Thanks again to Vikinglass25 for your great beta skills and for putting up with me for being such a slacker with my writing.
I hope all my faithful readers enjoys this chapter and thanks for not getting super angry with my long period of waiting for a new chapter. I am still a new writer and it still feels strange to be writing at all. Tomorrow is my 20 year class reunion and to think back in school and all of my life up until Jan. I would never have tried to write at all. I'm glad I gave it a try and I know I still need to learn a lot but it is nice to have people that enjoy what seems to flow from my head to the computer.
A few days have passed since my night at Fantasia.
It will be in my all-time fantasy column for a long time to come.
I never knew I was the type to play sex games.
I was almost 25 before I had sex with Bill. Sex with Bill was a warm up of better things to come in my future.
I guess in a way, it's a good thing Bill was my first but I'm still not happy that I had been only a job to him. If I had still been a virgin when Eric and Godric came along, I'm not sure how I would have handled having sex with two super charged sexual vampires for my first time.
Who am I kidding; they would have made that special for me too.
Being with Bill and now my mates, I know what I was really missing and how I now have the best.
The last week has been a real eye opener. I have found that I like to have sex. Lots of sex and I am no longer ashamed to be me.
Old hang ups had to go out the door and I will never let them walk back in.
Eric and Godric know how to give me room to be by myself without me having to tell them what I need.
I have always pretty much been by myself and I'm used to having time alone and time to enjoy the sun.
I really need to give Sam a call and I have been putting it off. I know he has to be worried and I will do that as soon as I go back into the house.
Eric even gave me a new laptop computer and I like to go on there and play games during his and Godric's downtime.
I have also been looking for the perfect wedding gown. No luck in finding it yet.
Eric says I need to pick one out and have it shipped ASAP, so that I will be ready when my mama tells me it is time to wed officially.
He said that supernatural beings have their own time table and are not a patient group. When it is decided it is time, I will not be given time to have a dress of my choosing, so I better get to it before it is taken out of my hands.
I can't wait to see my mama again. I have been getting flashes of memories of my other life with her and now I can't wait to make new ones with her.
I know that without her, I might not still be with my mates but I guess someone must have had a master plan and all the pieces of the puzzle are now coming together.
I have had enough sun for today and I walk into the house to make my call to Sam.
I pick up the phone and dial Merlotte's. Lafayette answers the phone and says, "Merlotte's".
"Lafayette this is Sookie, can I speak to Sam?"
"Hookah. Where the hell have you been? Are you ok?"
"I'm doing great Lafayette. I have been at Eric's house. Part of the reason was to keep me safe but a lot of it has to deal with him now being one of my mates. His maker also turned out to be my second mate."
"Oh shit! Are you serious? How the hell did that come about?"
"Well let's just say that Bill was sent here by the vampire Queen of LA to bring me to her. She was going to use me for my telepathic ability and turn me into a vampire. Godric figured out what was happening and he and Eric have put a stop to her plans."
"Well fuck me straight! That is a lot of shit Sookie! I'm having a hard time seeing you with two men. Just a man that looks like Eric does is enough for any one person. You went from little miss virgin, to now keeping up with 2 men? hahaaahhaaa."
I was a little surprised he was taking this so well. He should be scared and telling me to not to be with Eric. I will have to ask Eric if he has paid a visit to Lafayette.
"I know. I can hardly believe it myself. I would not trade either of them for the world."
"Sookie pie! Well I got to run. You's know these people up in here are wanting to eat and they think I should be cooking something for them. You take care of yourself and call me soon. Here is Sam."
"Bye Lafayette. I will keep in touch."
"Hey Sookie! Where have you been? I have been worried sick. Jason said that you were now with Eric Northman but I had a hard time believing that."
"It's true Sam! Bill sold me out. He was hired by Queen Sophie Ann to bring me to her."
I proceeded to tell him what had been going on.
"Are you happy Sookie?"
"I'm very happy Sam. I love both Eric and Godric. I couldn't have been happier with anyone else."
"You know that is all I want for you! I guess part of me always thought that it would be me you would end up with but I wouldn't have been able to save you from a Vampire Queen. I guess you are with who you need to be with. I'm just glad that you seem to be happy with your arrangement."
"Sam, I know I am lucky. Even if I didn't love them both, I would still be happier with them then the Queen. She is a real bitch and her child is super creepy. I wanted to let you know that I'm ok and that I can no longer work there."
"I figured as much. You would not be safe working here. The Queen would be trying to kidnap you and I wouldn't want that to happen to you. Maybe you can get Eric to bring you by one of these nights."
"I will ask Eric and Godric to do that. It might be awhile though. The Ancient Pythoness is planning my wedding to both and I have not been given a date yet."
"A wedding.. So soon?"
"I want to Sam but the timing is of the essence too. I will need the extra protection."
"Congrats Sookie! I'm going to miss seeing you in here."
"You are one of my best friends Sam. I will be in to see you as soon as it is safe for me to do so."
"You take care of yourself and I will talk to you soon Sookie."
"By Sam and take care of yourself."
We hung up and I felt better now that I had talked to both Lafayette and Sam. I know that I also need to talk to Tara but I'm just not ready to tackle that yet. She is going to be pissing fire at me.
Eric and Godric walked into the room.
Eric says, "Who was on the phone lover?"
"I was talking to Sam and Lafayette. I needed to tell Sam I could no longer work there."
"Oh. How did he take it?"
"He took it well. I told him some of the story and told him I was happy with my 2 mates. We wanted to see if you could take me to see him when the heat dies down."
"That can be arranged. How was Lafayette?"
"Funny you should ask that Eric? Is there something you need to tell me?"
Eric tried to look innocent but it just wasn't working.
"I glamoured him into forgetting I ever kidnapped him. He only remembers meeting me and that I am a fine ass Vampire Sheriff." He said with a smirk.
"Did you do that for me Eric?"
"Mostly for you and also because Sophie Ann had me selling V and Lafayette was my seller."
"You had him doing what Eric?" I could feel my anger rising.
"Please don't be mad. I was ordered to and when things changed with us, I knew that I had to make amends. He doesn't remember and I also made sure to give him money for the trouble. I knew that you would be upset if I didn't make it right."
"I'm still miffed at you Eric. You should have told me. I don't like finding this out like this."
Eric walked over to me and picked me up under my arms so I was face level with his.
"I'm sorry Sookie. I will never do anything like this again. You know I was not the best of men back then and through you, I see my errors. I love you Sookie and I made to sure to fix this for you, so that your friend has no lasting memories you would find unacceptable."
I felt my anger leaving me. I could feel just how much he wanted to make amends.
"I forgive you Eric and thank you for making it better. Just don't use people like that again."
I gave him a kiss and Eric drew me closer to his body.
"I love you Eric. I hate when I feel angry with you. I'm really hungry Eric? Will you take me to Burger King? I feel like I need some meat."
He laughed and said "Your wish is my command. Go grab your shoes."