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"Besides…" He felt a small nip at his jaw as Eren's hand once again moved between Levi's legs, massaging his hardening length gently.
"…You seem to be enjoying yourself."
Without warning, Levi moved himself to straddle Eren, forcing Eren to fall back against the couch.
"Be careful, Eren."
The low vibrations of his voice sent shivers through Eren, whose arms made a move to wrap around Levi's neck. But he was stopped in his tracks. Levi gripped his wrists and pressed them to the back of the couch, bringing his nose mere millimetres from Eren's.
"You don't listen."
Eren rolled his hips in an attempt to feel something, anything he could in their position. His trousers had grown tighter and looking into the silvery blue eyes above him was not helping.
"Eren, we said we'd take it slow" He knew the words were being spoken through gritted teeth.
"But you want to take it further." He knew he was trying his luck, but he couldn't deny how much he wanted Levi. The man brought something out in him he didn't know could exist, even a small few touches drove him crazy, and in a situation like this, he was sure he'd do anything at all that Levi told him .
"But we said we would take it slow, we want this to work…" Levi's lips were closer than they had been, barely brushing against Eren's as he spoke.
"We can make it work, we can. I know we can, but we also have needs." Eren emphasized his final word with a thrust of his hips, making Levi grunt.
"Besides, I'm sober now, I'm of age, and I'm asking you." He stretched, closing the gap between their lips. The long missed sensation of Levi's lips on his made him groan, he had wanted this all night. The soft, sweet pecks that pulled at his lips were like a drug, dragging him away from reality and falling into a world comprised solely of the essence of the man he wanted to live and breathe for. He wanted to fall in love with him. The dizzy feeling that swept through him made him think that he was already getting there. A mere kiss took his breath away and every small touch set off fireworks. It was cliché, the feeling itself was surreal but simultaneously perfect. The warmth of Levi's mouth left too soon, and Eren found himself whining for more. Kisses made their path from the corner of his mouth to his ear, each lasting an eternity, making him internally scream for more but never wanting them to change. The quiet grunts and groans were only a portion of what he wanted to express.
"Shh, there's plenty more…" the words were husky against his ear. His back arched and his wrists fought Levi's grip.
"Relax." The effect of Levi's words had on him would have been embarrassing if it hadn't been for the circumstances. Eren stopped wrestling against him, keeping his head against the sofa, his back arched and lips parted and inviting.
Levi drank in the sight before him, prepared to keep the image before him in his mind forever. Eren looked beautiful, and Levi wanted to show him how beautiful he thought he was. He leaned forward again, deciding to take advantage of Eren's exposed neck. He placed delicate kisses from his jaw to the curve of his shoulder and moved his hands to hold Eren's head in place. As if knowing Levi's silent orders, Eren kept his hands in place, ignoring the ache in his shoulders for the thought of pleasing the older man. As his return trail of kisses reached the hollow of Eren's throat, an idea struck Levi. He poked his tongue out and licked a long strip up to Eren's jaw, eliciting a long moan from the man below him. Levi smiled and kissed over the skin again, sucking lightly every so often, leaving small red marks, not enough to last. The thoughts of Eren with that girl still brought forth some jealousy, and at the reminder following his possessive behaviour, he chose to prove it to Eren too. One hand ran from Eren's hair to rest at the side of his neck, keeping him steady as his breathing picked up. Carefully choosing a spot that would be easy to hide, Levi left long kisses. Without warning Eren, he sucked on the skin harder than before and the younger man groaned again, his hips bucking hopefully. Eren's once idle hands gave up their struggle to stay still, and buried themselves in Levi's hair, fisting it as the man left his mark. Surely he could do something to encourage Levi? He smirked as an idea came to mind. He let out another long, low moan, but added something to it that made Levi grip him harder than before.
"Levi~" Eren allowed the name to roll over his lips and it drew his lover back to them. Levi's hands were back in his hair and he kissed him passionately, insisting upon demonstrating what such sounds could do to him. Breathless, they parted and Levi returned to Eren's ear once more. He knew what he wanted now. He did not want to fuck Eren.
"Eren, I want to take you to bed." Eren nodded his response, preparing to rise from the sofa, but was stopped by a hand on his shoulder.
"No, this won't be like before." Eren stilled, unsure and nervous. "I don't want to fuck you."
Eren's heart dropped to his stomach. What had he done wrong to provoke such a reaction? His fear must have been far more obvious than he thought.
"Calm down, Eren. I want to make love to you. I don't want to mindlessly fuck you like an animal, I want to make love. I want to make you feel more pleasure than ever before. I want to know your body in the most intimate ways, and I want you to know mine. I want my lips on every part of you until there is no part of your body that I have not claimed as my own. I want to make you sing my name until you're hoarse." Eren's breath caught in his throat, suddenly he was nervous. Making love, the concept seemed so foreign, overwhelming and incredibly adult. He nodded all the same. Levi stood and held a hand out for Eren to take. He led him to the bedroom, and every second it took, Eren could feel his heart pound faster.
Eren, you'll be fine, you can do this, you've been with him before.
His thoughts were cut off by Levi pushing him against the door and nipping along his jawline. He let out a breath and leaned his head back against the door.
"Eren, relax."
Eren placed his hands on Levi's hips and pulled him close. He pressed their noses together, taking a moment to enjoy losing himself in Levi's eyes before allowing their lips to meet. One hand roamed up Levi's back to cup the back of Levi's head. The other man groaned and gripped Eren's shirt, pulling him along as he walked backwards. He turned just a moment before they reached the bed, allowing Eren to fall back before straddling him once more. Eren immediately sat up and gripped Levi's thighs. He barely saw Levi's smirk before their lips met again. He drew back and pushed Eren back, letting him fall against the bed properly this time. Before he could move, Levi's lips were on his, tongue moving gently along his lower lip while his fingers worked on the buttons of his shirt. He felt the air breeze over his chest as the final few buttons came apart and the shirt fell open. Levi's lips left his and moved to his neck, kissing his way down to Eren's chest, far lighter than he had ever kissed him before. He trailed his hands over Eren's waist, gripping him to keep him still as his kisses reached Eren's trousers. As impatient as Levi was, he wanted to draw it out, he wanted to tease the younger man and make sure this was a night he would never forget. He popped the button quickly and moved his hands back to his hips. He kissed the exposed underwear, forcing Eren to moan again. Levi couldn't help but smirk as his teeth grasped the zip and pulled it down almost painfully slow. Despite Levi's hands holding them still, Eren's hips tried to thrust up.
"Shh, calm down, we'll get there when we get there"
Eren groaned, more from frustration now.
"Kinda…hard to calm down, you know?" He blushed at his own words while Levi chuckled.
"Don't worry about it, you're not the only one…" Eren questioned the words for a moment before realizing what Levi was saying. Though he knew Levi had far more self-control.
Ignoring Eren being distracted by his words, Levi kissed further down, finally reaching the bulge in Eren's trousers. His hands gripped the sheets as he gasped.
"Levi, please…"
An idea struck Levi.
He moved to Eren's lips.
"You know, now would be a great time for a bit of a test"
Confusion painted Eren's face.
"Tell me Eren, how about I suck you off then make love to you?"
Eren's mouth opened a little, he realized the challenge.
"Or would you rather I suck you off than make love to you?
"I…uh…" He frowned, seemingly lost on the difference. However, Eren was not stupid.
Without warning, he wrapped his legs around Levi and flipped them over, his elbows resting beside Levi's head.
"It's rude to underestimate people." Eren's voice took on a new confidence.
"Though, after last time…" he kissed Levi's jaw lightly. "…I think I should be the one sucking you off and then you can make love to me." Levi's mouth dried, and he licked his lips.
Eren's new bravery was arousing, more so than Levi expected and seeing the younger man opening his trousers and tugging them down was an image he wouldn't forget any time soon. Eren was far quicker to act on his urges than Levi, and he showed it by tugging his boxers down. Levi gasped in response, he hadn't expected him to be so bold.
Eren blushed as Levi's member curved before him and he couldn't help but show his nervousness. The last thing he wanted to do was disappoint. He gripped Levi's length and pumped slowly. Levi let out a breath and Eren took it as a sign to move forward. He poked his tongue out and licked from the base to the tip lightly.
"Eren…" his name came as a groan and encouraged him.
He licked his lips and took Levi in his mouth, not wanting to wait any longer to taste him. As he felt the familiar salty taste tickle his tongue, he realized how much he had missed it. He gripped Levi's hips and bobbed his head, taking as much of Levi as he could before coming back up and focusing on the tip. He sucked on it lightly, his tongue tracing circles while Levi moaned, bucking hard. Eren glanced at his partners face and saw his eyebrows furrowed and his eyes shut.
"You've gotten better" the last word trailed into a moan, but he heard something else in it. Maybe a question about his activities. Was Levi being jealous? He entertained the idea, allowing a soft "mmm" to serve as response, forcing more moans from him. Levi's hand moved to stroke his hair, encouraging Eren to continue, pulling him into his mouth again, the tip hitting the back of his throat. Levi groaned again, louder than before and without warning, he gripped Eren's hair and pulled him away. Eren looked at him in confusion, but Levi said nothing, just gripped his face and kissed him.
"Stand up." Eren obeyed and Levi followed, pushing the shirt and waistcoat from his frame and allowing them to fall to the floor. He kissed Eren's shoulder as he pushed Eren's trousers down. "mnnn gotta get shoes off" he pushed Levi back to undress him in turn, pushing his shoes off without untying them. He pushed Levi's shirt off and his trousers followed. They stood in their underwear, lips still connected. Eren felt Levi's fingertips dip into his underwear and push them down. He parted from his lips to get on his knees, almost following the fabric. He licked the tip of Eren's erection before standing again, pushing his own underwear down and stepping out of the clothes pooled at his feet.
"Lie down." Eren obeyed once again as Levi walked to the locker. He pulled out a condom and lube, just like their first time. He set the packet beside him and allowed some lube to drizzle over his fingers. Eren's hands were missing their contact and made their way to rest on Levi's waist. Levi's clean hand settled in Eren's hair and he lowered himself to his lover's lips once more. While he allowed Eren's tongue to tease his own, he moved a finger to his puckered hole. He pressed his index finger in lightly and felt Eren gasp against his mouth. He pumped the digit slowly and allowed a second to join it. Eren was now moaning underneath him, groaning a quiet "please" and gripping the sheets beneath them. The third and final finger slipped in and Eren was begging out loud, "pleases" mixed with choruses of Levi's name pushed the older man over the edge. Ignoring Eren's whines for the loss of contact, Levi switched his attention to slicking lube over his own length. Eren's fingers traced idly over Levi's stomach, admiring the man above him. With one hand, Levi positioned himself and pushed into the younger man slowly while his free hand tangled itself with Eren's.
Eren's gasps filled the air, his back arching and his legs wrapped around Levi's waist. His head lolled back and his eyes closed. Tingles ran through him as he felt Levi's face bury in his neck, the soft kisses he placed along his neck encouraged more groans.
"Levi…" the groan of his name was breathless and Levi felt something new, something he had never felt with anyone else. It was warm, it was fulfilling. His kisses moved over Eren's chest as their breathing sped up in unison. He moved up to Eren's lips and Eren's hand left his own, and his arms immediately wrapped around Levi's neck, pulling him close and pressing their lips together. And everything seemed to slow down.
The feeling of Eren's tongue pressing against his own, Eren's hands in his hair, the feeling of Eren surrounding him. The boy had his heart, completely. Levi moved a hand to cup Eren's cheek. The way Eren arched against him sent shivers through him and the sudden loud whimper took Levi's breath away as Eren parted their lips.
"Levi, I'm going to cum." The words were quiet and punctuated with moans.
Levi stayed silent and instead moved his hand between them to grip Eren's member. Eren's breath sped up, gasps and moans filled with short breaths of Levi's name. Levi thrust harder than before, grunting with Eren's breaths. Before he could stop himself, he heard himself moaning Eren's name as his orgasm swept through him as he buried his face in Eren's chest.
In a few breaths, Eren followed, his cum splattering on their stomach. His moans were far louder than Levi's and his nails dug into the older man's back.
Levi pulled out of Eren and rolled to the side, his hand still intertwined with Eren's. Eren turned, cuddling into the older man's chest.
"That was amazing." Eren breathed against him. Levi nodded and kissed Eren's head. He felt so complete, like nothing else had to matter. This was perfect. They were perfect. He smiled against the fluffy mess of hair pressed against his nose, and in just a few moments, he heard soft snoring.
"Eren, we need blankets." Eren nuzzled closer. "Come on, you'll get cold."
Eren groaned and lazily got up from the bed and slid underneath the covers quickly.
"Come on, get in." Levi smiled and slid under with him, and the brunette was snuggled against him almost immediately.
"Goodnight Levi." The muffled words were almost impossible to hear, but the following words were even harder to hear. He strained to listen, and smiled softly, tilting Eren's head back and kissing him softly before pulling him closer.
"I love you too, Eren."