(Hope this is good. I don't own any bit of the outsiders or harry potter... Or the snippets from the newsies that I am slipping in... Like when Two-Bit said 'yeah he was he but he put an egg in his shoe and beat it' a few chapters ago.)
Chapter 14
Dally's pov
I woke up, I was slightly disorientated. I remembered racing last night, I remember winning the races as well. Tim had a party, I went to that, I didn't drink. I was talking to some chick in Tim's gang. I wandered to my house late or early how ever you look at it. I don't exactly remember going to sleep or where I fell asleep at. Which could be problematic depending on if my father was home.
I opened my eyes. I was in my room. I got up and checked the door, locked. Good. I remembered most of last night, I wasn't hungover, I don't do drugs, I didn't drink anything I didn't get fresh or for myself so nobody slipped me anything. So why was I disorientated?
I got dressed in clean cloths. I don't remember having black jeans... Almost decided not to wear them, Saturday is coming up shortly, but I put them on anyway. They were definitely mine. I found a shirt and put it on with out paying too much attention to the color, it was dark though.
I left my room, still uncertain as to why I was disorientated. I ignored it, it wasn't a sense that something bad was going to happen, but more so that I should actually pay attention to the day. My father was sitting on the couch watching the news. I leaned on the door way and watch with him for a bit. He must have felt my presence because he turned to look at me for a moment and turned back to the TV.
"You going to a funeral, or something?" He sneered, "Why all black on a Saturday?"
I didn't show any emotion, "Because I felt like it."
So it was Saturday, great. The disorientation left. Puzzle solved great. I left the house and went to the Curtis's.
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I was about to walk away, I couldn't do this today, I sat on the steps and lit a cigarette. I was debating actually going inside or leaving, leaving was sounding favorable. Two-Bit came up the sidewalk, so leaving was out.
"Hey, Dal. You goin' in yet." I shook my head, "Want some company?"
I blew a smoke ring, and debated it, if I said no he would go inside and I could leave, but if I said yes he would stay and we would talk about Johnny. He was the only one who knew Johnny loved me. He started to walk inside, I stopped him.
"Two-Bit, I wanna tell... You remember when... Um, you remember when you told me something about Johnny?" I stared across the street and blew a smoke ring.
Two-Bit sat down next to me. "Is that why your out here and not in there? Can't face knowing about him and never returning his feelings?"
"No, because the feelings between him and I were mutual and more then just brotherly. You know the first night I was out, we... He... I... How well can you keep a secret, Two-Bit?" I was focusing on a spot across the street.
"I can keep a secret, there is a lot you don't know that I haven't told anyone. The only reason I told you about Johnny is because he wanted you to know and he told me I could tell you, because he was planning something but he wasn't sure if he could follow through." I nodded.
"Did you ever find out if he followed through?" I asked, I was slightly nervous. I was shaking a little bit.
"Yeah, he told me before he left town, said he thinks it worked but he wasn't entirely certain. He said you..." I interrupted.
"I loved him, you know?" I said, still not looking at him.
"Really? That's great! So can you tell me what his plan was?" he asked with a slight laugh, I turned to him.
"He told you he had feelings for you the day before I got out, right?" He nodded, "Did he tell you when he put his plan in action?"
"He said he put it into action the night you got out." I nodded, I knew exactly what his plan had been.
"He... Um... He pretty much told... I mean, uh, showed me how he felt, and like I said the feeling was mutual." I said with a smirk.
"So he did tell you, wait... What do you mean, he showed you?" He looked surprised.
"Well, if I recall correctly, I was sleeping and when I woke up I was bound, blindfolded and naked. He kissed me before he started caressing me and..." Two-bit interrupted me.
"I get the picture, so you were bound and blindfolded?" He said with a smile on his face. I nodded, "Kinky. So how did you find out it was him?"
"His cologne. I smelled it before I fell asleep that night, and the next day I was able to find out for certain who it was." I said, it was easier to tell Two-Bit than it had been to tell Draco.
"So, did you realize you loved him before or after he put his plan into action?" Two-Bit seemed to understand perfectly.
"Before. Spent the whole time in the cooler trying not to think about him, so nobody would see something I didn't want them to see." He looked confused. "That dark skinned muscular body with sweat glistening over his thin frame."
He shifted uncomfortably, "Ok, ok, I get it. Very nice picture."
"I know, that's why I had to try to not think about him." He laughed.
"I bet you also spent the whole time making sure you didn't drop the soap." I laughed, and got up to go inside. "Where you going?"
"Inside, you need help up or you stayin' out here?" I offered him a hand up. He accepted and we went in.
Draco and Harry had gotten all the pictures of Johnny that Darry had and set up shrines around the living room. I looked around before stepping back outside with Two-Bit.
"I'm gonna need you to keep me from breaking down and crying in there. So, crack jokes or something." I figured he would have but seeing all the shrines for Johnny was depressing.
"So, you want me to act natural? Easy, I'm gonna be actin' natural just to keep my self from falling apart, it's how I got through the funeral." Two-Bit said calmly.
I nodded and turned back inside, Two-Bit followed.
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It was going to be a long day. I didn't cry as much as I thought would, actually quite the opposite. After the initial shock of seeing all the pictures, Two-Bit grabbed a picture.
"Remember when this one was taken. We had all just gone swimming. Glory, that was good day, I don't remember that kid ever talking so much." Two said with a chuckle.
"Oh yeah, to think that he was making us laugh at ourselves more then you were when this picture was taken." Darry held up a picture.
Eventually, we stopped using the pictures and just started talking about all the good times we had with Johnny, rare as they were. We were soon laughing over one incident or another that involved Johnny. Two-Bit stayed by my side the whole day. I was glad for it, I liked Draco, but he didn't know Johnny like we did.
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It was late when we finally left the Curtis house. I was walking with Two-Bit over to his house, I was gonna sleep on the couch.
"Hey Dal?" Two-Bit asked suddenly. I grunted as I lit a cigarette. "I know you won't tell a soul, but could I tell you a secret?"
"Yeah, sure, Two-Bit. I'll take it to my grave if that's what you want." I said calmly, and Two-Bit knew I meant it as a promise.
"So, you know earlier, before we went into the Curtis house?" I nodded, I had pretty much spilled my guts to him. "Well, you know how I told you it was a nice image?"
I couldn't see where he was going with this, but I told him what I thought. "Two-Bit if your trying to tell me that your interested in guys, I don't want to hear it. The way I see it is that at most your bi, because you just don't seem like you'll give up you're blonds completely but you also don't seem like you are totally opposed to going with guys."
He look shocked, his mouth was hanging open and his eyes were wide. He quickly went back to his normal self and cocked a grin and sent it my way. "Wow, Dally! Never thought you'd figure it out that quickly!"
"I don't have a problem with bisexuals but if you start flirting with me more than usual, I'll knock ya to the moon." I said it casually but I glared at him so he knew I was serious.
"Ok, and Dal?" He looked like he was changing the subject, I was fine with that I didn't really want to talk about his sexual preferences in the middle of the night while walking to his house.
"Yeah?" I finished the cigarette I had and tossed it into the street.
"The conversation we had this morning before going into the Curtis's, I'm not going to tell anyone. That was between you and Johnny, yeah?" He had stopped outside his door.
"Yeah it was, you just happen to know about it." I nodded in appreciation.
"I don't know what you are talking about, Dal." Two-Bit said with a grin, as he stepped inside with me close behind.
(so I am working on another ff, I actually am not to thrilled about it. My exbestfriend wrote it and to smite her I am going to put it on here just cause she told me not to. I know it's a mean thing to do, but she decided we weren't going to be friends any more, and I have been nothing but nice to her... And I'm sick of it so it's coming on here. Also I put a one-shot up. Oh! Big thing! It might take me a while to get the next chapter up, like maybe it won't be up until august. This is due to the fact that I will be staying with my mom for the month of July and I don't know how lenient she will be about letting me use the computer and Idk if her computer will let me update on her, my stepmom's doesn't. Hopefully it doesn't take to long to update or if it does, I'll have multiple chapters for you. Luvs Cassy!
P.s. Please review!)
