Meredith's POV

I was still floating. Derek has left. I knew he did. Has he given up on me? I was useless. I was probably a vegetable. I was screwed up. I couldn't even open my damn eyes. Useless. Why me? I just wanted to be back.

My thoughts were going wild and suddenly the monitors beeping sound has disappeared. It wasn't beeping anymore. Have I crashed? Flatlined? Probably... I knew I did because of the tension that begun to build in my chest. Probably compressions. Seconds later a wave of electricity shocked my body. It hurt. My whole body jerked. Should I come back? More tension, another shock. What would happen if I don't come back? Another shock. I should stay here. More compressions. But what about Derek? Maybe he still cares? Another shock. And what about Zola? I need to come back. The next shock was so immense that my eyes shot open and suddenly I could feel everything. I saw unfamiliar doctors running over my head. I saw the paddles. I saw my chest, exposed and red. For some reason I still had a tube in my mouth. How great.

"Dr. Grey, can you hear me?" A male voice called as lights were pushed into my eyes. I nodded slightly. Barely. Why was it so hard to move? To think? I turned my head to my side to see a very confused Derek. He was here. Thank god. I was so tired I could barely keep my eyes open, but I had to make sure he saw me. I had to make sure he knows not to give up on me.

He smiled. I looked at him and he smiled. He walked toward me. I was so tired... just walk faster, Derek, so I can go to sleep! He put his hand on the side of my face and I drifted off.

Derek's POV

A team of doctors rushed to her room as her monitors went crazy. I was standing in the side of the room, watching as they lowered her bed, exposed her chest, and pushed. They pressed on her tiny little chest in order to push blood through her petite body. An ambu bag was immediately connected to her tube. Someone was forcing air into her lungs. They charged to 200. Clear. Nothing.I need you, hang on. Another one, 250. Nothing. Come on Mer, you need to be back! It seemed like they have done it for a million times until her body tensed and her eyes shot open. She was alive. I watched as she looked around the room, confused, scared, probably loosing her mind. Her gorgeous eyes found mine. Her expression softened. She was really alive. She looked tired. Well, she should be. I walked towards her and got her attention before she drifted off.

Everything was okay.

Except for one thing.

The tube.

She didn't cough or breath over it. That part in her brain that is responsible for telling her lungs to breathe got somehow damaged.

That worried me. I knew it could be bad.

But she was okay.

I looked at her peaceful form. Her eyes closed. Her limbs motionless. Her face still pale. But she was sleeping.

Only sleeping.

Sorry for such a short one AGAIN. Anyways, in the next chapter I would like to include more people other than MerDer (even though they are literally the main characters of my story hehehe). So please tell me who you would like to know about. Thank you all so much for being so supportive!! Ily!!!

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