AN: To LeahJacobForever, I'm pretty sure SWID rocks. I mean how many reviews do you have on your stories, again? Oh yeah, none. You should probably work on fixing your own stories before attacking and trying to down mine. I learned from my very favorite author. Miss. DANI TheBlackwaterHippie BLACK that I don't need reviews to make my story great. All I need is my thoughts and good friends. I'll admit SWID may be starting to get a little boring, but I have some new ideas on how to make it better. On with Chapter 14!
Leah's POV:
"I'm more sorry than you could ever think." He quickly said sliding into the front seat.
"Black Cloud?" I said following him up, stopping him from opening the door. He turned to me and held my hand.
"Yeah?" He said with eyes red as rubies. I like his red eyes. They gave him a different look. But I think I liked his regular brown eyes better.
"Be careful. I love you." I said pulling him into a hug. He slowly wrapped his arms around my torso. I felt him tense up, but left it alone. We held it for a minute. He had relaxed a few seconds before pulling away from the hug.
"I love you too." He said pulling away from the hug. His warmth leaving quickly with him. We both smiled at each other, before pulling into a long and passionate kiss. We made it quick because we knew he had to leave. Pulling away from each other, something startled us both.
As we lent in for another kiss, a loud howl ripped, loudly through the air. I suddenly felt very uneasy about being out here alone. Always ruining our passionate kiss. Stupid full moon. Stupid Children of the Moon. Stupid mythical creatures. Stupid kiss ruiners. Mythical creatures are called mythical creatures for a reason. Because they're mythical. Not real. Fake. Made up stories. They're NOT supposed to be real.
"Get in the back and stay under the covers. Now!" Black Cloud yelled before slamming the door shut and running off into the woods.
I watched him until I could no longer see his shadow before I locked the doors and made sure the windows were roll up completely before, climbing into the backseat and settled into the cover. I just laid there staring out the window. Thinking about what just happened.
Well for starters, Kaya isn't as innocent as I thought. Wolves do exist. Josh, Cammie and Black Cloud are changing tonight. I don't know where I am. There's some type of 'creature' roaming around in the woods. I'm pretty sure I'll have some bruising on my hips later. And Black Cloud finally admitted his true love for me. Could this night get any better?
Oh yeah, it could. If I knew where I was, maybe and Black Cloud was with me. I'd even be fine with just Black Cloud being with me. But sadly I couldn't get either.
I wasn't sure where this left me and Black Cloud, again. I mean we told each other that we we're IN 'love' with each other, but does that make us a couple or still just friends. I don't want it to be like the last time we kissed. Ignoring one another for months at a time. My brief relationship with Sam wasn't even this complicated. I just wanted Black Cloud to myself. I wanted us to be a couple.
A smile found its way to my lips and only got bigger and bigger the more I thought about being with Black Cloud. Being his friend. His girlfriend. His wife. His mother of his children. His female best friend. I couldn't take being his best friend period, because that rightfully belonged to Josh. He has known Black Cloud longer than I have. But I still could be his female best friend.
I wanted us to be Leah and Black Cloud. Or Black Cloud and Leah. Leah Spears. I love the way that sounds. Leah and Black Cloud Spears. Mr. and Mrs. Black Cloud Spears. Just the thought of us together, dating, married, is enough to make me want to explode on the inside and scream to the heavens on the outside.
I began thinking about what our future might be like together. That's if we do start dating.
We'd have three kids. Two boys. One girl. Our boys would look like mini Black Cloud's but have my gray eyes and brains. While our girl would look like a smaller me, my loose curly hair and have Black Cloud's love for multiple different sports and his warm chocolate brown eyes.
I wasn't sure what I wanted to name them. But one of our kids would have the name Jamie. I know for a fact that our eldest son was either going to be named after Black Cloud, Jr. some might call him or Jamie. I wasn't going to be bribed to change his name either.
I continued to think about what my future with Black Cloud might be like, for a while but soon found myself wondering where he was and what he was doing. I pulled my phone from the cup holder in the front seat. It was just a little after midnight. Biting my cheek, curiously I checked to see what time the sun rises. Groaning, seeing that the sun will rise at 7:02. A whole six hours. Maybe even longer depending on what causes those 'things' to change back. Why sun, why, are you tormenting me by making me wait a whole two minutes extra. Why keep me away from Black Cloud another agonizing two minutes. Two minutes we could spend 'defining' Black Cloud and mines relationship.
The sound of 'our relationship' brought a smile to my face. My smile slowly began to fade after a couple of minutes. Kaya popped into my head. What would she think? What would she do? What would everyone else think and do? What about my parents? Or at least Dad? I knew Kaya would be heart broken when she seen us together.
She didn't do too good, that Monday when we went back to school after Black Cloud broke up with her. She spent most of the day screaming at everyone and threatening to cause harm to anyone who went near him. But that didn't stop any of the girls, jus slowed them down. The news that Black Cloud was free of that witch caused just about every single girl to chase after him. Literally. He had to run away from some girls that were stalking him. Cammie, Jess and I had to just about beat them away. Cammie knew that I liked Black Cloud and wanted us to get together already.
But from the way he was acting at school, said he wasn't in love with me. It said he just needs another girl to bone. I didn't want to be just another girl he boned and pushed away. I wasn't going to be another Kaya. Did he think of me as her? Did that make out session, make him think I would just 'give it up' to him just like that?
I'm not sure if maybe I was just overthinking the whole situation and blowing it all out of proportion or was this, what he really thought of me. Maybe it was just the freedom to do as he pleases, since he was no longer Kaya's 'boyfriend'. But he seemed more like her pet if you asked me.
Four years. Four long torturing years. Four years Black Cloud was with Kaya. Well almost four years. They got together that summer before they went to high school. Right before her parents were 'attacked' and died. Before she turned into whatever she was. Before she was a part of Children of the Moon. Back when she was actually a person someone would want to date and wasn't a complete slut.
Once upon a time, we were friends. Pretty good friends too, despise our age difference. Kaya, Cammie and I were like sisters. Always together. Always hanging out. Always had each other backs. No matter what. Sure Cammie has always been my best friend, and will continue to be my best friend for as long as we both shall live. But she was like our sister. I'm not quite sure why she started hating Cammie and I, once she started dating Black Cloud. I mean sure I had a crush him, then too, but Kaya didn't know that. I only told Cammie that I liked him. Or well love him, as I so kindly told him an hour ago.
Kaya never knew about my feelings for Black Cloud. Although I think she might have over heard one of Cammie and mine conversation about my feelings for him. I didn't think that Black Cloud would ever go for someone like her, especially after she changed. The day they started dating, my heart broke into a million pieces. I cried into Cammie's shoulder for hours. I literally spent at least a good five hours crying and sobbing over him. My heart hurt so badly. It was the same day I confused my feelings about him to my mom. She seemed more understanding than dad.
While mom held me, letting me sob and cry into her lap, while she soothingly rubbed my head and spoke soft words. Dad yelled at me, telling me to grow up, to stop being stupid and childish. And leave these fake feelings alone. That I was just in one of his mind control fazes. Hearing that made me cry even harder.
That was the start of my parent's disagreements. Their fights weren't too bad. They were mostly about Seth and mines future and choices. Of course, dad thought I would be better off with different friends, or friends that weren't mythical creatures, and with a full Quileute guy. While, mom thought I should be able to make my own choices on whom to be friends with and whom I can date.
Dad didn't like Black Cloud or Cammie because they weren't full Quileute. Their dad was Navajo and their mom was Quileute. Mom wasn't bothered by this, just dad. Black Cloud was born in Nevada, but moved to La Push when he was 1 1/2, just before Cammie was born. Not too long after Black Cloud started school, his dad brought Josh up. I'm not sure what his back story was. I never asked him about it. I don't think anyone has.
I remember Cammie telling me about Black Cloud and him being best friends back in Nevada. Josh had got lonely there and asked to come to La Push. Although, I don't remember meeting his parents. I don't even know where he lives.
Dad was very old fashion when it came to our religion. Sure I understand the basics and everything like excel in school go to college, no sex before marriage, and the basics. But he's going overboard. Marry a full Quileute boy, do only what he says, stay at home, raise his kids, teach them our religion, and stay on the rez.
That was his idea of my future. Not mine. I don't want to marry a full Quileute boy. I wanted to marry Black Cloud, which hopefully can happen now that we both are aware of our feelings for one another. I want to marry Black Cloud, have his kids, do what I wanted to do, listen and think for myself, live where I want to live. Most of all, I want to love whomever I wanted.
Dad planned my future to be with Sam. To care to his every want and need. To get rid of my 'wild party girl' attitude and grow up. I'm not in a rush to grow up. I want to stay young forever.
Forever young. That would make a good song. If I had my ukulele. That would help calm me down a little. I looked at the time on my phone again. 1:48 flashed at me. I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep out here alone, like this.
I lay back listening to the sound of the rain lighten up and come to a stop. Thinking about my ukulele, and where it was. It wouldn't kill me to check if it was in the trunk. It had stopped raining. But Black Clouds words echoed in my head. I began debating myself on weather or to get out of the car. So far getting out of the car was winning. I hadn't heard any howls or growls since Black Cloud got out the car.
Nothing could possibly happen in a very short, 5 step walk to the trunk. I pushed the cover off, shoved my phone leggings on my side, pulled on Black Clouds jacket and slip my shoes on. I slowly climbed into the front seat.
"Man, I need to get a new car. A bigger one." I say to no one.
Taking a deep breath I opened the door. Sighing as I step onto the cold street. A cold breeze hit my face causing me to pull the jacket closer to my body and shutting the door. I looked down both ways of the street, after not seeing anyone. I quickly made my way to the trunk. I popped the trunk open. Moving a couple of dads fishing supplies, Seth's old skate board, and mom's old mirror. I found my old ukulele. Black Cloud had bought it for me, when he was in Nevada last summer. I learned to play it pretty quick. I could learn the chords to a song from the radio in about 2 or 3 weeks. 8 days if I practice really hard.
I had seen at my reflection in mom's mirror. I suddenly felt a little self-conscious about myself. I pushed a strand of hair behind my ears and pull the jacket even tighter. I slowly reached for it and picked it up. I rose until I could see myself. I suddenly regretted getting out the car, as I seen my worst nightmare. I quickly turned around, only to be facing a set of angry glowing red eyes.
"Not again." I said before being hit in the head. I hit the ground and blacked out.
Leah's Attacker POV:
"Not again." She said before I hit her with a rock. She fell to the ground and blacked out.
"You never learn to listen to people, do you Leah?" I said watching the blood run down the side of her face, from the gash on her head. I turned on my heels and walked away, throwing my blonde hair over my shoulder. I smirked as I walked away from her bleeding body.
AN: I know, it's short. But can you guess who Leah's attacker is? Read and Review. Happy New Years! Can we start off with at least 3 reviews?
Hint: The attacker is in the previous chapters.
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