidan pointed to me,

"Umm…Well A substance floats if it is less dense, or has less mass per unit volume, than other components in a mixture. For ice to be able to float, it has to displace a weight of fluid equal to its own weight. Water reaches its maximum density at 4°C (40°F). As it cools further and freezes into ice, it becomes less dense. And the ice weighs less than the water, so it's able to float," I pushed my glasses up my nose,

"Absolutely correct!" He said, "Ms. Prescott, maybe you should get Susannah to tutor you,"

Uh…Oh!

I looked over at Kelly and her eyes stabbed into mines, giving me the worst possible look,

"You're a right nerd, Samantha," Jesse yawned

My attention instantly moved away from Kelly and to my perverted prince. Although Samantha isn't my name it made me feel tingly inside, the sound rolled of the tip of his tongue in such a sensuous manner that it made me blush incredibly.

I was so very relieved when the bell rang and it was time for homeroom. But as usual I always seem to jinx myself by feeling relief.

I only had just stepped into class that I was confronted by Kelly Prescott.

I stood there before the promiscuous head cheerleader and gulped at my fate.

"I bought this for myself but now I guess, you need it way more than I do," Debbie held up a diet coke,

I didn't take it. I stood there feeling nervous as Jesse moved around me and sat down at his desk. Why did he have to be there? It's so embarrassing to be embarrassed in front of him,

"I don't really believe in rumors," Kelly lied looking down at her nails, "So we thought we'll ask you our self,"

"Were you really at the time of your month when you jumped into the pool at Ceecee's party?" Katie asked making me feel weak all over,

I had nothing to say to her, there was no way to defend myself. No way to escape, Ceecee, Carter and Zoe were out of sight and there was nothing to be expected of Bradley,

The sound of laughter hurt my ears and I could feel tears blurring my eyes,

"And you know people should really be careful with soda," Kelly took the can out of Debbie's hand, "You never know when it'll spill all over you,"

She stepped towards me and I stood there inanimately watching her pour the contents of her soda onto my top,

"Oops I'm sorry, I should have been more careful, but then again you should thank me now you have something in there,"

More laugher! More embarrassment! Still no sign of my friends,

"Kelly!" Bradley spoke up standing up looking disturbed,

I clenched my fists holding back my tears.

If my daddy has ever taught me something then it's to turn the other cheek. I will not argue back and neither will I favor it. I will ignore it.

"What's everyone laughing about?" Zoe came in and stood next to me,

I raised my head high and smiled as hard as I could and walked over to my seat. Keeping the smile I sat down and prepared myself for lesson,

Everyone stopped laughing; now they were just staring. Confused at my reaction they continues to stare at me whilst I got out my books keeping the smile which of course was aggravating Kelly Prescott.

Then something else happened. Something I was not expecting, something that touched my heart but made me even more embarrassed.

The only person that I didn't want to look at stood before my desk and to my surprise he leaned down and started tugging at my sweater,

"What…What are you doing?" I leaned back,

He didn't reply, and continued to take of my wet sweater,

"Jesse!" Kelly exclaimed looking flushed,

He pulled my sweater of over my head and I blushed uncontrollably,

"Your smile was freaking me out…You do know right that the haunted house idea was only a pitch, there's no need for a demo," He walked away from me and the confused class burst into laughter,

He threw his jacket to me and it landed on my face.

What he had done just then saved me from all the embarrassment and made my heart melt. It's so weird how much of an affect he has on everyone,

It wasn't long till Mrs. McGinnis came into class and everyone settled down. After social science I went into photography and my hands itched to take a photo of Jesse.

I dared not to take one without his consent just in case he found out like last time.

But he's so mean! Such a big price for a photo…A kiss

So anyway in biology I tried my best to not let him distract but even by just sleeping his presence diverted my attention,

"Dissection?" Carter hissed in my ear, "No! We should be using computer programmers. It's not right to kill animals for research purposes. I'm a strict vegetarian and I'm seriously against this,"

"Maybe we could protest?" I suggested

"Cool we should do that!" Zoe beamed

"That is exactly what we will do," Carter sighed

After Biology, Geometry went pretty quickly and I made my way home.

"Are you ok?" Bradley asked after coming in just minutes after me,

"I'm fine," I smiled

He looked at me for a second and then waved to the stairs,

"Disappear," He chuckled, "My mates will be over later,"

"Will Jesse come?" I asked then kicked myself for asking such a question,

"Why do you want to know?" He raised his eyebrow,

"I…uh…Oh his jacket!" I said, "I need to return it to him,"

"You can return it tomorrow," He said, "And yes Susie he is coming, but no coming to see him alright,"

"Got it," I smiled at him then made my way to my bedroom.

It wasn't long before I started hearing noises and laughter and a lot of wrestling noises.

I stayed put in my room but it was a total emergency. I needed toothpaste so that I could brush my teeth and pack myself in for an early night but unfortunately there was none in my bathroom so I quickly popped into Bradley's room.

And now it's been two hours and I'm still sitting here…Reason being just when I was about to leave his room I heard footsteps so I ran back into his bathroom and shut the door.

He came in with Debbie and from then till about 15 minutes ago all I could hear was loud icky groaning sounds.

I pressed my hands tightly against my ears but it wouldn't help,

The 'uh brad!' screams increased and so I stayed put in his bathroom. My back is hurting too!

When are they going to leave the room?

Uh…oh! I think somebody is coming … I'll write later!