Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight; all rights belong to Stephanie Meyer.

A/N: Sorry no lemons this chapter but I will get to one next chapter, if you review it….

Chapter Fourteen

Bella POV

If I could, I would be blushing right now, I have never felt this way before. I guess there is always a first for everything. I pulled Edward back up into my arms and planted a kiss right on his lips, I could still taste myself on him, and it was sweet. Hopefully the next round goes easier on me since that was a little harder for me to control. I thought I was going to attack him for a moment in there somewhere but I was caught up into to much bliss.

I pushed him over on to the bed so I could be back on top. I was trying to pay attention to what he was thinking; trying to pick up any ideas of what he wanted from me. The only thing he would mention was about how much he loved me, so I whispered to him, "I love you too."

As I started kissing around his ear and worked my way down his neck. I didn't think it would be the wrong idea until I noticed my vampire instincts kicked in, I could hear the blood flowing through his veins and the smell was unimaginable. I wanted to taste it.

Before I knew it I had his arms pinned down onto the mattress. And I had my mouth about an inch from his neck, ready to make my mark when I heard someone knock on the door. It broke my train of thought, I glanced up at Edward and he was glad that someone interrupted and so was I.

I backed away from Edward, what just happened? I almost killed him but why wouldn't I try to kill him before? I had urges before but I controlled them. I sat in the corner of the room as Edward got up from the bed and he threw a towel at me. I forgot I wasn't wearing any clothes; I wrapped the towel around me as the door opened. "Hey guys, I have been trying to call." She quickly looked Edward up and down, looking for marks I presume.

Edward just stared at her, "Alice, what are you doing here?"

"I am sorry Edward, you phone was busy and I just thought…" She walked over to me. Am I calm enough to talk yet?

I cleared my throat. "I am sorry Alice, you stopped me… "I paused looking down, I was ashamed, "You stopped me from killing him."

Edward looked at me at the same time as I looked at him. I couldn't listen to his mind, he keep saying its okay over and over again. It isn't okay. This can end badly if this gets out of control again.

Jasper was standing in the door way, whispering to Edward, thinking we couldn't hear their conversation. They were talking about what each of them have accomplished in the last two hours. I looked at Alice and she had a smile on her face, "We can still here you." Alice must have been thinking the same thing as me.

"Alice, I am going to be okay." I didn't know if that was true or not, but I would have to control myself better.

"Bella, it may not be the best thing to do right now. Maybe we should just head home." She was ready to start her new life wife Jasper. I wanted to wait it out at least a couple of more hours in this room.

"Tomorrow Alice, we will head back tomorrow. We have to let Jasper and Edward sleep. They are going to need it." I didn't lie it was the truth.

"Yeah I guess you are right." She started walking towards the door. "Bella, just be careful. I will still keep an eye out, but I am not always on time."

"I understand Alice, thank you." I was relieved they were leaving.

She grabbed Jasper's hand they were off down heading down the hall way. Edward closed the door and slowly walked over to me. "It's okay Bella I trust you." He put his hand on the side of my cheek.

"No, it's not okay. It was to close…" I paused and looked down, "I could've killed you Edward." I closed my eyes and let my head fall into his hand.

"Look at me Bella." He had his other hand on the other side of my face, forcing me to look at him. "You listen to me." I nodded. "I want to go slow, no matter what happens, know that I love you."

I put my arms around his waist and pulled him closer to me, "I know but it will be to hard for me if I let things get out of control." I laid my head on his chest. I could hear his heart beat so clear, almost as if it was right here in my hand. I tried hearing the rhythm of his heart beat while whispering, "I love you with all of my heart. If you were to die, I could never live with myself."

He held his arms tight around me, holding me close, "I will never leave you Bella. You are my life now. Remember that." And he placed a kiss on the top of my head.

I leaned up and kissed his neck again, the same place I was ready to taste only ten minutes ago. I couldn't hurt him. But what if Alice wasn't there to stop me again? I pulled out of his arms. I would wait for him to become a vampire; this is the only way I could be with him again. It is too risky.

I took a few steps back, "I can't do this Edward; I can't control myself when I am with you."

"Okay, then we will wait. I am fine; I would wait a lifetime to be with you Bella." He took a few steps closer to me, "Trust me."

He wanted me to trust him? Shouldn't I be the one saying that to him? I could never ask him to trust me. There is so much I can't handle on my own. I looked into his eyes, "I do trust you Edward. It's me I don't trust with you. I don't understand we just hunted before we came on this trip."

"Don't judge yourself Bella, I want this as much as you. Come here."

I walked into his waiting arms. We started walking over to the bed and he climbed in and lay in front of me. I am still standing. Can I do this? Just if we lay here, I can. I climbed into the bed and snuggled up under his chin. I began to rub circles around on his chest and noticed that sleep had taken him in. Good he needed sleep.

After an hour, I nudged him to see if he was still asleep and he began to moan my name. I smiled, I am glad I still starred in his sleep at night. I got up off the bed and walked into the bathroom.

I found new clothes and slipped them on, I knew Alice would still be around somewhere. I walked down to her floor and started walking towards her room when I noticed she was in the hallway already. "What are you doing out and about? Giving Jasper and chance to refuel?"

She laughed at that, "No, I let him fall sleep. He needs his rest." She winked at me. "What are we going to do while the men are sleeping?"

"Depends how long do we have?" She was the one that could see the future.

She closed her eyes and let the vision come over her, "We have about four hours before Edward wakes up."

Okay, that didn't give us much time. "Let's go take a walk or something."

"Okay." She said as we made our way to the elevator. We hit the first floor button then we noticed there was a vampire scent in here. "Bella do you smell that?"

"Yeah, is that a scent we know?"

"It is our cousins, I believe." She took another breath, "Two of them were here, but there is one I am not sure of. It could be our new cousin. That girl Katie from the club, was that her name?" We reached the first floor and walked through the lobby. I hope that Katie isn't here.

Out on the street is where Alice came to a halt, probably another vision. I whispered to her, "What is it?" She pulled my arm so that we were heading back into the hotel. What is going on? And why isn't she telling me?

"Quiet Bella, there isn't much time." She pulled me back into the elevator. "Okay, our cousins, evidently one of them knows your Edward a little to well." My jaw dropped and my teeth were exposed. I was ready to attack. I knew Katie new Edward but what is goin to do?

"Where are they?" I couldn't control my anger. I would kill anyone that came between Edward and I. Anyone.

"Calm down, I can't see right now. I am not sure what they are thinking. I just know that the new one used to like Edward." She must be seeing things she isn't telling me.

"Remember I told you that Katie dated Edward before me." She couldn't know Edward recently, him and I have been together for almost four years.

"I don't think this Katie girl is going to be compromising with us." She was hiding something she wasn't telling me about her.

We were talking so fast that if anyone heard us they wouldn't be able to understand it. We went up to Alice's room and when we got inside Alice immediately pushed me in the bathroom. "Bella, you have to control yourself. We can't be recognized, do you hear me?" I nodded my head. She was upset and so was I.

I calmed myself down, "Alice, what are we going to do?"

"We are going to head back downstairs and hope we run into Tanya's family." She paused and held her head off to the side, probably trying to hear if Jasper was waking up. "You are going to behave; we don't know what to expect from Katie."

"I will, you just have to remind once in awhile so I don't attack Katie, even if she is family." She had a smile on her face.

"I wouldn't let it go that far."

I wasn't so sure, would she stop me? I said, "Okay if you say so."

She opened the door and we glanced over at Jasper, who was still sleeping on the bed. Messed up sheets, wonder what they were doing? I felt a smile grow on my face as I remembered what happened in Edward and mine's bed upstairs. I definitely wanted that to happen again.

"Alice, why don't I just go back to my room and keep an eye on Edward? You can find Tanya and them without me."

"No, they need to know who you are, if they were to smell another vampire around here and not no them, there could be trouble." She was walking briskly down the hall way.

I had to pace myself to catch up with her. "Okay let's go."

­­­

After we made it back out of the hotel we opened our senses and followed the sweet smell of the other vampires. They weren't far considering the smell was still very strong and fresh. "Alice, I think they are close."

"Yeah, they are." She reassured me. "Bella, there they are." She pointed across the street. I saw three girls, well almost woman. I saw one with strawberry blonde hair, one with blonde hair, and a brunette. I saw the face of the two blondes, but the one with the brunette hair was facing away from us, it must be Katie.

"So they are the ones that like to cause trouble?" I asked.

"Yeah, remember the ink? That was from Tanya. She is the one with strawberry blonde hair" I could tell Alice didn't really like them just from the way she talked about them.

"Oh." I tried to get a closer look before Alice tugged on my arm.

"Will you pay attention; they are with people right now, which means, we cannot confront them yet."

"Why would that matter? We are just going to say hi aren't we?" Plus I would love to see Katie's face when she saw me.

Alice looked surprised, like I was missing something. "I don't see just that happening Bella, you know this other girl, something tells me that she doesn't like you very much."

"I do know her well. Actually I kind of stole Edward from her. She is probably holding a grudge." We crossed the street when I asked Alice, "How long has she been a vampire?"

"She has been a vampire for almost two years now."

What if she wants Edward in her sick games? My feet weakened. She was Edward's love before me. How is this possible? "She doesn't want him does she Alice?"

"She already saw him since she became a vampire Bella." Right now is when I wished I could hear other people's minds instead of just Edward's. What did she want with Edward? I turned around to talk to Alice and she was gone.

"Alice, where are you?" I whispered out, I knew she could hear me.

"I am over here Bella." She was walking towards Tanya. I didn't want to do this yet. I went to turn around when Alice interfered. "Now Bella, this is the only time we can confront them. Come on." And she pulled my hand and we started our way over to Tanya.

When Tanya saw us coming, she must have gotten rid of the men she was with. She told the other two girls that she was with and that is when Katie saw me. It has been almost four years since I saw her last, and even then we weren't on good terms. Being vampires I doubt changed that about us, now we could fight, we could fight for what we wanted. Then it all became clear, she wanted Edward, and so did I. We would fight, wouldn't we?

A/N: So will there be a fight?? Who thinks there should be? Should Bella kick Katie's ass?? Review and let me know….. if not then I will just let them become best friends : P