Disclaimer: I don't own Kuroshitsuji, it's only belong to Toboso Yana.
Let me get this clear; My OC Alice Trancy is not a Mary Sue and she is imperfect which means she is a good person and strong-willed but weak and naïve. This is the longest chapter that I have ever written, so please enjoy!
Warning: suggestive theme.
1 week later
Alois was humming cheerfully while he walked down the corridor. He thought about what he said to Alice. Truth is, he only told her that in order for her to stay beside him and use her for his plan against Ciel Phantomhive. But that is one of his other reasons for her. It looks like he's already taken a liking to the girl. When he confessed to her that he likes her, he was rejected for the first time. He smirked, he will never give up and he will do whatever it takes to make Alice'shis and never leave his side.
"Claude." He called his demon butler. The spider butler is already at his side and he shrugged at him,
"Yes, Your Highness."
"I have an order." He told the butler with a cruel smirk.
Montague estate
The young Montague sighed, as he stared at his servants carrying his luggage for his trip to Russia. He looked at his butler beside him.
"Has Alice arrived yet?" he asked his butler. The middle-aged butler shook his head with a sad look. Lawrence looked upset and really worried about his fiancé. Out of the blue, the Trancy butler appeared.
Claude bowed to the noble young man. "You're Grace. I am sent here by my mistress, Lady Alicia Trancy to send her letter of apology." He told him.
Lawrence froze, "Whatever do you mean?" Claude stoically gives him the letter and he took it from him. As he read the content of the letter, his eyes widen.
The Trancy butler hid his dark smirk. His young master's plan is very cunning. Thinking that this boy, her fiancé, being rejected by his mistress.
Flashback
As Alice packs her stuff and her luggage as she decided to accept her fiancé's offer to join him in Russia. She will found happiness by his side and not that crazy blonde boy. The psychotic boy and his butler burst into her room.
He smirks darkly, "What do we have here? It looks like you've decided to join your fiancé eh?...Claude." His butler steps forward to Alice's horror. The butler grips her body tightly with his large arm.
"Let me go…Please Alois…I want to stay with my fiancé" she cried desperately and pleaded to the insane blonde boy. Alois neglects her plea as he caresses her gorgeous face and wipes her tears with his thumb.
"I'm afraid I can't let you do that. But don't worry, Alice. I'm going to become gentle to you and maybe you will realize that I'm more suited for you than you're fiancé." Her eyes widen. This cannot be happening to her, it's like Alois is taking over her life and manipulating her. Alois chuckles and looks at Claude and his butler nods. The head butler drags the girl into a dark storage room and pushes her in.
"Let me out!" she cried inside the storage room. Alois is a devil. He imprisoned her in a dark, filthy storage room. She desperately knocks on the door from inside but there is no one to help her.
Someone! Please…let me go..." she sobs. Warm tears falling on her cheeks, her world torn apart. Her happiness with the man she loves shattered completely.
She thought back to the cold look Lawrence gave her that day, "Lawrence…Even though deep inside you hate me..I'll continue to love you." She thought painfully, A few minutes later, her broken figure leaned against the cold wall of the storage room, staring blankly like a rag doll.
Days later
Alois ordered Claude to release Alice from the storage room where he kept her there for almost two days without eating or drinking. The Trancy butler opens the door and drags the pale-looking girl to Alois' office. He forcibly made her sit across Alois' desk where the psychotic boy bid her to write a letter for Lawrence Montague to tell the duke that she will stay with her brother. Alice protested but Alois' threatened her. So, she reluctantly writes the letter to him.
End of flashback
Lawrence grips the parchment paper. This was Alice's handwriting and his eyes widen. So Alice chooses that sick blonde boy instead of him.
"So, Alice chooses him. Huh?" he murmurs with a sad tone, his butler looked at him confused.
"Your Grace?" he asked worriedly.
Claude stoically stands there waiting for the Duke's reply. Lawrence's eyes were covered with shadows from his bangs and he looked at the Trancy butler and spoke.
"Is that so? Then, tell Alice that I hope that she'll find her happiness with him." He said sadly. He climbs in the carriage, "Arthur, Let's go." The butler bows and closes the carriage door, he glances at the Trancy butler warily and he climbed to the driver's seat. "Alice…I know that you have feelings for him in the first place...Goodbye , Alice." He thought sadly. He decided to let go of his feelings towards the girl because this will be good enough for both of them.
As the carriage left, The Trancy butler smirks darkly, "Everything is according to your will, Your Highness." He murmured to himself.
Trancy Manor
"Bloody hell! What's taking Claude so long?" Alois growled impatiently. Hannah and the triplets cringed as Alois throws a china glass to the carpet floor due to his impatience for the Trancy butler.
"Claude!" he called the butler again. As if on cue, the butler appears and Alois forms a big smile on his face. He approached the butler excitingly.
"Claude! Did he receive the message?" he asked excitingly. The butler nodded at him and Alois jumps happily like a child.
"Yes. She is mine! Now, All set for my plans against Ciel Phantomhive and my goal will be complete." He said darkly with an evil grin plastered on his face. Yes, he is going to use the girl to get Ciel Phantomhive.
He stops as his blue eyes blinks, mentioning the certain girl. He put a dark grin and he skips outside the dining hall and went to find the blonde girl.
Alice was in her room as she kept the door locked. All her happiness shattered into pieces and replaced with nightmares. The psychotic look on Alois' face gives her the creeps and making chills run down her spine. Her body shakes with hatred. She curses him. She hopes that she will be free from this nightmare forever.
She buried her face on the pillow and tears fell to her beautiful face. She had broken her promise to Lawrence that she'll be a good wife to him. She feels and knows that now Lawrence is so upset and angry at her. She can't stand the eccentric blonde that always tortures her and takes away her happiness with her fiancé.
"Alice…Alice…Come out…Come out wherever you are" the high-pitched sing-song voice came from Alois outside. She flinches as she heard his creepy voice.
His voice frightens her. She fears and hates him…she just wish for him to disappear!
The door knob twists and to her surprise. It's suddenly unlocked. Her heart skips a beat as Alois appears on her doorstep with his butler.
He smiles with creepy, "Good news, I think you're dear fiancé accepts me to become his replacement for you, my dear sister." Alice's eyes widen.
"You devil! I hate you! Leave me alone!" she throws a pillow at his direction but unfortunately, Alois dodges it and he chuckles.
"Now, dear sister. I told you before that you act gentle towards me. It is inappropriate for a lady to showed any improper behaviour especially to your new fiancé " he smirked haughtily.
Alice looks disgusted, "Who said you are my fiancé now? I will not replace him. Even if you try to convince me to forget him, I will not. And for the record, you're just a disgusting pathetic excuse for a boy, you bastard!" She shouted angrily, tears falling on her cheeks. She hated this, she really hated it.
Alois just smiles, not showing his irritation from her insult, "As I said, You are not going to leave my side from now on. Darling Alice, and, we will have a date tonight at London just the two of us, so please prepare. Bye, my dear" He blew a kiss to her making her feel horrid as Alois leaves the room.
Hannah prepares the poor girl for her date with the psychotic Alois. She looked at Hannah.
"Alois is a freak and a mean person…I hate him!…Hannah" she hissed. "I don't understand him" she added. The dark-skinned maid dressed her up in her corset. The dark-haired maid was just silent and understood the hatred that her mistress felt towards her Danna-sama.
"Please endure his behaviour for the meantime." She said with a soft-spoken voice. Alice glances at the maid with a wary look.
"Do you know everything about him? Or even about his past?" she asked, the maid silent and thought this will be a good opportunity to tell her about Alois' true desire so that her mistress will be the one who save Alois' from Claude's fake affection towards him.
"No my lady but the only thing I know is that. Danna-sama, wants to love and be loved by someone. That's why he pursuing you, my mistress." She reveals while she was dressing her young mistress with an elegant dress for tonight's date. Alice blinks in confusion. "He wanted love? But the way he behaves towards me it's like he's going to rape me or something and he is very rude and disrespectful to me." She said with sarcasm. The maid just listens to her.
'It's finished, my lady. Danna-sama, awaits you at the hallway." She told her mistress. Alice just nodded and the maid escorts her to the hallway where Alois and Claude was waiting for her.
"You're beautiful tonight, dearest sister."He's begun to flattering her but it is obviously a fake one. He looks at her elegant dress and he notice how well her body have developed. Alice observes his perverted gaze towards her, "What are you looking at?" A tint of pink on her cheeks, Alois just smiles, "Nothing. I just thought of undressing you." he licks his tongue which made her feel so disgusting. "Pervert." she muttered.
Her expression mixed a mix of annoyance and hatred after hearing his comment. Alois chuckles at her stubbornness as he offers his arm for her to cling on.
He warns smugly, "Do it or else." Alice sighed and she clings her arm Alois' arm like she's was his fiancé. Claude escorts his master and mistress to the rose garden. Then, Alice astound on how beautiful the garden is. It's filled with red roses and it are decorated with other ornaments and very well. There were many lighted candles around placed in different areas in the garden. But she was flabbergasted seeing only two chairs with one table covered with white tablecloth and a centrepiece in the middle. She also notices the three triplets playing cello as the moonlight shone on the entire garden. It's like she's in a romantic date.
She looked at Alois and gasped, "I thought you said were going to London?" she wondered. Alois smiles brightly, "Well I decided that we are having a date in our beautiful garden. Being outside the Trancy mansion gives distraction to our little time together." he pulled Alice towards the seats and he offers her the seat across him.
They stare at each other until Claude prepares the dishes for tonight. Claude looks at the girl intently and Alois notice this and he looked displeased.
"Claude, leave us." Claude twitched slightly and leaves his master and mistress alone with a disappointed look on his regularly stoic face.
Then, Alois focused on Alice as he gazes at her with a grin, "So, do you like the garden?" Alice flushes and bows her head. "Yes….I suppose." She said with a hint of nervous.
He chuckles, "You are the same as the time I met you for the second time. I remember." Alice flashbacks the events where she and Alois was in the garden and in fact, she that was when she discovered he was a fake. Thinking about how he separated her from her fiancé, irk her to the spine.
"Are you happy now? That you finally destroyed my relationship to my fiancé?" she said with a fierce look.
Alois smiles brightly, "Why, of course because you are mine now and you are not going to leave me forever…Right?" He twirls his pasta with his right hand and eating happily.
Her heart beats faster and her anger rises through her chest, "Of all people, Why me?...You destroyed everything that I have and you continue to torture me like this…What did I do to you, Alois?" her melancholic voice shows the pain deep she is feeling inside to him.
The young earl glances at her, "Because…I hate you Alice, I've kept waiting for you hoping seeing you but you didn't even came." He stares at her with a cold look.
She froze, Alois is waiting for her all this time? Guilt consumes her conscience but she remembers the first time she met him during that night. She helps him with his wounds and in the end, he hates her? Doesn't he have a sense of gratitude towards others?
"Was it because, I lied to you? Is that why you hate me like this?" she murmured, Alois is silent and stares at her with an emotionless face. Her fists clenches on her thighs. He needs to know the truth to clear out the misunderstandings "I left…England to study at the prestigious university in Berlin for one year after I discovered my father's cruelty."
Flashback
12-year-old Alice Trancy is playing her piano in the music room. Everyone from the household seems very busy about something. She was curious but just focused her piano keys.
"Did you hear? Lord Trancy has captured 15 slave boys and placed them underground of the estate." She froze as the little girl heard some maids whispering among themselves outside her room. She sat up and opens the door slightly and saw two maids chatting.
"How cruel. They are so young. And he is treating them like rag dolls."
"Is he insane or what? After all, he has no heir and he only has his elder daughter whom he could never give his fortune to."
"How unfortunate. If I was the earl, I should just proclaim the girl to become the heiress. But the noble society law states, that only the first son or the male of the noble family that could only inherit the wealth and status."
"That's awful, Poor girl."
Alice looks very sad. She heard them and they were right. She has no claims to her father's wealth because she is a girl. That is why she's been neglected by her father because he wanted a male heir. How she wished that she could just been born a male instead. But what disturbed her from the two maid's conversation is that she heard that her father was keeping slaves underground.
~0~
The steward notices the Trancy girl carrying her bunny stuff toy and she's on the doorstep of the head of the Trancy estate. She heard an awful noise inside and she could guess there are two people inside.
"My mistress, The lord is busy now. You should go back to your room" the old man said with a kind voice.
"What is father doing?" she asked innocently. The Trancy steward gulps, thinking on how to shove the girl away from the master's bedroom.
"He is in a middle of his work so…off you go…my lady." He said nervously. Alice is unaware of why this servant have acted strangely.
As the steward left, her curiosity overwhelms her. She's determined to see her father and what he was doing during at night on his bedroom. She gulps as she is stands in front of the doorstep again. She heard again strange noises inside of her father's bedroom.
She slowly opens the door slightly as she saw two silhouettes in king size bed. She covers her mouth and her eyes widen as she saw the erotic and indecent scene.
Her overweight, old, disgusting father was on a top of an unknown blonde boy been whipped on the back and tied by a rope. The boy's expression is like a masochist and he it's like he enjoys the abuse and what disgusts her more is that, they are both naked.
Alice tears leaked out seeing her cruel father like a sadist, enjoying torturing and sexually abuse the poor blonde boy. She felt nauseous as her father's lips brushes on the boy's pale skin. She closed her eyes and ran away from the disgusting scene…she can't believe what she just saw. Her father did something so indecent and so lecherous that cause her to vomit slightly on the carpet floor. She wipes out the excess on her mouth and decided to find more evidence of her father's criminal acts.
She notices a maid went going underground and decided to follow her. The curious girl follows her down a deep, cold stone staircase. She finally reaches the end of the staircase. She hides behind the wall and her tears fall on her cheeks and her heart-felt heavier confirming that what she heard from the maids were all true.
"In a cell, there are several naked slave boys being tended by several maids like they're some sort of animal. They never treat these poor boys as human but more like pigs. Somewhere dead, unconscious on the cold wet floor and some were leaning against the wall, their faces were all pale and in a near-death state and there are lots of bruises around their naked bodies.
A maid sighs, "Another boy died in an infection…Seriously, what are we going to do with these?" She heard them out loud.
"The master says that we put some antiseptic…go, Elaine, inject that antiseptic on that rag boy." The other maid said. The maid named Elaine, nodded and reluctantly injects the said medicine to the sick boy.
"Seriously…This is really troublesome." She muttered
The 12-year-old girl never took her eyes off of what she had just witness. So it's true. Her father did capture slaves especially boys around 10-14 years old. She clenched her fist, she wanted to help them but in what way?
Clank
One of the maids notices, "Who is there?"
"Shit." She thought. The girl ran away fast. Hope no one notices.
~0~
The 13-year-old Alice ate her breakfast all by herself because her father had already taken his dinner earlier. It's been like this for almost eight years. She had truly accepted the fact that her so-called father didn't accept her as his daughter. He is always ignoring her presence and thinking about him commit pedophilia creates a new-born feeling inside her: hatred. He is a horrible and filthy person. All those immoral things he did to those boys is not acceptable…especially in the society. She is fully aware that the servants around this mansion are all his accomplices to kidnapped innocent children.
The Trancy manor footman approached the girl and bows, "My lady, Your piano tutor is finally arrive." He said, she nodded at him. "Thank you."
The girl saw her piano teacher and she melodically played the piano with much effort. To her, this had become her hobby, playing the instrument. Thinking about what she just witness one year ago, it distracts her and it is really disturbing. She blinks, as she pressed a wrong key.
"My lady, Is something the matter?" The piano teacher asked with concern.
She shook her head, "Nothing, I am just tired that's all." She grinned sheepishly.
It's the first time that her and her bastard father ate dinner together. She glances at his overweight and grossed father with a hint of disgust but she chose to hide it as she slowly cuts her streak with a small knife.
Lord Trancy glares at his daughter whom he despises, "Hmmph…It is the first time that we have share dinner together…how disgusting." He muttered.
"I could say the same too, father." She thought. The head of Trancy smirks while he pressed the fork inside the beef steak and sliced it, "I will still my find my son at all cost." He muttered, Alice frowns at him, "Father, he's dead." She speaks bitterly but deep inside she is still believes that her brother lives but she just keeps it to herself.
Suddenly, china glass shattered on the floor and Alice bewildered as her father glares at her furiously, "Get out of my sight! Get out!" he shouted at her.
She stood and glares daggers at him, "What father, Are you still believing that my brother is alive? He is dead already!" the Lord of Trancy approached the girl and slapped her hardly across the cheeks and she fell to the floor. The servants bewildered at the dark atmosphere between father and daughter.
"You insolent girl. I wish that you are the one who suppose to be gone instead of my son. So you could die in the rotten garbage! It's your fault that my wife died, you have just given me misfortune, child!". Alice touched her red cheeks and glares at her father, "I despise you father!" she ran outside the dining hall. The Lord Trancy grit his teeth and glares at the servants, "WHAT ARE YOU STANDING THERE! CLEAN THAT UP!" the servants nodded hesitantly.
Outside the dining hall, Alice sobs and her tears continue to fall on her cheeks. Her existence is nothing, her father disowned her because she is the cause of what happen to her mother and her brother.
"It's not my fault. I…I…just want…" she sobs…"To be accepted into the family."
~0~
So, Alice trains herself to become a perfect noble lady that the Trancy family will be proud of. She often attends the parties all by herself or she usually escorted by her childhood friend at the seasonal party. The nobles were marvelled on her gracefulness and her doll-like beauty. Everything she just did is for herself and not to her father. She even studied history, chemistry, medicine and philosophy in order for her to gain more knowledge. Ignoring her father's presence, she continued her usual way to trained herself to become a graceful noble lady until she reached at the age of 14. She had been given a letter from Heidelberg University at Berlin, Germany offering her to study whatever course she wants since the head master of the said school is an acquaintance of her father and, she insists on studying there.
Thinking of the slave boys gives her a disturbing feeling. Her father had committed a sin and it is shameful to her as his daughter to learn that her father is committing paedophilia even though he has a child and a daughter at that. Those boys were in pain and were suffering a lot and she can't do anything. She wanted to go to Scotland Yard and to her Majesty as well to report about it but if she does that, It will humiliate her family's name and she also be included as well.
The only way to stop this was her father's death.
~0~
And that's how it was before she left for Berlin. She met a blonde boy (Even though she didn't know his name at all.) it gave her determination and inspiration to become a doctor and a lawyer. So, even though it is painful, she lied to him in order for her to achieved her goals and help them. She left for Germany without any word to her father and she stayed there for almost one and a half-year.
End of Flashback
Alois expression didn't change when he heard her whole story. He is still remained emotionless and cold. What her father did to him and those slave boys is unforgivable and their dignity as a human is ruin all because he just want to use them as a rag doll for his pleasure and that sickens him.
"I cannot ease those pains he gave to his victims and those boys that died in the infection. And now, I am still in guilt that I didn't do anything to save them." She said with a sad look. Alois fists clenched with anger.
Alois began to speak, "But in the end, I saved them….You didn't carry out your goal on saving them, Alice. That means you failed."
She tilted her head, "You're right. I am a failure."
Silence fills the garden. Alois stares at the depressed girl and thought. He will use this advantage to taint her and he smirks.
"The reason why I've hated you because you carry that old man's blood and you lied to me. Just looking at you reminds me of that sick bastard." He said with a hateful look, Alice could see the hatred in his eyes and the pain in her heart crashes it to pieces.
He continued, "The Trancy family had all the wealth and power but there is still hidden beneath it, A corrupt and dirty nature" he taunted, Alice eyes widen and her tears fallen down her cheeks, everything that Alois said was true. Her family is the working in the underground for the Queen which is why her family is called the Queen's Spider. Just like the Phantomhives, who is the Queen's Watchdog. Her family for generations, doing dirty work for her Majesty.
"Stop it!" She exclaimed, her body shivering nervously. Her eyes closed and she covered her ears from the blonde boy's corrupt words. Alois smirked darkly, "You are part of this family so which means you are also tainted…dearest Alice. It's in your blood…No matter how much you hide…no matter what mask you are wearing….You are still a tainted person just like your father—"
"Stop it..! Alois!...That's not true. I…I…" she fell to her knees and she sobbed. She can't escape the truth. Her family is tainted and she knows that, they have done cruel deeds and been under the Queen's underworld which is why they have known as the Queen's spider. The blonde boy approaches her and kneels down to ease her. He looked at her as he caresses her pale cheeks and forced her to look at him.
He smiles at her reassuring, "Don't worry. I'm not that mad at you actually…but there is one thing that you can do then I…maybe…will forgive you and your father."
She sobs and looked at him, "H-How?" The blonde boy's lips curves into smirk that makes the girl a bit disturbed. He is really a creepy boy.
"Become my doll and fall in love with me, Alice."
She gasps in shock.
"That's impossible. I can't do that!" she spat yet it made her blush a bit and how dare he called her his doll! Alois chuckles at her, "I knew that you're going to say that….but soon, you will fall for me."
She grit her teeth in anger.
"I told you before, I will not replace my fiancé…I love him."
He raises a brow
"Then, why he didn't come to save you from me in the first place? He just left you behind …How pathetic of you. Is that what you called love?" he smirks, her eyes widen in shock.
"No. Lawrence…He…He.."She couldn't control her tears. What Alois said was right. Why did he leave her behind? She fell to the cobbles stones and weeps at her realization that her fiancé abandoned her.
Alois put a smug look on his face and looked at the sobbing girl below, "You don't need him. I am here Alice and I will never leave you behind." His hand outstretched to touch her pathetic form. Alois wraps his arms around the girl's shoulders. Alice's body shivers to his touch. Alois caresses her cheeks and forces her it to look at him. "Forget about him and don't you see, Alice. His feelings for you aren't strong as you think. So…decide now and become mine." He kissed her forehead and stood up.
He sighed, "Claude, clean this up and prepare my bath." He left the garden and glanced at the depressed girl with a dark smile. Claude stares at the girl next to him with a smirk.
/
After Alois finished his bath, it's the Trancy girl's turn to take her bath in the bathtub. Hannah assists her as she sponges her mistress' fragile body.
While Hannah bathes her, Alice thought about what Alois just said to her earlier, he was right. Maybe…Lawrence's feelings for her weren't strong enough after all. The very thought of it gives a hurtful feeling on her doll-like face. First her father and now her dear fiancé? They pushed her away like she was nothing. It gives her a pain on her chest with the realization. They left her all alone…but. Alois' image appears in her head and she realizes something.
Alois is still beside her, no matter how horrible his personality and how he treats her. He is still there. His child-like beauty attracts her undeniably. It seems that she is trapped in his web. She cannot let go or she can't escape from his grasp. His voice haunts her and his creepy smile always seem in her mind.
Become my doll and fall in love with me. That phrase keeps repeating in her head and she cannot erase it. The blonde destroyed her relationship with her fiancé and she cannot forgive him but no matter how many times she told herself to hate him, she cannot.
She can't admit the fact that she has fallen for him.
The silence was broke as Hannah told her that it's finished. She stood and her wet naked body was covered with a white towel. They entered her bedroom.
"Hannah, Prepare my nightgown." She ordered casually. The dark skinned maid nods at her and dresses her mistress with a soft white fabric nightgown that exposes her shoulders. The length of the dress is just below her knees. She climbs in her bed and Hannah covers her with white sheets.
"Good night, My mistress." Hannah whispers and closes the door.
Once the maid left, Alice shifted her eyes and stood up from her bed. She carefully opens the drawer and reveals a small scalpel. Her eyes darkened as she holds the pointed small knife.
She found the blonde boy sleeping peacefully as she entered his bedroom with a scalpel on her back. The girl approached him and crawled into his bed and her eyes showing no mercy. She reveals the scalpel and aims towards his neck. Suddenly, a hand stops her and her eyes widen. It was Alois.
The blonde boy shows a dark smirk, "So… you want to kill me, Alice." he chuckled darkly as he looked at her shocked expression. The scalpel fell to the carpet floor. Alice realizes something and her expression seems full of guilt and regret.
"Why…Why can't I kill you." Her tears fell. This is not her? She can't do actions without thinking. She nearly killed Alois due to her anger and hatred towards him.
Alois looks at her crying form and grinned. Alice will never kill him, even if she tries. She cannot succeed because he is Alois Trancy and he manipulates everything around him. He soothes her in a comforting gesture.
"Dearest Alice, I will forgive you for this…just calm down." He purred with a smirk on his lips.
She hiccups and stare at him with her teary eyes, "Why are you, making me reacting like this…even if I try to run away…I couldn't….no matter where I go…you always appear…I don't understand…Why?" she said with a melancholic tone.
Alois giggled at her, "Silly…That means, you're in love with me now." he said to her. He played with the ribbon on her nightgown as he rubbed her shoulders caressing making her skin prickled with goose bumps.
"Alois…What… are you... doing?" She stuttered, aware of the fact that Alois touching her. He suddenly, covers her mouth.
"Tonight…I am the only one you will think of… nothing else." He whispered into her ear and suddenly he licks her ear and bites hard to which she cringes and shivers with fear.
"A-Alois…" she moaned as he leans over her shoulders as he bites it hard. She feels that she is falling over with lust… and this is wrong…they are so young to do these inappropriate things and this should only be done in marriage but she didn't hate it, but why? Is this temptation? He suddenly pinned her over to the bed and he cackled.
"Alice. I think I cannot hold back any more " he grinned in a psychotic way making her eyes widen. She notices that he locked her arms together over her head using just one of his hands. He begun to kissed her passionately as he continued touching her. To his surprise, she never moves doesn't move an inch or protest. Her expression is just…emotionless!
He smirked, "What's with that kind of face? Aren't you even aware that I'm going to rape you?" Alice just stoically stares at him. "I don't care." She whispers and turns her head, "I don't care with what you're going to do with me…this just…making me…" her tears fell making Alois less surprised. She bit her lip, "making me realize that I have already like you." She confesses with tears falling over her face. She just can't hold back her feelings for him anymore. It's true. And she can't deny it. She had already fallen for Alois Trancy. Ever since, she saw his broken form when he feels helpless. it's like she's saw herself in him. Also, the way he smiles and when he hits her it feels like she saw something behind those icy blue eyes of his, pain and loneliness. When she tried to kill him, her conscience said to her that it is wrong. A part of her has developed an attachment to him. Lawrence is different from Alois. Despite that he is so nice to her…her heart never beats faster when she is with Alois.
It's like that she cannot live without him. She needs him. She doesn't want to become alone. No matter how mean and cruel he is towards her, she will endure it. She had realized that she had been caught in his web for a long time. Her feelings for him are not mutual but knowing that she loves him is just unthinkable.
Alois' eyes widen. He saw in her eyes that she is serious. Why is she giving up? He wanted to tease her more and he liked to see her annoyed and painful expression when he touched her. But now, it seems that the prey is finally caught by the predator.
He strokes her hair gently with a soothing gesture, "I am glad." He grins to Alice's surprise at his intimidating expression. He pressed his forehead on hers and she sense his minty breath. But her eyes widen as Alois lays down on his bed.
He giggled, "You think that I'm going to attack you? Not now...maybe? I just only teasing you…I really like seeing you blushing that's why" Alice flushes and stares at him. "You jerk" she frowns at him, Alois giggled boyishly and His hand stroke her curly blonde hair gently and kissed her forehead.
"Goodnight, dear sister..." he closed his eyes to sleep. As the beautiful blonde boy falls asleep. Alice looked at him beside her. He looks so innocent while he was sleeping.
Just then, she heard him muttering, "Please don't leave me." She froze. His voice is full of agony. Did something happen to him before? She closed her eyes and went to sleep next to Alois.
But unknown to her, Her nightmare has just begun.
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