A/N: I was planning on putting this up yesterday. HOWEVER! Yesterday was my birthday, and I couldn't stay on the computer long enough -.-

Disclaimer: I don't look like S.M. now do I? I think not!


Kristina's POV

I couldn't will myself to close my eyes and sleep. Hikaru wouldn't be home for a few hours still, but I was so excited that my blood was on fire.

I decided that I didn't want to sit in my room anymore. I walked out of my room, down some stairs, through the hall, and down some more stairs. Finally I reached my destination: The family room. I sat down in the big black comfy recliner that I use to sit on with daddy when I was little. I use to climb into his lap and beg him to tell me stories about his past. He told me about the places he's been and people he's met. I always look back on those times as great memories.

I looked out the rain streaked window as the sun began to rise. I leaned my head back and pulled my knees to my chest. Nothing was as beautiful as this morning. I basked in the morning light that filtered through the window.

"Krisy..."

I opened my eyes to see Ash standing at the door with worried eyes. "Hey."

He walked over to be and lifted me off the chair. After sitting down, he put me on his lap. I laid my face against his neck and sighed. This is why I loved Ash; he always made me feel better. Some people thought that Ash and me secretly wanted each other. We laughed every time someone made this comment.

Ash was my comfort zone. Even more then Hikaru, I trust Ash. I knew for a fact that Ash would never leave me. Hikaru understood why I felt this way, but he still got jealous. He loved Ash like a brother, but he wanted to be the one I turned to with everything.

'Are you okay?' he asked through thoughts. I nodded. 'Liar, why are you sad?'

"I'm afraid," I whispered.

'why?'

"He's going to blame himself. He's going to hate himself."

'That's not your fault, Krisy. You have to allow him to be mad at himself. '

"But I want to be there or him."

'You spoil him.'

I sat up and looked at Ash, "I do not."

"Yes, you do."

"Do not."

"Do too."

"Okay, fine, maybe a little." Ash glared at me. "Okay, a lot. But I'm his girlfriend, I'm suppose to be there for him."

"True, but sometimes you can't be. The more you baby him, the quicker the day will come when you can't help him, and he'll get upset."

"Then what should I do?" I looked down a my knees.

"Sit and let him baby you for a change. Listen to what he has to say, but don't say anything back unless he asks," Ash informed me.

"I'll see what I can do," I sighed.

"What are you two doing?" We looked up to see Ashley rubbing her eyes.

"Just talking," I told her.

"I want to join the cuddle party." She climbed on top of me and rested her head against Ash's other shoulder.

"Is Ash a chair?" We looked up to see Violet looking at us.

"It seems that way," Ash laughed. Violet came over and sat in front of the chair, and leaned her back against Ash's legs.

"Do I even want to know?"

What is with people coming into the family room at the crack of dawn? It's one thing if it's Ash. But Ashley, Violet, and now Adam?! Where's the pack? They'll probably also randomly pop in.

"Want to join the cuddle party?" Ashley asked him.

"Ummm...no." With that, he walked away. We all chuckled.

"You're like a pimp Ash," Ashley commented.

"Thats just creepy considering he's our cousin and your brother, Ashley," Violet told her.

"Not like that!" She yelled, smacking Violets head. They both were completely awake now.


Hikaru's POV

"How are you feeling?" I opened my eyes to see Carlisle.

"How long have I been out?"

"Considering the fact you fell asleep right after we found you, and now were about 20 minutes from home, I'd say awhile," Carlisle replied. I sat up and looked at Carlisle.

"You were out like a log," Emmett laughed.

I noticed that we were in Seth's van. I was in the very back; Carlisle and Esme were in the seats in front of me; Emmett was sitting on the floor; and mom and dad were in the very front seats. I looked behind us to see a whole row of cars behind us. All the faces in the cars I knew.

"Only 20 minutes away, right?"

"Yep, why?" My mom asked.

"One, I want to take a shower. Two, I want to see Kristina. Three, I want to sleep more."

"Yeah, you really do need a shower," Emmett told me.

"Oh, well, I'm sorry I was stuck in the woods for a week and couldn't bath properly. Please forgive me, of Masterful One," I said sarcasticly.

"I like that! Masterful One. You should call me that more often."

"How about, no," I said laying back down.


20 minutes went by fast then I had expected. Of course, I was drifting in and out of sleep the whole time. We parked in front of a huge house, that I expected was the Cullens house. The beams of light that came through the car blinded me. We all jumped out of the van, and everyone out of the cars.

While walking to the house, through the window, I saw the most beautiful sight. Kristina laughing. Her and Ashley were sitting on Ash, and Violet was down by Ash's legs. I could smell her. God, I just wanted to hold her in my arms. I stopped in my tracks when Kristina noticed us. She threw herself from the chair and disappeared from view for a few moments. My heart stopped when the door flew open and she stood there.

She came running towards me. She was still in the shorts and tank top from the night before, and wore no shoes. It had to be at least 30 degrees out here. Before she reached me I held up my hands to stop her.

"Don't touch me," I said quickly. She looked like I had just been slapped across the face. "I'm in serious need of a shower. Just wait 15 more minutes, and you'll have me as your slave."

A devious smile formed across her face, "Okay, I can wait." I knew what she was thinking. I didn't need physic powers to know that she was really wanted to say "But then we could shower together." As tempting as that offer was, I was serious when I told her about my plan to seduce her first. Nothing was going to change my mind about that. Plus, I was way to tired to do anything but hold her for now.

"Wait for me in your room," I said sweetly.


Kristina's POV

This boy is going to be the death of me, for sure. I watched as he entered the house after stopping to say hi to Ash -who had joined us outside. He had a jacket with him and wrapped it around my shoulders. Oh my God, it was freezing outside! Why the Hell would I come out here in what I was wearing?!

My dad walked in front of me and stared at me. I looked around, "Umm... hi?" He put his hand on my cheek. "Gah!" It made me even colder.

"Cold isn't it?" He touched the back of my neck. "Huh?"

"Dad, stop," I laughed and yelled at the same time.

"What? I can't here you?" I continued to to touch my ears, face, and neck with his cold hands. Where did all this energy come from? Finally after a few minutes of dad picking on me, he stopped. "Now what did this teach you about going outside in shorts and a tank top during winter, young lady?"

"Not to go near you when you I do it?" I quickly his behind Ash. "Protect me!"

"Hey, wait, I'm not getting into this!"

"Okay, well, this has been fun; but personally, I want to go home and sleep," Paul said, ruining our fun.

We said our goodbyes to the pack, and went inside. I started running up to my room, but only got to the top of the first set of stairs when my mom said "Kristina, behave yourself."

I turned to them and gave the most innocent smile I could mange, "I always behave myself, mommy."

"Yeah right. I don't want to be a grandmother just yet, daughter dearest."

"Ugh! Are we seriously having the sex talk in front of the whole family? Creepy much?" I left it at that and finished my way to my room.

I know the consequences of sex; I'm not a complete idiot. Whenever I have sex I will be protected in all ways possible. Though when that is going to happen, I'm not sure. Hikaru would refuse me if I tried to start it. He wanted to be the one to start it.

I sat on my bed and looked out the window. I had been up since Hikaru invaded my dream, and it was now starting to effect me. I heard my door open, close, and lock, but I didn't turn around. I knew it was Hikaru. I knew I was correct as soon as he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me back to him.

"Finally," he said.

"Hmm?"

"Finally I get to hold you outside of a dream." He kissed the top on my head.

"Oh, but what an excellent dream it was," I chuckled.

"Mmmhmm." We sat in silence for what seemed like hours. I would have happily stayed, but my back was killing me to sit in that position. I turned my body so I was facing Hikaru. "Yes, Love?" I turned more and got on my knees. I pushed him down, then moved so I was sitting on him. I leaned down and pressed my lips to his. He didn't resist like I had thought he would. I tried to deepen out kiss, but was pushed away. "I love you, Kristina, with every thing inside of my body. And I would love to make you feel blissful. However, I do not have the energy to do so at this time, and neither do you."

"What are you talking about? I'm full of energy," I lied.

"Oh, I'm sure." Hikaru flipped me over, and I was laying next to him. "Just be a good girl," he commanded.

"What a coincidence, I'm always a good girl," I told him.

"Liar," he chuckled. We laid in silence once more, and I felt my eyes begin to close. I hated when Hikaru spoke Japanese; I could never understand it, "Aishiteru."


A/N: Another chapter down, many many more to go! By the way, aishiteru is I love you in Japanese. I think I'll have Hikaru say some more Japanese words, just because it will annoy Kristina (but it will always be something nice). And it will amuse me hahaha