Cht 14

INSERT: If only I knew how

'If only I knew how, I would tell you how my heart flutters upon seeing you smile, your perky psycho self.

The way you tilt your head, how you smirk at me, and the way my body shudders every time we touch.

If only I knew how, I would tell you how all my troubles disappear every time you distract me with your nonsensical words.

The way you make time stand still when you stand in front of me, looking at me, looking back at you.

There is so much more that I want to do, for you.

If only I knew how, I would promise you the world and protect you from being harmed.

Even though these would both be lies.

As I don't know how, I hope that you will never stop trying. Trying to make me feel, trying to hold my hand, trying to make me smile.

If only I knew how, there is so much more that I want to say to you ...'