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I'M ABOUT TO DIE! :d
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i'm working on ideas for my next story, which won't come out until after i finish this one, but i neeeeed to know what couple it should be.
bella/edward or claire/quil or kim/jared (: or anyone else for that mattter!
Jasper
I did my time at home for hitting Royce a couple times. Dad wasn't impressed with it anymore than Mom was and in fact I got another lecture about how the colleges wouldn't accept me if I didn't control my temper, to bad one already did.
It was now Valentine's Day, a holiday I usually dreaded since I either didn't have a relationship or the one I had was in deep shit. Although I had Alice, I would still be dreading it, she was taking Lainey to a kid's show in Port Angeles but I'd rather her choose Lainey over me any day. So here I sat playing my guitar in my room as Dad worked late, again, Rosalie went out with Emmett, and mom watched the romance movies that were on lifetime.
I got excited when my phone vibrated and it was from Alice…
Hey –A
Hey, how was the show? –J
Good, I think I had more fun than Lainey though she fell asleep. –A
Well I'm glad you did (; -J
Me too, what are you up to? –A
Just guitar. –J
I would tell you to come over but we just left and we won't get home until twelve :( -A
Ah, it's okay I was probably going to study or something. –J
Okay, well I'll let you do that, I'll talk to you later (: -A
Bye love –J
Bye (; -A
Alice and I haven't told each other that we love each other yet. I'm not sure I feel that deep about her, I don't have to love her to date her, right? I love her as a friend, for now at least.
"Hey." Mom popped her head in the door.
I looked up and smiled at her. "Hey."
"I'm going to bed now."
I looked at the clock to see that it was close to eleven and nodded to her. "Goodnight."
I put my head against the headboard and let my fingers roam against the guitar strings. I don't know how long I went on but I didn't care, I was relaxed and on the verge of falling asleep but the clashing from downstairs stopped me.
I quickly rose up and listened for it again. Someone was down stairs, it could have been Rosalie but I had a feeling she wouldn't make that much noise if she was coming in this late, she wouldn't have come home at all.
I put a shirt on and opened my door slowly and quietly. The hallway was still dark but the kitchen light was on downstairs and there was still rattling. I took each step one at a time, trying not to make any sound.
I felt like I was in a scary movie. You know the first person to die to set the whole plot for the killer. I got more anxious as I stepped from the final step and I could see the shadow of whoever was in the kitchen.
One more step and I was standing in the kitchen facing the person who had made all the noise.
"Dad?" I said closing my eyes as the bright lights hit them. "What are you doing?"
He stiffened putting both hands on the counter which meant he was trying to hold himself up and being caught with the obvious, he was drunk.
"What are you doing?" I said a little louder.
"Don't raise your voice at me." He said whipping around. His eyes were blood shot and he looked like he was going to fall over anytime now.
"You need to get up stairs and sleep before you pass out." I said walking closer to him but stopped when the scent of alcohol, smoke and weed hit my nose. "Have you been smoking?" A grin spread across his face. "Where were you tonight dad?"
"I'm not in high school Jasper," he said my name slowly. "I don't need you to take care of me." He tried pushing past me but I didn't let him go.
"Where were you?" I said louder than before.
He was getting angrier by the minute. He clenched his fist and I could see him grinding his teeth.
"Who were you with?"
"Get off my case." He said through his teeth then tried to push past me again. I pushed him backwards sneding him back almost falling over. At the same time a square and open paper fell from his coat jacket, a condom.
We both stared at it and finally each other.
"Jasper," He spoke at the same time I opened my mouth.
"Why are you doing this to her?"
He shrugged, "I don't love her, we just have fun. I love your mom."
"You're doing a good job showing it aren't you?" I snapped. "You need to leave."
"You can't kick me out my own house!" He shouted.
"Leave!" I shouted louder.
We both stopped when we heard footsteps coming towards us.
"What's going on?" Mom asked.
I didn't stop glaring at him as I felt mom's hand go on my shoulder.
"Jasper?" He voice was innocent.
"Ask him." I finally said.
"Honey, I'm sorry." Dad said stepping closer but I blocked his path.
"For what?" Mom said slowly.
Dad gestured down and mom's gaze followed. I heard her gasp and her hand went to her chest. She winced when she breathed out. She couldn't speak; everything she said was jumbling together and not making sense.
"How could you?" she finally said.
"I can explain…" Dad stepped forward trying to get around me.
"NO!" She screamed her voice breaking as her heart did. "I should have believed the kids when they said something and now I do. I'm done; I hope that slut bitch taught you how to write because you're going to be signing your name on that divorce paper."
"This all your fault!" Dad spat and pointed a finger at me.
"I didn't tell you to cheat on mom!"
Dad's hand raised and before I could protest, it connected with my face. I returned my punched and was grabbed by the collar.
"That's enough!" Mom said stepping between us. "You need to leave, in the morning when you're sober. I don't want you to die even though I could kill you right now."
With those last exchanged words mom went back upstairs to throw dad blankets, he was going to be sleeping in the basement for tonight and tomorrow, he would be looking for an apartment or somewhere else to be.
"You should go to bed now." Mom said placing her foot on the first step.
I shook my head. Not in disagreement to go to bed, it was almost three now but I didn't understand.
"How can you be so calm?" I asked in a soft voice.
"It's not easy." She said with a small chuckle. "But I'm pretty sure I can get through it. I don't know what's going to happen next and-,"
"What do you mean?" I cut her off. "You're getting a divorce with him aren't you?"
"It's much more complicated than that. I need to make sure he's okay first."
"Why are you making sure of that?" I said getting angrier. "Mom he cheated on you."
"And he's the father of you and your sister, the man I love. The love of my life, and I've fought for him for so long, I can't just divorce him honey..."
I was wishing for the hot, tempered mom right now. The one who actually wanted to kill my dad for cheating but this one now, everything was finally hitting her.
I kept shaking my head as she kept talking.
"I need to get out of here." I said. "I'm going for a drive or something."
I blocked her out as she yelled at me about curfew, I didn't care. I couldn't stay here anymore.
I started my car without thinking and drove off into the street. It was empty and the lights flashed against the trees showing eyes of the hidden deers. Pressing my foot on the gas pedal felt good. I sped down my street but slowed again once I got near traffic.
I only knew one place I could go right now. Not Emmett, he was with Rosalie and I didn't want to explain to her about tonight, not now anyways. Edward's parents would love to have me, as always but I didn't want to bother them. Mr. Cullen always works during the day, and wakes up early. There was no way I was staying at Bella's without a story.
So there it was, the only place I could go to and the only place I wanted to go to.
With Alice.
I wasnt too sure about this, i dont know if i like it that much? but thats not my choice, did you like it?
ALSO I WOULD REALLLLLLLY LOVE TO KNOW WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE IN THIS STORY, PAAAAALEAAAASE!
I'M ABOUT TO DIE! :d
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i'm working on ideas for my next story, which won't come out until after i finish this one, but i neeeeed to know what couple it should be.
bella/edward or claire/quil or kim/jared (: or anyone else for that mattter!
so help me by reviewing and telling me answers to those two questions (:
love, me