So is this the chapter you've all been waiting for?
The one where you find out what will happen to the baby? Maybe it is, maybe it's not?
Read on and find out =D Please R&R =3

Dear Diary,

"I know what I'm going to do with the embryo. I don't want to hide it from him anymore..."

"Amy, that's great news."

My face froze, as theirs only grew. Had I not said it clearly? Was my tone wrong? These entire questions were flying through my head. They had misunderstood my intentions from the word 'go'.

"No, I don't think you understand. When I said that I didn't want to hide it from him anymore I meant I didn't want there to be anything to hide from him!"

The meaning of my words must have still not been obvious, as my friends stood there with half a smile on their faces. Cream looked as if she was about to burst open with happiness.

"Oh Amy, I can't believe it! I'm going to be an Auntie all over again..."

That was it, I couldn't take it anymore. This misunderstanding needed to be put straight and soon.

"NO!" I shouted. I then lowered my voice into a harsh whisper as to not attract any more attention and have Sonic come rushing into the room to see what was wrong.
"In spite of everything I've told you, you still think I want this thing? Well I'm going to make this as transparent as possible. No- I don't want it! N-O! N to the O! How much clearer can I explain that? I don't want this... this... this embryo!"

And then there was silence, it flooded the room and drowned us in its eeriness. Then again some would argue that silence is peaceful but not this one. I lowered my head as if it would break the icy glares emitting from their orbs.

Finally the silence was broken when Cream opened her mouth and enquired, "Amy, what are you saying?"

I never got a chance to answer her question as it was answered for me.

"She's saying she wants to get an abortion." She coldly stated before turning to me and uttering with just as much coldness, "That is what your planning, isn't it?"

I had no words to say but she wanted an answer, yet I could not give one.

"My god, Amy! Here was me thinking you had a heart. As if you would even think of that, I mean just how desperate and weak are you?"

Although that was rhetorical I couldn't help but retaliate.

"Pretty desperate actually! Then again, you wouldn't understand what I lost and how that STILL haunts me. I thought you were my friend..."

"And I thought you had a heart..."

I could not believe this, how could one of my best friends be attacking me so? I felt my temper rising and my blood begin bubble. I bite my tongue as to not shout, the last thing I need is Sonic hearing this argument.

"So you keep saying. Is there anything else about my decision that you'd like to verbalize? Because if so, I suggest you do now. This is the choice I've made Rouge, I'm not risking the pain I've already had and I'm not jeopardising my relationship with Sonic!"

Tears began to form in both our eyes yet hers were so frozen. She walked over to the door and took hold of the knob, about to twist it. She turned her head towards me and looked deep into my eyes, before announcing, "Oh and just so you know not everything's about you, the world doesn't orbit you and you're not the centre of attention! You're not the only one hurting, we all are. What about Sonic, did you think of him and what he wants? How about us- your friends- don't we matter? No matter how much you call it an embryo, it's still your baby better get that in your head now before the abortion when you suddenly realise you've just killed a living thing! Your living thing! Now I'll still be your friend, but I want nothing to do with this!"

After that monologue she left the house, leaving me in tears. Funny how only one sentence, out of all that speech, caught my full attention. Oh and just so you know- not everything's about you, the world doesn't orbit you and you're not the centre of attention! The exact same words I said to Sonic during our argument.

Cream came running up to me and embraced me into a gentle hug. Just seconds after she did this we heard the front door slam and then footsteps. Suddenly the bedroom door was flung open and there stood a worried Sonic. He asked Cream if I was alright and what had happened, but she only told him I would be okay. Cream is a brilliant friend, she understands me and she can almost feel my pain. I figured this was a trait she got from Vanilla.

Now here I am sat, crying on Cream's lap and that's how I'll stay until I feel better.

Amy Rose x