Time for change guys.

Hiccup's P.O.V

I just laid there with Astrid passed out in my arms. I'd been up for hours, and I just couldn't stop thinking about what I'd done to her. How could I be so careless to not even hear her scream for mercy? I don't deserve her, she deserves better than me. As much as it pains me to do this, I have to. For her sake, and happiness.

I slipped my way out of the bed, and made my way for the door. My first stop was to go to Ruffnut's house.

Once I got to Ruff's house, I climbed my way into her window. Luckily for me, she was asleep and Tuffnut wasn't in his bed.

I went over to Ruff's bed, and used my powers to look into her memories. Good, she hadn't told anyone about Astrid's feelings for me. With knowing that, I erased all her memories about Astrid's feelings towards me.

After that I headed off to the Hofferson home.

When I got there I was surprised to see that Astrid's mom was outside.

"I saw you take Astrid to your house. What was with that?" She didn't sound angry, she sounded amused more than anything.

"Uh, she just wanted to sleep over at my house because she was tired, and didn't want to be alone" I said nervously trying to avoid talking about what happened in the forest.

"One fuck, and she can't get enough of you? Must have been good."

My mouth fell open. How did she know about that? Oh wait, Astrid said she got the idea from her mom.

"I'm only joking with you boy, and yes I knew."

"I know, I just forgot Astrid told me you knew" I said.

"The real question here is why you aren't with her right now, and don't lie to me. I know when you are lying."

What was I to do? I didn't want to lie to her, but I didn't want to tell her the truth. Well I guess there's no harm in telling her the truth if I was going to wipe her memory clean anyways.

"I hurt her yesterday. I didn't acknowledge her screaming, and crying. I didn't deserve what she did for me, so I decided to put an end to it. As your probably well aware I'm not very normal. I've got powers, and I can do many things."

"Yes, I've been told about you special abilities. What I want to know, is why your telling me this?"

"Well, after today I realized that Astrid deserves better than me, so we won't be together. I'm going to use my power to wipe her memory of any feelings she has had towards me. I've already done it to Ruffnut, and that's why I came here tonight. I came to wipe your memory of Astrid's feelings as well." The whole time I was saying this I was staring at the ground trying to hide my tears.

"I see, well I would like to ask that you do not wipe my memory for two reasons."

This caught me off guard. I did not expect to be making a deal about her me wiping her memory. "Oh, and what would those two reasons be?"

"Well the first is that I like you guys together. Your the only guy on the island that doesn't see her for just the exterior. You treat her like a woman, and not like something to own" her mother said proudly.

"Well, thanks. My mom taught me right." I was more surprised than thankful. "And the second?"

"You and Astrid are engaged" she said flatly.

"WHAT! When did this happen!" Me and Astrid engaged? This has to be a dream.

"Well your father came a while back and asked for her hand in marriage. We said no because we thought she liked Snotlout. When she told me she liked you though, I made my husband go apologize to the chief. After he apologized, we worked out a marriage contract."

I was speechless. What was I supposed to say after that? Mrs. Hofferson seemed to know that I wasn't going to say anything, so she carried on.

"We have not told anyone about this, so you have no need to worry about that. I still don't want to forget this Hiccup. I've devised a plan if your willing to listen." I nodded my head for her to continue. Why not listen? If I didn't like it, I could just erase her memory. "This is all provided you are capable of doing this. I think that if you are going to follow though with this plan, then make it a good one. Erase everyone's memory on the island of any interactions of you two, and the only way for them to remember is for Astrid to remember. Everyone except me of course. I want to know the truth and be able to observe what happens."

"That would take a lot of my power, but I think I could do it. I don't think Astrid will remember though, and what do you mean observe" I left out the part were doing this could kill me. I've only just begun training and doing something like this is very extreme.

"The God's have a plan, and if it's meant to be, then there's nothing you can do to prevent you tow from being together. I would like to observe the interactions between you after this event. She will most likely treat you like the village does, and I want to see how you take it. It would show a lot of restraint to not fight back after all these years and for what is to come."

I just stood there silently debating if I should do this or not. I don't see why I shouldn't? Mrs. Hofferson has never said anything mean about me, that I'm aware of at least. It's decided then, I'll follow through with her plan.

"Alright, I've made my decision. I'll do your plan and erase everyone's memory, aside from yours." She nodded her head saying thank you. "Now if you'll excuse me, I have to go get Astrid out of my bed, and put her in the forest somewhere. Her head is going to hurt a bit so it will make it look like she hit her head and got knocked out."

"Fair enough, I hope you know what your doing Hiccup" she said before leaving and going into her house.

I set off to my house and when I got there I was surprised to see Astrid waiting for me inside.

"What are you doing Astrid" I asked curiously.

"What am I doing! What are you doing? I was sleeping, and I wake up to you gone in the middle of the night!" She snapped at me.

"Sorry, but I had to take care of some things" I answered quietly.

"Take care of something? What was I not good enough for you? Did you go sleep with another girl" she said on the verge of tears.

"NO! Your perfect Astrid, and I would never cheat on you. I love you Astrid, I would never do anything to hurt you."

She was very surprised that I said I love you, but I thought why not? It's true, and she won't remember anything after tonight.

In her state of shock, I focused on all her memories of me, and erased them. Sure enough, Astrid passed out from me using my power on her.

With the challenging part with Astrid over with, I picked her up bridal style and carried her out of my house and into the forest. Once I found a suitable location where no harm would come to her while being unconscious, I laid her down and left.

Now came the hardest part of tonight, erasing everyone on the island's memory of Astrid's feelings towards me.

I wanted to do it in a safe place where nothing would happen to me if I got knocked out from using to much power. At first nothing came to mind, but then I remembered the place where all this started from, the cove. I started making my way towards the cove, and I couldn't help think of how lonely I was going to be, again. I've been the outcast my entire life, and now when I have someone who actually acknowledges my presence, and not in a negative way, I have to erase her memory.

I got to the cove and made my way to the center of the cove. This was it, I was about to try something so dangerous that I could die, and no one is here trying to stop me.

I started focusing on all the memories the villagers had of me and Astrid together, and erased them.

The last thing I thought about before my vision went black was that life sucks.

Alright that is the big change I am giving you guys. Sorry it was late, but school got busy and I had stuff to do. I would greatly appreciate it if you guys gave me some feedback on this, and if you liked it or not.