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Jenny.

The next morning I woke up alone with the worst headache ever and I felt guilty. I tried to recall the evening in my head. I remembered the secret Frank had told me, I remembered telling Frank my own and I sure as hell remembered my crying and that I had told Frank I couldn't kill 'em… Oh I'm so fucking stupid. I smashed my already acing head into the wall. Somehow I knew a self destructive behaviour wasn't the answer that much I had learnt from my weeks with the band. But it sure as hell takes your mind of your own stupidity. I picked a pencil up and made sure it was sharp then I stabbed my arm with it but all the sudden Mikey walked into the room.

"Nooo! Stop it for crying out loud!" He screamed as he threw himself towards the bed and pulled the pencil out of my hand. "Do never anything like this to your self! Ever again! Do you understand?" I had never seen Mikey like this, he looked mad but at the same time he looked his face was in serious pain, pain I had caused... "I care for you Jen, no matter what demons you have or what have been going on in your past. I just want to be with you. Kiss you, making love to you, waking up next to you. That's all I want!"

"Then you have to promise me some things." I sounded harsh but some things had to be done, promises had to be made.

"Anything for you, you know that!" he whispered.

"Okay." I sighed. "First you need to stop drinking, for Gerard's sake, my sake and of course for your own sake, I don't want that to be the death of you." No drinking would ever be the death of him… I will I thought bitterly to myself. Mikey nodded but said nothing and I had to continue. "Then you need to break off things with your wife, you need to show me that I'm the only one. Choose one me or her then we either can kiss and having sex and stuff, or you can have your wife back, I will never bother you… It isn't so long time until I'm eighteen, I can have an own apartment and stuff. Make your choice as fast as possible!"

I saw him become stiff where he sat, it looked like he didn't know what to do nor say. We stared at each other for a minute or two before he draws a deep breathe and spoke.

"I have made my choice, you know that Jen. I love you and that is with all my little black heart!" he leaned forward to kiss me but I didn't want to kiss him not in this moment at least, I had mixed feelings on one hand I whished with all my heart that he should say that he loved his pathetic wife and that this was just a stupid mistake. Then I could kill him easily but on the other hand I felt amazing that this hot, sexy yes amazing man had chosen me over his wife.

"Then divorce her… I don't want to fool around with a married man anymore. You can not both have the cookie and eat it to…" There it was my statement. That was it… would he do it, the divorce or would he just come crawling back to her. Mikey gasped, I don't think he hadn't realized that I was going to make him go through with the divorce this quick.

"Okay…" he whispered to me. "I'm going to straight things out with her and then we will be together forever you and me, aren't we?" I nodded and that must have made him more confident. "Hey… do you want to go to the movies?"

It was like all the serious words just a minute ago was gone and I giggled as an answer.

Mikey.

We joined the guys in mine and Gerard's room after Jen had made her statements, I never thought she could be this tough but apparently I was wrong. I just hoped Alicia would come after her and kill her… as far as I know she still loves me. But who knows? We lazily glared at the TV until lunch when we ordered room service and Gerard thought it was time to plan the rest of our day.

"Lindsey and Bandit are staying at Lindsey's parents place but we had plans on them getting here for a while. Jenny would you like to meet my wife and little girl?" Gerard asked and she had a huge smile on her face.

"Gerard I love babies! And I would very much like to meet little Bandit! And the mysterious Lindsey!" she laughed all the trouble from last night and even the morning was gone…

"I didn't know I was mysterious…" a female voice said and I turned around to see a woman holding a little child in her arms. "Sorry for being early but this little fellow couldn't sleep… she just had to se her father!" the little girl giggled and stretched out towards her father who grabbed the girl and held her close to his body. I hardly ever saw Gerard this happy and it stung my heart, why couldn't I and Jen be the same way as Gerard, Lindsey and Bandit? Why did we have to sneak around like criminals?

Jenny.

Lindsey walked up to his husband and gave him a kiss before she turned around to me with a warm smile.

"Hi, you must be Jenny. I've heard a lot about you!" she smiled and put her hand out towards me.

"Hello, Lindsey… ehm… I'm Franks…" I started but Gerard laughed.

"No need to pretend right now darling, I can't keep a secret from this one. She knows mostly about you. I hope that's okay with you…?" he looked concerned for a moment but when I smiled the worries faded away from his face as he turned to face his daughter again.

"No… that's okay…" I slowly said but no one seemed to notice.

"So tell me why am I so mysterious?" Lindsey rested her arm over my shoulder and it seemed like some girl time was up, nothing wrong with that.

"No… it is just that I've heard so much about you. Gerard talks about you or Bandit ALL the time but I never met you… and I'm glad I finally did."

"Oh I hope he doesn't bore you! I hope we will be great friend's sweetheart!" she said and glared at her husband.

We sat and talked for a while, and then Bandit all the sudden was mad at her father, it was probably because he never wanted to let go of his perfect girl. Lindsey fed her with the bottle and then the little was all smiles again.

"Wanna hold her?" Lindsey asked as she handed over her daughter to me.

"She is so cute!" Frank said as Bandit smiled at me and Frank leaned over my shoulder.

"You want one of these one day?" Mikey asked and snuggled up on my other side.

"Yeah! Babies are so amazing. And so innocent! I wanna bee that way again…" I said and Mikey gentle kissed me on my cheek. I could feel the blood rush to my cheek and I felt everyone stare at me.

"Well you better go back to your mothers safe arms!" I said to Bandit and I could see Lindsey sigh.

"I sound so old when you say mother!" I laughed at her as I handed her baby back.

"Hey Jen… could I get a word with you?" I turned my face up towards Bob, I nodded and we left the room. I took a quick glance back into the room and I saw Mikey smile at me, the look he had in his eyes told me that it is me he loves. And only me. I was about to smile back when Bob grabbed my arm and dragged me into his and Rays room.

"So… are you still planning to kill us?" a harsh voice hit my face when I had closed the door and turned to face Bob. I didn't know what to answer. "Because there are four men, my four best friends, who think they saved your ass a couple of months ago but that's just a fraud, and I never would let you hurt them!"

"And WHAT DO YOU CARE?" I raised my voice. "You are the one planning on leaving this fucking band!"

"Well since I'm on your list of people you need to kill to get filthy rich I guess that's why I'm caring!" He had also raised his voice and I was scared that someone would hear us and I tried to talk as normal as possible, it was hard since I was mad as hell…

Bob.

I was angry but how could I make my friends understand that this girl who stood in front of me was a murderer that she was lethal? Her words had hurt me but I waited for her replay before I dared to say anything more.

"And you think this is easy for me? Don't you get it is either you who goes or me?" and that's when it hit me. That she had started to like us more than she thought she ever would.

"And you rather sacrifice us than yourself… because you are young and have all your life in front of you. And we…" the words stuck in my throat and I had to take a deep breath before I could speak again. "We are just five old fat men…" she wasn't inhuman… she was maybe a bit selfish… but who aren't in that age? Who the fuck wants to die at the age of seventeen?

She had nodded as an answer but I needed to know some last things…

"But I have seen the looks Mikey has given you… I know him. That's the way he used to look at Alicia, the look of love. And by the look at your face in this moment I would say that you have the same kind of feelings. You know he is married, don't you?"

"I…I know that… I'm not stupid. You know I know every little thing about you that is needed to be known."

This conversation had just made an unexpected turn…

we stood and stared at each other for a while before I decided this was the time to hear her story. If she wanted to tell me of course.

"Why?" I asked but she just stared at me like I was an idiot.

"Why what?" that's when I realized the why could have many meanings, why did you fall in love with Mikey? Why did you come here? Why did you become a bounty hunter? I had the third option in mind when I had asked her.

"Ehm… why did you become a bounty hunter?" she glared down at the floor and sat down at one of the beds.

"I never knew my parents, the left me away to a orphanage, my mother was fourteen when she got me…" and then she told me her story, I never even once interrupted her. The same minute she was done the door flung open and Ray came in…

Okay so now we are talking, stuff will happen, but what? Will this story end in a divorce, a big catfight, a huge blood bath, a funeral, crushed hearts or totaly random a wedding? Or maybe everything? ;) What do YOU think? let me know my darlings!