WPOV
"NO! Get away from me please please don't hurt my baby please" I couldn't see it was too dark all I could feel way their hands touching me. I kicked and screamed, but was only rewarded with another punch to the face. I could feel the blood trickle down my shirt and face. I called out for Ian a hundred times, but he never came, he never came to save me. I cried in silents and accepted the fact that I was going to die, accepted the fact that I would lose my baby and never see Ian again. I heard two sets of foot steps walking towards me, the man held on to my arms and pinned them roughly over my head. I had to fight back a scream when one of the men slapped me hard across the face. They all started to laugh when I started to cry again, I kept telling myself to be strong and to act the way Mel would. I built up some courage and spitted straight in one of the guys faces; there was an awful dead sielents in the room. I waited for one of them to hit more or break one of my legs or call me one of the many bad words in the dictionary.
"Hmm, little thing gots attitude" they all started to laugh in some sick unison. One of the guys pushed my violently against the wall and pinned me up against it again. The hold was so tight I could hardly breathe I could hear my pulse beating inside my ears. The two other guys started to touch me in ways only Ian was allowed too. I started to cry uncontrollably thinking about all the awful stuff they would do to me and my baby. One of the guys started to unbutton my pants.
"NO please stop!" I kept begging for them repeating myself over and over again. I didn't want it to end like this, not now not when everything was going wrong I didn't want to leave Ian I didn't want to leave Jamie I didn't' want to leave this planet.
"Wanda! Wanda!" I could feel someone shaking me but I was still to afraid to open my eye. How did they now my name, did they get the others, maybe if I act died they'll just leave me alone to die by myself.
"Honey wake up please Wanda!" I felt the arms wrap around my two shoulders and give me a shake. I open my eyes slowly expecting to see three guys staring back at me with only the worst intentions, but when I did all I saw were these two heart stopping sapphire eyes looking back at me with nothing but concern. I sat up and took a deep breath and looked down at my chest to make sure I was fully clothed. I looked up at Ian ready to apologize for scaring him when he pulled me into the biggest hug ever. He held me for what felt like for ever just stroking my head and kissing me lightly on the forehead and couple of times.
"Are you okay" I still wasn't ready to talk yet so I just nodded my head and pulled myself closer to him so I could breathe in his sent for just a while longer. He pulled me onto his lap and looked me straight in the eye before leaning in to give me a quick peck on the lips.
"do you want to tell me about it it's okay if your not ready yet, it's just that you really scared me there." he was wrong I did want to tell him about my dream it was just how do I tell him that I never had a dream before, that I wasn't allowed to dream and that the first dream I ever had was with me ending up being ganged rapped.
"I don't know how" I could help myself just think of a way to explain to him was enough to bring back the terrifying images. I hung my head in my hands and started to cry I wanted to be strong I want to pretend that everything was okay and that I would be okay ,but I couldn't. Ian pulled me back into him and started to tell me everything would be okay that every thing would be all right, but it was everything wasn't every thing wasn't going to be alright. After a while of me just sitting there crying into his shirt my stomach finally made itself known. Me and Ian both looked down at my stomach I started to laugh a little and Ian just smirked and pecked me softly on the cheek before helping me up to my feet.
"Go get changed then we'll go get breakfast okay love" I smiled up at him and gave him a quick kiss before running over to my corner were my clothes where. I grabbed my shorts the one with the hole on the thigh and my favorite green tank top. I walked over to the mirror and looked at myself for a minute before grabbing my comb to brush my hair down. Normally it would of frizzed back up and curl up in some way, but today it was straight and fell across my shoulder. I took one last look at myself before running back over to his side. I was just about to grab his hand to haul him to the kitchen when he grabbed my hand a pulled me back to him. He kept one hand on the middle of my back and the other spread firmly across my lower lift hip. He was looking at me with so much love I thought I might melt, I looked him straight in the eye and he looked me straight back into mine.
"Have I told you lately that I love you soo much and that you're the most beautiful women I've ever known?" I couldn't help the giggle the accidentally escaped my lips.
"everyday." I blushed; Ian smirked then bent down so that our foreheads were touching. We sat there and just stared into each others eyes all I wanted to do was to hold on to him for as long as I could and kiss him. I was just about to reach up and kiss him when I felt the familiar thumping going on inside me.
"I think we should get going I think the baby's getting hungry too" I smiled up at Ian and grabbed his hand and started walking off towards the direction the kitchen was. We walked in silents just holding each others hands while our baby kicked inside of me "play around" that the way Mel had explained it to me. When we got into the kitchen Jamie was already on one of his many rampages about how he should be one of the captains for tonight's soccer game. Ian made me go sit down next to Jared while he ran off to go get us food. It was still a little awkward for me to be this close to Jared I tried my best to forget about what happened in that night, but I can't when it's just him and I, I get nervous and scared all over again. He hasn't tried anything lately but I can't help but wonder what could have happened that night that would have caused him to hurt me like that.
Jpov
Why why did she have to be so beautiful, why did she have to be my best friend's girl friend, why could that baby she was carrying be mine? I looked over to see Wanda walking over towards my table she was holding on to Ian's hand and smiling down at the ground. She was wearing those short jeans with the hole on the leg that made her look so good and that green tank that just hugged her the right way. Ian walked her all the way to my table before turning back to go get her some food. I wanted so baby just to stand up and walk away so I would have to sit here and watch them make kissy face at each other. But I couldn't it was like everything about her was telling me to stay and be with her. I every now and then I would sneak a quick peek at her only to see her playing with her hair and looking everywhere else but at me.
"So how's it been Wanda" I turned my whole body around so that I could really see her. She jumped a little and looked me with those big beautiful doe eyes.
"Everything's good how about you." She hesitated a little at first, but I could tell we'll be back to the relationship we had before this whole mess started.
"I'm good now…hey Wanda I just want to apologize for what happen yesterday with Ian's mom and stuff" I knew that was the last thing that she wanted to hear right now, but you know me. You could practically see her whole domineer change. I couldn't take my eyes off her she was just so perfect. Even though I just made her sad it didn't matter I was just pointing out one of the many reasons why she and Ian shouldn't be together.
"That fine Jared everyone doesn't have to like me it's a part of life"
"What do you mean everyone doesn't have to like you Wanda, you're the nicest, funniest, selfless, most beautiful women on this planet and you have to be nuts not to love you" it was true every word Wanda was perfect to the way she says my name to the way she pouts when no one will let her work. the way she walks is enough to drive any man crazy, the way she smiles is just enough to make me want to take her in my arm and make her mine. No matter how hard I try I'll always love Wanda, no matter how hard I try to pretend that when ever I see her with Ian I don't want to smash his face into the nearest wall when then the truth is all I want to do is love her forever and live the rest of my life with her and the only thing standing in my way is Ian O'Shea and that an obstacle that could be easily removed.
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