Chapter 14
Sleep didn't come that night for the blonde. She knew she had
school the next morning but she just couldn't close her eyes. She rolled over onto
her side and noticed a folded piece of paper had been slipped under her door.
Little did she know on the other side of the door was her mother, Paula sitting on
the ground sobbing into her hands. Once the woman calmed down she lightly
knocked on her daughter's door. Not waiting for the ok she walked into the room
and closed the door behind her.
I didn't mean to hurt her, I didn't know she would run away. It's for her
own good I did it because I love her or I care about her or ...I don't know what I
feel. Unlike her friend the brunette was able to fall asleep without any trouble.
As she walked closer to the door Spencer knew she had read the note but
couldn't read the expression on her pale face. Her eyes were bloodshot and her lip
had a slight twitch. "Mom are you ok? what's wrong" She knew what was wrong
she knew she had done the only thing her mother would never forgive her for. She
knew she had broken her mom's heart and when her mom sat beside her she lost
all control. She burried herself in her mother's chest and started to sob
uncontrolably. " How could you Spencer? How could you do this to me to our
family" The sobbing stopped and the blonde slowly lifted her head from her
mother's chest. " I didn't do this to our family. Do you have any idea how
hard this is for me? I have been struggling with this for years and you think I did
this just to hurt you? Do you have any idea how bad I am hurting, I just told
Ashley I wanted to be with her and I got rejected. I should have known I would
never be good enough for her."
" Of course you're good enough, no wait Spencer you are better then her you deserve a
nice boy who will treat you with respect."
She thought long and hard for a moment and decided to finally say it
" Mom I am a lesbian"