Chapter 14 - Confessions Of a Broken Heart

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Previously - "Be safe all of you and bring Phoebe home." Leo said simply.

They each took the others hand, then read the spell and in a flash of white, Leo was the only person in the attic, hopfully the spell worked and they were about to rescue Phoebe.

In the Underworld

Trying to ignore the demons surrounding her as best as she could, Phoebe shivered, she was cold and couldn't warm herself up for she was still tied up and to top it all off she was panicing, there was a hole inside her heart and it was hurting terribly, the absense of Billie was really getting to her, she didn't know how much longer she could stand being here, she had no energy left and she knew that when her sisters rescued her that she would need to help but Phoebe knew she wouldn't be any help at all, they were probably going to have to carry her out of here because there was no way she was going to be able to stand let alone walk and then her mind shifted to what the demon had said, 'she's your daughter'.

'What the hell is he talking about i don't have a daughter,' Phoebe thought to herself 'Ah but you do don't you remember your vision of what happened to Billie?' A voice answered her thoughts, 'What about my vision,' Phoebe closed her eyes and shook her head to get rid of the nasty thoughts of the vision that resided there, 'You must remember what you said to her as she lay in your arms.' It answered quietly.

Phoebe racked her brain going over what she had said to Billie, even though it pained her to do so, suddenly she gasped her eyes wide as she found the answer.

"Who's gunna help me look after our little one." Phoebe whispered repeating the words she had said in the vision, 'There's your answer.' The voice said to her sounding happy, 'But that's can't be, i'm not pregnant and i mean me and Billie haven't even ... besides it's impossible come on we're two women for christ sake.' Phoebe thought angrily she had always wanted children and although she wouldn't trade Billie for anything, she was still a bit disappointed and hurt that she could never have a baby with Billie, sure they could adopt but it wouldn't look like them and have their DNA but wait what did it say in that prophecy, Phoebe tried to remember what it said but it was all very fuzzy like tuning into a rubbish signel on a tv.

'Ah but it is possible, i can't tell you how just trust me when i say, you will have her but to the point she is here right now.' The voice spoke again in a bored tone as if it didn't want to be explaining this, 'But i'm not pregnant! So she can't be here, the only way she could be here is if....' Phoebe thought but then stopped going over what the demon had said and fitted it all into place.

"Oh.' Phoebe said simply 'She's from the future.' She thought to herself 'And we have a winner, it took you long enough, god and i thought you we're supposed to be smart.' The voice said to Phoebe but she wasn't paying attention, she was to busy thinking about what the demon had said and had come to the conclusion, that her sisters and Billie had found a way to save her, although she prayed that Billie chose to stay behind for her safety and that they were coming to get her.

And her daughter was coming to.

Bright white and blue lights filled an empty hallway like cave before materialsing into Paige, Piper, Billie and Parker.

Once they had fully materialised Parker quickly took in her surroundings, using her sensing ability she sensed for any threat nearby but found none.

Relaxing slightly she used the same sensing ability to find Phoebe, in the future Phoebe could tell when Parker was close by while Parker could sense where Phoebe was even if she was millions of miles away, it was sort of like what whitelighters could do to find their charges but Parker could only do it for Phoebe and only when she really focused and when she was in life threatening danger.

Taking a deep breath Parker closed her eyes and focused on Phoebe's familiar aura, after a couple of minutes she found it although it was very weak and barely there, Parker summerised that Phoebe was exhausted and a pain that she hadn't felt in a while filled her heart but Parker quickly shook it off, getting in control of her emotions quickly, sending out an emotionless wave, she didn't want Phoebe reading her.

Piper, Paige and Billie had been waiting and watching quietly waiting for Parker to finish whatever she was doing.

"This way." Parker said quietly before confidently striding forward, looking totally relaxed and at ease, The sisters and Billie shared a look before follwing their niece/daughter although they were more tense and watching out for any demons.

They came to a little cave with two ways out, Parker didn't stop just went straight through the left exit, the sister and Billie followed not saying anything, they were really curious as to how Parker knew where she was going but knew that this was not the time to ask.

All of a sudden Parker stopped making Piper crash into her, "What are we stopping for?" Piper whispered not wanting to alert anything to their presense.

"See the light up ahead,' Parker said pointing towards a small light to which Piper, Paige and Billie nodded 'She's in there but there are about 30 demons guarding her, which is more than i anticipated." Parker said whilst racking her brain trying to calculate how much of a risk this was but she just couldn't do it this time, her mind was coming up blank as an answer which frustrated her.

"Well what are we waiting for." Billie whispered loudly her frustration of being so close to Phoebe but yet so far was starting to show, she knew that Phoebe was cold and hurt, there was a pain and emptyness inside her chest that with every breath she took tightened like an invisable cord and it was wrapping around her and squeezing her really hard, she figured Phoebe must be feeling the same way, the sooner she had Phoebe in her arms the better.

"Nothing but i will go in first......Just trust me." Parker added seeing Piper open her mouth about to object.

Closing her mouth slowly Piper nodded her head to show she agreed.

Once again Parker set off confidently not even faultering when they got closer and closer to the light, totally at ease as if this was just a normal walk.

As soon as they got to the entrance, Parker walked straight through and into the cave, Piper, Paige and Billie right behind her.

Billie immediately started looking her girlfriend and as she found her what she saw, slowly started ripping her heart in two, there was Phoebe in a corner of the cave, hands behind her back which Billie summerised must be chained, feet chained and eyes closed looking completely and utterly exhausted.

Parker was watching the demons who hadn't noticed them yet, chuckling quietly knowing that they were going to be too easy to vanquish she cleared her throat loudly, making the demons and Phoebe look towards the source of the noise.

"Hey, now since i'm in a nice enough mood, i'll give you 5 seconds to shimmer away, so shoo shoo." Parker said in a patronising voice motioning the demons with her hands to go, the demons just roared in anger, "Jeez you guys have really bad breath." Parker said waving her hand in front of her face and scrunching up her nose, making her look exactly like Phoebe when she did that.

Phoebe looked up towards the sound of a throat clearing and what she saw made her soar with joy but also worry, there was her sisters and Billie with potions in their hands, anger and determination rolling off them in waves that made Phoebe recoil slightly.

As soon as she met Billie's eyes, all those emotions just seemed to melt away and all that she felt was love, relief and a hint of worry but there was so much love it was barely readable.

She could feel the hole inside her heart slowly close up but knew it wouldn't completly go away until she had Billie in her arms, Billie gave her a small smile, which she returned weakly.

Billie could feel the emptyness in her chest slowly ebbing away as she look at the woman she loved but still needed to grasp hold of the brunette beauty across from her, just so she could reassure herself that Phoebe was real and not going anywhere, also because she knew as soon as she got Phoebe that they could go home and then she could take care of her. Making herself turn her gaze away from her girlfriend she turned it to focus on her daughter, who she noticed with shock look absolutely calm and relaxed and was talking to the demons!

"You know you guys should really think about getting a dentist demon or something, cause man i've never smelled such bad breath and i live with my cousins." Parker said smirking at how riled up she was getting the demons.

Paige chuckled a little at how taunting Parker was being to the demons but at the same time was worried about why she was doing so.

Piper wasn't fully listening to what Parker was saying, she was too busy focusing on waiting for the demons to make a move, so she could start blowing them up.

Billie was looking at her daughter like she was crazy, you don't talk to the demons at least not like this.

Phoebe was silently looking at the young girl in front of her, one look at her and you could obviously see that she was her and Billie's daughter, the nose, the skin colour and her eye colour obviously came from her but the smirk on her lips, the cheeky yet serious light in her eyes, the way she held herself confidently but slightly withdrawn and the shape of her body was Billie all over, 'That's my daughter,' Phoebe thought to herself slightly awed 'She's beautiful but i don't even know her name.'

Phoebe focused her attention on the scene that was happening in front of her and began to worry it seemed that her daughter wasn't even remotely scared that there were 30 demons in front of her and could attack at any second, focusing what little energy she had, she felt for her daughters emotions and was shocked to feel nothing except ease and a bit of pride coming off of her, before Phoebe could think about this any further it all seemed to kick off.

The demon at the front of the group roared loudly with anger and quicker than Phoebe could expect from it conjured and threw a energy ball straight at Parker who didn't move an inch until the energy ball was about a foot away from her, throwing up in her hand in front of her, the charmed ones and Billie watched in amazement and a little awe as she caught the energy ball in the hand.

Parker looked at the energy ball and then the demon before closing her hand into a fist making the energy ball dissappear in a small cloud of smoke. Giving the demons a cheek grin she said "Aw come on that is the best you can do? Shall i show you how it's really done?" As soon as Parker had finished saying this she threw her arm back and then forward conduring a fireball while doing so and quickly threw it at the demon, who didn't react in time and was hit and burst into flames.

The rest of the demons looked angry and Piper, Paige and Billie took this as a signal to start vanquishing the demons.

Piper flicked her wrists at the demons nearest her blowing them up and vanquishing them instantly, while Paige called for the energy balls that were being thrown in their direction and sending them back towards the demons they came from vanquishing them too.

Parker was conduring fireballs left, right and centre not even really trying to vanquish the demons she was too busy searching for Dylan but couldn't find him.

Billie edged her way around the fight trying to not to draw attention to herself but a couple of demons saw her and charged towards her throwing energy balls at the same time, Billie flung her arm out using her telekinesis to fling the energy balls back to their owners all the while moving closer to Phoebe.

Phoebe was watching the fight with worry, she knew she was of no help to them even if she was free but it still wasn't pleasant watching them battle the demons when all she was doing was sitting there tied up, helpless. She was so busy watching the fight that when a hand grasped her shoulder gently she nearly jumped out of her skin and tried to move away from the hand, "Don't worry love it's just me." A voice spoke softly, turning her head Phoebe came face to face with Billie and her breathing seemed to stop, she could feel the hole in her chest completely go and what filled it was pure unaltered love. "You shouldn't be here, what if Dylan comes, he's gunna make you go with him." Phoebe whispered struggling to get out of her chains wanting so badly to wrap her arms around the young blonde beside her.

Seeing that Phoebe was trying to get out the chains that bound her, Billie quickly fished into her jeans pocket, pulling out the black sleek object that Parker had given her, leaning over Phoebe so she could get to the chains around her ankles, Billie looked once again at the object before pressing a small long strip that was on the end into the object, making a long silver rod shoot out of the other end, studying it for a second Billie looked at the chains looking for the lock, when she found it Billie put the key like object into the lock and felt a turning of sorts even though she hadn't even moved the object to unlock it before hearing a quiet click and the chains around Phoebes ankles became unlocked.

Slipping them off Phoebe ankles gently, Billie then moved around to her girlfriends side again, "Lean forward slightly so i can get to your hands and don't worry about Dylan as soon as i've freed you we're leaving." Billie said ignoring the fighting that was going on behind her and focused on the older witch in front of her trying to convey how much that she didn't need to worry.

Phoebe nodded before leaning forward so Billie could get to the chains around her wrists.

When Billie saw Phoebe's wrists she gasped, Phoebe's wrists were red raw and bloody it was obvious that she had been struggling in them quite a bit, trying to be gentle but still Phoebe gave small gasps of pain Billie unlocked the chains on her girlfriends wrists and slowly took them off.

Bringin her arms slowly around to her front, Phoebe whimpered quietly in pain but Billie heard and pressed a small kiss to the top of her head before putting her arms around Phoebe's waist helping her stand and then supporting nearly all of her weight, when Phoebe sagged in her arms too weak to stand.

Making sure she had Phoebe in her arms properly Billie turned her head to shout to the others that she was free but the sentence died on her lips because there standing in the middle of the cave was Dylan and he was looking straight at Parker who Billie saw was slightly shaking with what must of been anger.

Dylan had been watching from the entrance of the cave as soon as the first energy ball had been thrown.

Keeping his eyes on Parker he noticed with amusement that she was searching for him. He carried on watching her not interested in Piper and Paige, no Parker had always held a fasination for him not sexual or anything like that, that thought alone made him sick, no it was the immense power that she held within herself, much more powerful than that so called twice-blessed idiot and the way she used that power as well with such grace and ease, oh how brilliant she would of been if she had joined his side but Dylan figured out years ago that she was a lost cause her mothers had seen to that.

Dylan came out of his thoughts to see Billie freeing Phoebe, he watched with satisfaction that Phoebe was weak and could barely stand. He thought that now was an appropriate time to reveal himself, he didn't want to miss fighting with Parker at any costs.

Strolling into the middle of the cave with his hands clasped behind his back Dylan stopped and stood silently waiting for Parker to spot him.

As soon as Parker's eyes met his, the small smirk that was on his face grew, bringing his hands from behind his back he motioned for the demons that remained (which wasn't many) to go, they didn't need to be told twice and shimmered out.

Still looking at Parker, Dylan was pleased to see that she had an expressionless mask on her face, although he could see her slightly shaking in rage but he knew that when she had an expressionless face on that she was feeling major pain.

"What's the matter Parker? Aren't you happy to see me?" Dylan asked pretending to be hurt,

Parker remained silent never breaking eye contact with Dylan.

Piper and Paige watched the scene unfold in front of them but at the same time slowly moved until they were within arms reach of Billie and their sister.

"I think that's far enough don't you Piper? Paige? I'd hate for you to leave so early, the party's just getting started." Dylan said making said women stop in their tracks and turn to face him.

"If you touch them i will vanquish you so slowly and painfully that you'll be begging me to end it and when your dead i'll make sure you stay that way this time." Parker said her voice sounding cold and demonic but still no emotion crossed her face.

Billie and Phoebe watched the interaction between Dylan and their daughter with worry, Parker wasn't doing anything but standing there, was she too scared to move? Did he have some sort of hold on her? Questions were swirling around Billie's head while Phoebe was focusing on her daughter trying to get a read off of her emotions but she was shocked when she felt nothing, no anger, no fear, no nothing it was like she wasn't feeling anything, Phoebe thought there must be something wrong.

They were brought out of their thoughts by Dylan chuckling darkly, "Ah Parker don't you remember the last time, it took Chris, yourself and Patience to vanquish me and what happened to Patience as you vanquished me?' Dylan said waiting for Parker to respond when she didn't he decided to carry on 'She died didn't she Parker and yet i'm still here so tell me how are you going to get out of here? Let alone vanquish me when it's just you." Dylan finished speaking, knowing that Parker would crack soon and her anger would explode, he could see she was shaking even more and when she did explode oh let the fight begin but he knew that he would have to push her that little bit more to get her there first.

"And that's the million dollar question isn't it Parker, how are you gunna vanquish me, lords no's how many times you and your cousins have tried and everytime that has been attempted what has happened? You have lost someone, first KJ, then Prue, then Melinda, then Wyatt, then Patience until just you and Chris were left, you seem to do that alot don't you Parker lose people." Dylan said feeling very satisfied that he was acomplishing what he had sought to do for years, break Parker he could feel the rage and pain boiling beneath the surface wrestling for freedom, he knew that she wouldn't say anything about the future in front of her family for fear of future consequences but Dylan didn't give a shit and he knew the final thing to say to get her to react.

"You always loose the people you love, don't you ladybug." Dylan said tauntingly and that did it.

Parker's heart broke, she raised both her hands in front of her and shot out bright red flames towards Dylan who merely laughed and quickly flamed out and into a different spot, all the while laughing.

"What's the matter, don't you like your nickname ladybug?" Dylan taunted again and Parkers heart broke even more upon hearing that name, the anger and pain she had been holding was set loose and roared in appreciation at being free, this caused Phoebe to close her eyes tightly, double over in pain and give an ear splitting scream, the anger she could somewhat handle but the pain was too much for her, it was like her soul was slowly being taken out of her body and then being stitched back in only to be taken back out again.

She could faintly hear her sisters and Billie shouting her name and Billie arms wrap around her even tighter as the last of her energy was slowly being drained by Parker's emotions, then it all seemed to suddenly cut off.

Breathing deeply Phoebe cluchted tighter to her girlfriend and looked up towards her daughter expecting to see her passed out of something but what she did not expect to see was Parker standing there taking really deep breaths and fists clenched by her sides, her shoulders moving with the effort of remaining calm.

Billie still had most of her attention on her love in her arms making sure she was ok but she metally stored to talk to Parker about this later. Paige and Piper were watching their niece, Paige was trying to figure out a way of getting Parker nearer to them so she could orb them all out, while Piper was thinking about what had just happened, this nickname ladybug was obviously very important if it caused Parker to react to it like that, she told herself that when they had gotten out of here and when things had calm down a little bit she would ask her niece about it but right now they had to get out of here.

Parker was wrapped in a nightmare the name ladybug was repeating over and over burning in her mind, she couldn't speak, couldn't move, couldn't do anything except listen to her mind tourment her with her old nickname carving the emotional scars deeper into her soul.

Seeing that Parker wasn't paying attention to him, Dylan flung out his arm towards her effectively sending her head first into the wall opposite him and her family, leaving her a crumpled heap on the floor.

The charmed one's and Billie watched in shock as their niece/daughter went flying into the wall opposite them, Piper went to try and blow Dylan up, while Paige ran to Parker to help her, Phoebe and Billie could only watch on helpless, for they were in no postition to move.

Parker groaned as she slowly moved herself up onto her elbows and then onto her feet, all the while checking to see if anything was broken, with a thankful sigh that turned into a hiss of pain Parker was glad to note that nothing was broken but her ribs were probably badly bruised and she could feel blood running down her forehead and tasted it in her mouth. She could see Paige was right next to her and move away slightly not wanting the worry and attention that Paige was going to give her, taking a deep breath and spitting out the blood that had pooled in her mouth onto the floor, Parker walked forward slightly.

"You're gunna pay for that you son of a bitch!" Parker stated angrily and moving her hand in a sweeping motion she caught Dylan off guard and sent him into a wall just like he had done to her but she did it twice as hard, her anger fueling her power and giving it a boost.

As Dylan flamed out off the floor and into a standing postition, Parker was pleased to see blood running frrom his nose and mouth and she wasted no time and sent a green pulsing ball of electricity at him making him once again end up onto the floor.

Picking himself up off the floor again, Dylan quickly threw up his hands and flicked his wrists intending on using the new power he had picked up before he came to the past, Parker seeing what he was doing also threw up her hands and flicked her wrists, the two powers met in the air creating a loud and powerul explosion that made Dylan and Parker fly backwards, Dylan flamed into a different place before he hit a wall again, while Parker used her levitation power and stopped herself mid-flight, then gently lowered herself down to the ground.

The charmed one's and Billie watched in awe at the displays of power that were being shown, Paige had made her way back over to her sisters and charge and was waiting until her niece came with arms reach so she could grab her and orb all of them out.

"Come on Parker, you're not gunna win, so you might as well give up right now." Dylan said folding his arms against his chest seeing that Parker's energy was slowly draining, he didn't want to admiit it but his energy was draining away as well, it was always like this when they fought because they were as powerful as one another, it took them more energy to try and get the upper hand on the other although Dylan usually had a slight advantage because he had kidnapped and tied one of their people up, so Parker's focus was on saving them as well.

Spitting more blood out of her mouth into the direction of Dylan, she slyly started to move towards Paige trembling slightly with the intent on getting out of there, she wasn't going to win this fight, she knew as soon as he had flung her into the wall she wouldn't win plus the cut on her forehead and her ribs were burning, making her powers get weaker and weaker, they needed to get out or else Parker wasn't sure they ever would.

"Me give up? You know me better than that Dylan, maybe you should think about giving up, oh but wait... if you did you would fail and then that would mean your father wouldn't be very happy with you now would he? I wonder what would happen to you after that....?" Parker said cheekily knowing that Dylan hated to fail especially if the job was specifically from his father.

Dylan clenched his fists in anger but kept his face calm he hated when someone talked about his father and brought up when he failed for him, the punishments were so severe that even Dylan dreaded them. Parker had flourished in making Dylan angry and she relished in the accomplishment but what was even better is that she had managed to succeed in taking Dylan's mind off of where she was moving too and she was now stood right in front of Paige and Piper, ever so slowly she moved her hand behind her back and reached towards Paige waiting for a hand to take hers so they could orb out.

Billie was supporting a nearly unconcious Phoebe but never took her eyes off of her daughter, her mind was racing with ideas about what the future held cause it obviously wasn't good.

Piper was watching Dylan closely, he reminded her of someone his dark and broody looks, his anger and other things but she could not for the life of her figure out who he reminded her of.

Paige was watching Parker get closer and closer until she was right in front of them, if only she moved back a bit then Paige could grab her and orb everyone out, apparently Parker had the same idea, for Paige saw her niece's hand move towards her slowly and then stopped palm upwards waiting for Paige take it, which she did, while grabbing Piper hands as well making Piper look at her, Paige motioned with her eyes to grab a hold of Billie, Piper nodded slightly moving her hand to rest upon Billie's shoulder, Billie didn't even react she was too busy watching Parker and holding Phoebe up.

Parker felt that everyone was connected, she could feel all their magic flowing through her so she decided to say one more thing before they went.

"You know Dylan, your father's not gunna be to happy when he finds out that you failed again." She said and Dylan noticed that they were about to orb out, screaming in rage he threw a energy ball with as much power as he could muster up but Parker was ready and placed her hand out in front of them from which came a bright red shield surrounding them and absorbing the energy ball.

Paige didn't need more of a motive and orbed out taking her family with her, the last thing they heard was Dylan piercing cry of rage.

Well that's the end of chapter 14 what did you think?

I did try and put some fight stuff in there but i wanted it to be more verbal fighting between Parker and Dylan.

So they've escaped what's going to happen next? The next chapter is going to be Phoebe's reaction to Parker and Leo has a surprise for everyone.

The next chapter should be up in a week BUT i must stress that i am going to Liverpool on Sunday and i don't get very good reception up there so the next chapter might have to be up when i get back but no fear it will be up just watch for it :)

So REVIEW no flames please and REMEMBER what i said about needing a beta just email me if you want to do it :)

The chapter title Confessions Of A Broken Heart is a song by Lindsay Lohan

Until next time.

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