This one is a little shorter then some of my previous chapters, but i think it was better written that way.
About continuing chapter 12's AU. I'm definitely still doing it no matter what anyway, but when is what I'm debating with now.
I'd love nothing more then to do it now, but i don't want to run out of steam for the 57 chapters, you know? Cause when i go full speed ahead on a new story, that usually happens. So to prevent either story from only being half finished, i was thinking of finishing that one first.
Does that make sense to you guys?
Anyway, enjoy the chapter :)
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Hajime Hinata.
He'd had so many ideas and goals for his life.
He wanted to be somebody important, someone special. He didn't want to be just another face in the crowd, he wanted to make a difference in the world.
It didn't matter wether this was through becoming a internationally know heart surgeon, a movie star, or running his own goddamn kingdom.
He'd just wanted to be somebody, you know?
Unfortunately, as he got older, life taught him a hard lesson.
Standing out from the crowd wasn't the easy. And fame was a lot more fleeting then one would think.
He saw it happen all the time, celebrities rose and fell within years. An international bad that was popular in one generation, quickly became old news to the next.
He felt suffocated by his own mediocrity, and he didn't know what to do.
That all changed when he met him.
Nagito Komaeda.
When they first met, he wasn't sure what to think of the pale boy. Not only his appearance, but his speech and personality made him something of a riddle. Hajime would be lying if he said he wasn't curious.
As they got to know each other, he slowly learnt more about the other, and his self hatred was worrying. Even though the intensity of his beliefs scared him, he still felt like the other boy should have someone there to support him.
He helped the other, but as he did, he came to realise that he was also helping himself.
He did his best, slowly but surely, he helped the other see other possibilities in life, fell in love with him, and slowly helped him want to live. Not just for others, but to make a happy life for himself.
But as time went by, he realised he was also advising himself. Through the other, he had slowly lessened his own grief. Though the crushing feeling of normality probably wouldn't ever go away, he was becoming content with his life.
But as he came to these realisations, he also realised that he wanted Nagito to be a part of it. He had come to mean so much to him, that it wouldn't quite feel the same having a life without him in it.
It didn't quite sink in with the other at first, but eventually he came to know that Hajime was quite serious about his romantic intentions. Although awkwardly to begin with, slowly but surely they eased into their relationship.
So maybe he wasn't some immortal god, or the leader of this decades most popular boyband.
But the ring that now sat on his left hand…
Was truly a symbol of his greatest achievement.
END OF CHAPTER:
It didn't turn out quite as i envisioned this when i first thought of the idea, but did it still come out okay?
Cause i liked this idea, but I'm not quite sure if i've articulated it right the way i wanted it to sound. What are your thoughts?
Cya next chapter :)
Tairulz
