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chapter 14
Still my savior
After everyone wished us well We sat down at the main table with the closest family members were with Inu-tashio himself sitting at the head of the table
" So rin how old are you?" he said taking a swig of wine
" 22 sir" I answered
" Ah so young and what do you do?"
'oh shit' I thought but I was able to think quick on my feet " I actually am not working at this time"
" How did you two meet" he said
" Back in school sir" I said I felt under pressure I needed to breath a little
" Excuse me" I said getting up from the table heading to the restroom
" She is a beauty" I heard Inu-tashio say
I headed for the restrooms and looked at myself in the mirror 'I'm so tried' I thought. I felt so uncomfortable I shook my head and straightened my dress 'ok rin you can do this…everything is going to be ok'
I started walking out of the restroom and bumped somebody. I looked up slightly annoyed to only met the evil gaze of the last one who violated me…Naraku
" Well, well, well what do we have here?" he said sending a sickly chill down my spine. My eyes wide watered I held my hand to my mouth
" What surprised?" he said moving closer. I moved back hitting a wall against my bare back ' this cant be happening' I thought I shook my head side to side in astonishment
" Wow rin your still a beauty" he said playing with a lose curl from my hair
" What are you doing here" I manged to choke out
" Oh why rin I'm a CEO to a major company…you never thought that did you?" he said smirking at me " What shocks me is what you are doing here…engaged to Sesshomaru Tashio hun? Does he know what you had been doing so long ago? I bet he does oh but does his father know?" he said I let some tears fall out of my red eyes
" Leave me alone please" I pleaded he only smiled sickly
" Now, now rin we haven't seen each other in so long don't you want to get requited?" he said brushing his hand on my shoulder
" You bastard" I said with a tone that could spread poison though out a body
" Oh rin why are you being so rash?"
" Get away" I said pushing him away from me
" We shall meet again Rin" he called as I walked fast back to Sesshomaru.
My heart was pumping so fast I felt as though it could burst out of my chest and I felt a ball stuck at my throat. I wanna cry but I cant. not now. When I reach the table I hoped that the tears I had no control over had disappeared. My eyes were red I knew but it could just seem as though I was tired. I sat down and Sesshomaru stepmother spoke
" Rin you look so familiar" she said
I looked at her and didn't say anything I saw her eyes widen and she looked at her husband then his eyes widen 'great' I thought 'they know now'
" Sesshomaru!" he bellowed " Is this the girl who you betrayed me for?" he said the ball room was silent everyone's attention on us I looked up Inu-tashio face red with fury he looked at me and walked over to me Sesshomaru stood and walked in front of me blocking me from his father. I too stood behind Sesshomaru peering over his shoulder
" What the hell is the meaning of this are you telling me that your going to marry her!"
" Yes father I am!" he said I was glad that Sesshomaru was protecting but I felt naraku's gaze on me and it gave me chills
" Rin were leaving" Sesshomaru said he grabbed my arm and stared leading me out when I felt someone else pull me back I turned around to have Inu-tashio in my face
" You little bitch do you know what trouble you have caused in my life you good for nothing slut!" he yelled I flinched blinking trying to rid of the tears
" Because of you I have lost my sons respect…look at you a pretty dress and some make-up is not going to change you your always going to be a poor pathetic girl" he said that hurt so much I couldn't contain myself I let the tear fall freely down my cheeks leaving trails from their travel. Sesshomaru pulled me close to him
" You have no right to speak to her like that she is to be my future wife and there is nothing in this world that will change that" he yelled everyone really surprised at the show of affection Sesshomaru gave me, he pulled me out of the ballroom and we rode back home.
The ride home was silent excepted for my pathetic sobbing. When we reached the apartment I ran into my bedroom closing the door shut, I threw myself on my bed and wept. I felt so alone and scared at that moment. So cold.
I heard footsteps coming nearer to my door
KNOCK
" Rin"
"…"
" Rin"
"…" I let out a short sob.
What was I suppose to say to him? He knew partially why I was upset. his father insulted me in front of everyone. Kagome and the others except Inuyasha hated me. Naraku was back. Just perfect but I couldn't tell Sesshomaru about naraku. He would be disgusted if he knew some else raped me. Touched me.
" Rin"
"…"
" Open the goddamned door!!" he yelled.
I rose from the bed and walked over to the door tear struck eye make-up messy under the pores of my cheeks that just added to the red and puffiness of it all.
I swung the door open
" What!" I yelled sounding like a teenager being disturbed by her privacy
" Your upset" he said simply and calm
" No fucking kidding genius!" I yelled but I was taken aback with my smart re-mark. I had never yelled at Sesshomaru except for the day I left him so long ago. I looked down to the floor not wanting to see the gaze of an angry Sesshomaru. I was being pushed, harshly might I add to the wall. Sesshomaru slammed me against the wall leading me to let out a small shriek.
" Don't you ever talk to me like that Rin" he said stating my name with poison wrapped around it. A sudden rage filled me. I dared to look up at his eyes.
" Why what are you going to do?" I said anger swimming in my eyes teeth grind together chin high up
" Do not test me"…ok the rage was gone and now sorrow over came me. Talk about mood swings! I shook my head not wanting the tears to fall but they did, I couldn't help it. I hid my face with my hands and crouched down. I felt Sesshomaru lift me by my arms and pulled me against him I cried ferociously on to his chest.
" You said everything was going to be ok" I mumbled
" Rin listen to me we are going to be married and nothing will change that. I have all my trust in you and you with me, It matters not what my father says." he said as he caressed my back.
I looked up at him and he looked down on me with concern "I'm sorry" I mumbled " I didn't mean to take it out on you"
" That's all right rin" he said taking my hands with both of his bringing it to his lips kissing the back of my hand tenderly. I lost myself in his eyes, full of so much compassion. I pressed my body onto his and kissed his jaw line, his throat, his Adams apple.
He lift my chin as I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed my cheek bone, my nose, my lips. What started off as a tender soft kiss escalated to a hard and passionate slur. I parted my mouth and he brushed his tongue inside massaging mine. Sucking on his bottom lip I bit it and suddenly fell onto something soft. Bouncy even. I looked around in confusion separating my gaze from him and realized where I was. His room. On the bed. 'what the hell how did I get here?!" I looked back at him my face flushed and breathing heavily and narrowed my eyes, he looked at me and smirked crashing down on my lips once more.
I tangled my fingers into his hair and pulled him closer to me with as much force as I possibly could. Arching my back a small moan escaped my mouth as he kissed down my neck pulling the neck strap from the dress leaving me to be exposed with my white lacey bra. I still continued to kiss him roughly and try to undo his shirt button. Which was a success. I felt my way through his hard cold chest and slipped off his shirt throwing it to the floor fiercely. He seemed to like it, he stopped kissing me looking at my lustful face and smirked. I myself was shock at my own gumption. He brushed his hand across my cheek and the shape of my face and slowly leaned down kissing me with less force than before.
"this is it" I said to my self as he pulled off the rest of my dress letting it fall to the floor
"oh lordy this is it" I thought when he kissed my stomach
"oh god oh god" I thought when he reached for his pant buckle and pulled them off with the rest of our discarded clothes.
My breath was loud. He pulled me up into sitting position and reached his hand over to my back to undo my bra. I shivered as he undid it tracing my spine with his finger. He pushed my bra down leaving my chest bare. "ok, ok, ok…" I was suddenly insecure what if he didn't like what he saw? what if I wasn't like the perfect model he deserved? My heart pounded in my chest feeling as if it was suppose to jump out from my throat. I turned away from him and he kissed my back another soft innocent moan escaped.
" Rin" he whispered
I turned my neck and looked at him form the side. He cupped my chin pulling forward to face him with my body. I looked down at the mattress not wanting to see his face when he saw me. I couldn't take it anymore I looked up excepting to see a face of disgust but instead he was smiling.
I looked at him in confusion and he leaned forward and hissed in my ear " Nice"
I snorted and began to giggle. their was no way in hell I expected that. I plunged myself into his arms more eager and he caught my lips. He laid me down on the bed and climbed on top of me and for a brief moment I was scared but then I realized I was the most luckiest women alive.
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