A/N: It's an EXTREMLY short chapter so sorry for that but this paragraph just popped into my head. By the time I bring up what she is about to say again it'll be a lot further into the fan fic so you will probably not even remember it. Consider this a super short filler chapter. Sorry I haven't been updating! I'll try to more often I've just been really busy lately. This idea just popped into my head right when I was about to sleep.

Disclaimer: I don't own Austin and Ally, just the plot.

Chapter 14

Ally POV

Those razors sit there, mocking me. Watching everything I do, practically calling my name. I don't expect you to understand though, you're not a cutter…hopefully. Even though I've been clean for almost a month now, an addiction is an addiction. And I feel I am losing the battle between my body and my mind. I've been trying so hard to stay strong for Austin. But it's so hard. And I know, I know, my life is just turning around for the better. But all the words that had taunted me for so many years still linger in the back of my mind. Will I get over this? Or will all of the scarred and oh, so painful memories be forever too deep?