A/N : here is more for ya! hope ya enjoy! Many thanks to Jasper's Darlin' Kathy on being a great beta! be sure to check her out! A New Love is GREAT! hell who am i kidding all her stuff is, so check her out,k :P this chapter is back to the cullen POV...

hope ya enjoy!!

~Tish

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JPOV

It's only been a short time since the Cullen Family left Forks and here some of us are returning to the little town. If it weren't for Bella the place would bother the hell out of me. She means so much to this family. I can't believe we all left her like that. Edward and his dumb notions! If Bella was my girl I would never do something so cowardly...'Wait where the hell did that come from?!'

I know I haven't had the time to really get to know Bella since Edward always seperated us. One thing i did know about her was that she was an amazing girl. She had won all our cold dead hearts and changed us all. The family of vampires that are seemingly unchangeable. She even Changed me. Since that dreaded day, I have done nothing but change my outlook and curb my blood lust. Granted Alice wasn't at my side during that but I did it.

I used to think of her as my world and now...I don't know what to think anymore. Do i hate her for this? I can't. She was my light for so long. Do I understand any of it...NO. I don't see how she could throw what we had awaylike that...ugh!

I can't keep thinking like this. I reached back behind my seat and got out the case of music I stored in my car. I found a random mixed CD and put it in. The song that came on was Nickleback's Far Away. It seemed perfect for my situation. Alice is no longer my wife. She wanted to comfort my brother and love him while I'm still with her and behind my back no less! I'm racing back to my brother's ex-girlfriend with my brother and his wife. I've changed in the short time we have been away. I won't go back to that and I'll help her see thru dear Eddie's lie.

I can see every moment with the family that she has spent with us like it was yesterday. The moment we spent in the hotel. I told her she was worth it and she still is. He had to tell her otherwise! I can't believe he did that to her. I would do anything to help her believe other wise while we are her. I can only hope she doesn't mind.

If I was in her shoes and the family did that to me I don't know what I would do, how I would act. I couldn't and wouldn't go back to what i fought so hard to get away from.

I hope against everything we aren't to late for her. I can only Imagine what she is going thru. Will she trust us once again? Will she be afraid of me? How will she take to Rosalie coming back for her? They were never close for reasons that are all Rosalie... Will she even want us back after this? Will she even want me back? I don't know what I'll do if she is afraid of me.

Where did that come from? Why am I thinking that? She's like a sister to me...Right?

I wouldn't be surprised if she was. I don't want her to be. I want a chance with her in my life. Alice may have found me and guided me to this point in my life but that one action as gruesome as it could have been changed me. She helped me where Alice couldn't. I would make it up to her if it was the last thing I did.

All too soon we arrived in Forks. We quickly made our way our old home. As soon as we pulled in the drive Em hoped out and went to get Rosalie out of the Jeep and grabbed both bags. I pulled up behind them, grabbed the bag from the passenger side of the car and shut the door. As we made our way inside I noticed a foul smell. I quickly checked around looking everywhere. Nothing came up but I was still wary...

"Bro, What are you doing?"

"Nothing Em, get your tank ass in the house already."

I shoved him inside and closed the doors. Everything had sheets on them and nothing looked like home anymore, Nothing felt like it with out her.

'Damn it Jasper what the hell are you thinking that way for'

"C'mon boys we need to get this place presentable if we are gonna get Bella over here!"

Rosalie called out to us from upstairs. We Quickly took the cloths off the furniture and paintings and cleaned a bit to make things look like they used to. Well the best we could do without Esme. After all was said and done we all sat in the Living room and thought about how things were gonna play out. I could feel they were wary and unsure about how to do things. Hell, I was too.

"Alright how are we gonna do this?"

"I don't have a clue, Bro! Your'e the military man you come up with something..."

'whack'

"She's not some damn thing to stratigize over Em! She a woman we have to keep that into consideration..."Rosalie hit Em in the back of the head before she sighed again.

"She's right Emmett....I say we just go over there and she if she's home and if not than we will have more time to figure this whole deal out. If she is home than we wing it. Em, you'll probably have more of an effect on her and should probably be the first to say something..."

"Yeah ok, whatever...If not than what?"

"I dont have a clue. You?"

"Nothing let's just do this already, I miss my baby sister!"

With that we headed outside. We stopped and looked at our cars

"Run or Drive Rose?"

"Drive...?" she said unsure of her answer.

"My car" Em and I yelled out in unison. We looked at each other and laughed. Anxious as it was, it was good to laugh again.

We finally decided on my car and Em, of course, decided to pout the whole way.

"It's just not the same, Jazz! Its so damn small and enclosed!" He whined and pouted as he wrinkled up his nose in disgust. I glared at him and Rosalie once againg hit him upside the head.

"Emmett McCarty Cullen! How dare YOU! This is a classic!!" Rose shrieked and glared.

"Em, If you weren't such a damn tank you'd fit more comfortably in my car. Don't blame my baby for your b/s."

He rolled his eyes at me and I glared back at him from my rearview mirror. In no time we were at her house. I decided to go to the door. Charlie was home and I didn't know what to expect there. I slowly walked up to the door with Rosalie and Emmett in tow. I knocked twice and waited as I heard Charlie scrambling to come to the door. Shuffling his feet as he walked heavily. He started opening the door polite and curtious like than he saw Em, Rose and I.

"Yes how ma--- Oh, It you, Carlisle's kids right?"

"Yes, sir. My name Is Jasper Hale Cullen" I pointed to Rose over my Right shoulder"Thats my sister Rosalie Hale Cullen" and Pointed to Em on my left " And that brute there is my brother Emmett McCarty Cullen. We were wondering if Bella was home"

"Why do you care? He isn't here is he? I swear..."

I know what he was feeling and guessed what he was gonna say next but cut him the chase.

"No sir, It is only us. We were concerned about her Sir. We only recently found out the truth to how things happened and wanted to apologize. Make things right again so to speak. Our parents would of come as well but they were tied up at the moment and couldn't leave. As for Him" I sneered in referance to Edward "I hope he stays away for a while otherwise he will have us to deal with"

Em and Rosalie nodded their head in agreement and I'm sure one if not both look a lil murderous. Charlie backed up a bit and I'm guessing it was from our expressions when he was mentioned. He looked as if he was thinking things over and I soon felt resolve. He slowly backed aways from the door

"C'mon come in can't have ya kids standing outside. Lets talk."

At that we slowly entered her home none of us ever being here looked around in awe. It was a small Place but quaint. It felt home like, Minimal yet comfortable. No wonder she is such a simple girl to please. We sat down in the living room. Charlie had a game on and he quickly turned it off. We sat there is Silence waiting for him to speak.

"So... let's talk"